The silence He Loved

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Summary

Arjun Sen has lived his whole life in silence. Not because he can’t speak — but because speaking feels like stepping into fire. At seventeen, he drifts through school like a ghost: sketching windows, avoiding noise, watching the world live without him. Until he meets Mira — the girl who speaks like rain and smiles like sunlight breaking through a storm. For the first time, Arjun’s silence begins to crack. But when a cruel joke humiliates him in front of the whole school, something inside him shatters. The laughter doesn’t stop. The voices don’t fade. And the quiet inside him grows darker… hungrier. As Arjun withdraws deeper into his world of sketches, reflections and cemetery pathways, the line between silence and something far more dangerous begins to blur. This is not a love story. This is not a horror story. This is the story of a boy whose silence learned how to speak — in a way no one expected.

Genre
Romance
Author
Sayon
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
1
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Chapter 1

ACT I — The Boy Who Couldn’t Speak

1️⃣ The Silence Inside Him

Morning in the Sen apartment began with noise that did not belong to Arjun.

Pressure-cooker whistles burst from the kitchen, newsreaders shouted over static, the neighbour’s door slammed again and again. Ritesh’s playlist of retro Hindi songs leaked through the thin bedroom wall, the bass line trembling across Arjun’s sketchbook.

Arjun sat cross-legged on the bed, pencil balanced between his fingers, tracing the outline of a window he had already drawn five times. The page showed only rectangles of glass and a small figure behind them — always himself, always half-erased.

He didn’t dislike the sounds around him; they were proof that the world was functioning without him. He simply didn’t know how to add to them. Every time he opened his mouth, his throat tightened, as if words were fragile things that might shatter before reaching the air.

Ritesh flung open the door without knocking.

“Bro, seriously, you’re sketching again? You’ll dissolve into graphite one day.”

Arjun gave a small smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. Smiling required no explanation.

Ritesh plopped onto the bed beside him. “You ever get tired of being so quiet? Talk, yaar. Say anything. You’ll go crazy holding it all in.”

Arjun shrugged. That gesture was his language.

When Ritesh left — humming like always — Arjun closed the door and exhaled into the returning stillness. The room felt like the world had taken a deep breath and decided not to exhale.

At school, the corridors sounded like oceans: waves of voices, laughter bouncing off tiled walls, shoes squeaking against floors. Arjun slipped through them unseen, a ghost navigating currents of noise.

He always sat near the window. Dust motes floated lazily in sunbeams. Watching them calmed him; they had no need to speak, yet they filled the light completely.

“Arjun Sen,” the teacher called.

“Yes, ma’am,” he answered softly — a reflex more than a response. His voice startled him; it always sounded like it came from someone else.

During lunch he sat on the staircase landing, pretending to check his phone while the courtyard roared below. His reflection stared back from the screen: thin, expressionless, always slightly tilted as if waiting for direction.

Maybe quiet is my only shape, he thought. If I start speaking, I might come apart.

That evening the city dimmed into drizzle. He walked home avoiding puddles and glances alike. The smell of wet dust mixed with diesel. Hawkers folded tarpaulins; buses groaned to a halt.

Inside, the apartment lights flickered yellow. His mother scolded Ritesh. Ritesh laughed. Their banter wrapped the house in warmth Arjun could observe but never enter.

In his room, silence waited faithfully. He sketched a boy behind rain-streaked glass, the reflection merging with his own face.

For a moment he considered stepping out, joining the laughter, speaking a line he had memorized from a meme.

The idea fluttered — hopeful — then folded back into quiet.

Later, lying in the dark, he imagined talking freely. The vision dissolved within seconds.

Ritesh hummed through the wall. Arjun listened like someone watching fireflies — fascinated, distant.

He fell asleep with one thought:

Tomorrow I’ll try.

But when morning came, the world filled with noise again — and his own voice didn’t fit.

So he remained what he had always been:

A still point in a city that never stopped talking.


2️⃣ The Push

The last Sunday of October was heavy with humidity — sticky curtains, sticky thoughts.

Ritesh was already awake, humming Kishore Kumar. “Morning, Professor Silence,” he teased.

Arjun ignored him and poured water.

“You’re seventeen,” Ritesh said, suddenly serious. “You don’t talk to anyone. Not even girls. What’s the plan? You’ll just sketch windows forever?”

Arjun’s hand tightened on the glass.

“I talk,” he muttered — voice thin, stretched.

“Yeah, to me and Ma. Doesn’t count. Talk to people your age. Especially girls. Rejection is normal.”

The word rejection lodged in Arjun’s chest like a stone.

Ritesh clapped his shoulder. “Talk to one girl. Just one.”

That sentence followed Arjun all day.

At school he silently scanned the classroom, panic rising. Girls laughing, tying ribbons, swapping notes. He felt miles away.

Until he saw Mira.

Pinning a chart on the noticeboard, struggling with thumbtacks. A strand of hair falling. Blowing it away. Dropping a tack.

It rolled to him.

He picked it up, fingers brushing hers.

“Thanks,” she smiled. “These boards have commitment issues.”

He nodded — the only answer his body allowed.

Her voice stayed with him all day.

That night he sketched with unusual focus. When Ritesh asked why he looked like he was “planning a revolution,” Arjun said only:

“School.”

He didn’t sleep that night.

He whispered the word “Thanks” into the dark.

It felt like a possibility.


3️⃣ Meeting Mira

Weeks passed like cautious footsteps.

Every Thursday the art corridor smelled of turpentine and dust — Arjun’s favourite quiet place. One afternoon, Mira was kneeling there, surrounded by cut-outs.

“Hey, window-seat guy! Help me? My tree looks like broccoli.”

She handed him scissors.

Paper cutting sounded absurdly loud.

“You saved my project’s dignity,” she grinned.

“It was dying?” he whispered.

She laughed — a small, soft rain.

After that, she greeted him every time. Sometimes a wave. Sometimes a nod.

He became a listener; she became the sound he trusted.

“You think too much before speaking,” she told him once.

“Is that bad?”

“No. Just rare.”

Other students teased them. Mira laughed it off. Arjun endured it with burning ears and quiet pride.

She lent him a novel. He returned it with sketches tucked inside. She sneezed during assembly; he whispered “Bless you” before his brain could stop him.

Her grin carried him all day.

At home he replayed moments obsessively. His notebooks filled with hands almost touching, windows, reflections.

He was turning into a poet in secret graphite.

Rain trapped them under the porch one afternoon. She reached her hand into the downpour.

“Smell that? The world’s finally clean.”

“It won’t stay,” he said.

“Nothing does.”

He almost spoke her name.

Almost.


4️⃣ The Confession

The last day of term carried restless, electric air.

He had practiced for a week. He had drawn her a portrait. Written one quiet line:

For the person who made silence bearable.

He approached her. Friends laughing around her. Phones out.

“Arjun, can I tell you something?” The room fell silent.

Before he could finish, someone yelled:

“He’s proposing!”

Laughter exploded.

The portrait was snatched, passed around, mocked. “Silent boy in love!”

Mira whispered, “Not here, Arjun. Please.”

Her embarrassment hurt more than the laughter.

He walked out before the bell even rang.

In the corridor, everything pulsed with noise.

At the staircase landing, he stared out the window — bright world, cruel light.

He tore the sketchbook pages one by one.

Her face stayed anyway.


5️⃣ The Withdrawal

The laughter didn’t die.

It followed him for days. Someone uploaded a video titled:

“The Mute Proposes.”

He deleted every app.

He sat in the back of the class now, shrinking into shadows. Teachers stopped calling his name.

Mira tried once — softly:

“Arjun… I never wanted to hurt you.”

He looked but didn’t reply. Words felt dangerous again.

She stopped trying after that.

At home, he hid his darker sketches under the bed. His mother left snacks by his desk, unsure what he needed.

The house felt muffled — like sound wrapped in cotton.

When he walked home through the cemetery shortcut, the silence comforted him. The gravestones felt like friends who never asked anything.

Maybe peace belongs to the ones who stopped talking.

One stormy night, power went out. Darkness filled his room. He sketched the cemetery — the gate, the stones, a faint lone figure.

He didn’t know if it was Mira or himself.

When the lights returned, he stared at the drawing.

“Finally quiet,” he whispered.

His first word in days.


ACT II — Coming Next Sunday

The Birth of Stillness Arjun tries to disappear. The world won’t let him. Rumours grow. Teachers ignore him. Friends turn cold. And something in him begins to shift — quietly, dangerously.