The Breath That Stays
It waits beneath the noise,
not knocking,
not begging,
only breathing,
as though the breath itself remembers me.
I called it nothing,
so it would not own me.
Yet it moved when I did not move,
moved my gaze toward light I could not find.
Some days it hummed,
a low, secret chord in my ribs.
I mistook it for hunger,
for ache,
for the shadow of a forgotten dream.
Other days it burned quietly,
like a storm rehearsing in the dark,
its thunder caught behind my tongue.
When I ran,
it followed,
a second pulse,
patient and unspent.
When I gave in,
the world rearranged itself:
the wind could respond,
the trees breathed,
and even my shadow
softened its edges.
Once, I tried to silence it.
The silence made me lonely.
Now, when I wake,
I wait for its voice,
my wordless yes
unfolding through my bones.
The breath ancient as dawn,
and just as near.