Chapter 1
VIOLET
It's cold and riding a motorcycle does not make It better and the idiot who almost hit me with his car is not helping the situation. I parked my motorcycle in the alley next to the club,diamond.I am not in a good mood today and I think you can tell it from my face because
"Hey ,not a good day huh?"Jacky says
"no it's amazing I just want to be like this"I say he smiles, Jacky is 2 feet tall,bald,has an angry face,really scary when you look at him that he is going to kill and he can but he's a sweetheart .I went to the changing room saying hi to girls.my tonight outfit is a black leather top with a short black leather skirt,I looked in the mirror and put my hair in a high ponytail.the black outfit matches my black hair,black eyes and my fair skin. I look at myself up and down and think "Hot".
Tonight is my turn for pole dancing.when I'm pole dancing,it's just me,the music,the poleand the light on me I don't see men or hear them.i love music and dancing they are my little world.when song ended I hear them shouting that how good I am or how beautiful I am or they ask me to marry them and I justcollect the money .god I want a drink,I go to the bar ask Jessie for two shots of something.Jessie is our bartender she has a goth style,black and red hair that it makes men to order drinks until they die.a man come up to me he seems to be in his 50s but it's obvious he died his hair black very badly he is wearing a nice and neat suit but I just don't like him. he says"you were amazing back there,do you mind spending some time in a private room?"
I smile in a fake way that says oh my god I really like you let's have fun then I say"sure follow me".I am really not in the mood.when we get to the room I tell him while I still have the smile"I should say I don't do sex and my clothes stay on and also I would do kinky things if I'm okay with it"
"wow you have so many rules maybe you could relax a little bit,I'm Nick by the way"he says
God I don't give a fuck about your name or relaxing you died hair man. Of course I'm not telling these out loud instead I say still with a smile"well Nicky everyone has their own rules if you don't like it you can be with someone else"
"No, I like you .there is something really especial about you" he says
Oh please I heard that like a million times before.my smile is fading this guy is not going to let go I say"I don't think we are on a same page Nicky I'll go ask someone else for you"
I wanted to go but he grabbed my hip with his both hands I immediately looked at the camera in the corner of the room that means HELP he says"lets just have fun"
I quickly twist both his hands then kick him in the Easter eggs,he falls on the ground in pain.
"I said I'm not in a good mood toady I mean in my head but still counts"I say
Jacky comes to the room he sees the man on the floor in pain and then looks at me with a smile he was the one who taught how to defend myself.
"come on man it's time to take the trash out"Jacky says
I get out of the room after them then I hear"you're not in the mood today" I turn back it's Noah the owner We are out in the alley,smoking Noah is 25,he has dirty blond hair,bony face,kinda skinny but muscular body oh also he is kinda my bestfriend we knew each other when we were kids but we wouldn't talk,not until 3years ago.
"so tell me what happened that made you this mad"Noah says
"nothing happened"he know me well
"come on you broke his wrist and his nuts,what's wrong?"
"uuumm…well…I've been late on my assignments for my online classes and there was a deadline today and my painting wasn't ready and when I told it to the professor and he started lecturing me on how irresponsible I am,I will never get to the place that I want basically crushing me in front of everyone,it was online but still"
"ok now I understand I would be in a bad mood too,but do you believe in anything he said?"
"I don't know,I've been late on assignments because I couldn't come up with anything to paint and when I did it wasn't good…huh I can't see anything in future"
"that's because you're not a fore teller, unlessyou are telling me that you are?"
"no I am not,you know what I mean I don't have plans,I don't know what to do I just don't know ok"
"you're scared of the future that you are doubting yourself…no one knows what's going to happen so it's ok to be worried,you are going through a bad time it's going to be fine don't look down on yourself it's just wrong you know you're good"
I give out cigarette smoke"you're right fuck them fuck bad things no one is going to make my future but me and I will make the best of it because I am the best"
"there you go take you a minute to be hopeful again because you know that you are going to make it"
"I'm not that hopeful to change the WORLD but you're right I am going to make it"
"alright have another cigarette put all the shity thoughts in the trash then come inside and do a lot of lap dances to make me rich"
He goes inside laughing loving his joke well I laughed too. He is right. My life has always been bad,didn't have the loving parents that you need but now they are not in my life. fuck them.
Finally, the club closed I gathered my stuff as soon as possible to leave I went to the alley then I saw Noah next to his car he says"do you want to have a drink?"
"no I have work to do. I should wake up early"
"ok see you tomorrow,lily"
My stage name is lily,well It's the name that everyone knows me by in the club they don't know my real name…violet, except Noah.
I live in a small apartment it has four floors and I'm on the third floor,one bedroom big enough for a bed and closet and a shower,but my favorite part of the house is the small balcony,I put a chair in there and watch the sunrise and sunset I love it.When I get home I change my clothes to something comfy and start painting I have to finish it.It takes me a few hours but I finally finish it and send a picture of it to my professor,it's not because of you asshole it's for me,huh I wish I could send this sentence to him as well but I can't.After that I'm dead sleep,lucky I don't have any class today.few hours later when I woke up I started cleaning the apartment it's messy especially because of painting tools.And after lunch I got ready for the club.today I chose a red top with short skirt and long black gloves.
Let's wish for the best.
