The Face of Equilibrium

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Summary

In the celestial realm where gods dictate existence, Ariosa polishes chandeliers in the God of Equilibrium’s mansion—an untouchable being whose raw power sets her pulse racing from afar. She worships in silence, forever out of reach. Until the God craves mortal chaos… and drags Ariosa and three other random souls to Earth with him. Plucked from heaven and thrust into a human university, she's bound by ironclad rules: hide your divine origins, meddle in nothing, and never fall from grace. But the moment she locks eyes with the Arbiter—the region's ruthless enforcer of balance, all sharp jaw, smoldering gaze, crisp uniform stretched over unyielding muscle—her resolve trembles. He hunts her. Corners her in the shadowed stacks of the library, his hard body pinning hers against the shelves as his breath scorches her neck, fingers digging into her hips with a promise of sin. Stalks her lectures, in her class. And when she tries to follow the rules, he arrests her for “infractions,” dragging her to his office where punishment blurs into blistering kisses—tongue claiming, hands wandering, heat pooling low as he demands she earn her freedom. Ariosa must decide whether to obey the will of the divine… or risk everything for a forbidden connection that could tip the balance of the world itself.

Genre
Fantasy
Author
iyshire
Status
Complete
Chapters
31
Rating
5.0 3 reviews
Age Rating
18+

Chapter 1

“Once upon a time, there was a hero whose strength and bravery knew no equal. He carved his legend into history, felling tens of thousands of monstrous beasts that plagued the land.

With every battle won, he saved countless lives, protected thousands of cities and restored hope to a world long drowned in fear. And through sheer will and unyielding courage, he brought peace to all. Celebrated as the greatest hero of all time, his name echoed throughout.

And when the final monster fell — a creature so vile its shadow could blot out the sun — the hero’s body, weary and broken, could bear no more. And so succumbing to his injuries, he departed the Earthly realm, with his legendary sword, his brave soul ascended to heaven.

But fear not, for even in heaven, he was met with the grandest of celebrations. There, he was bestowed the title of God of Equilibrium in honor of his remarkable deeds on Earth, to be revered and cherished for all eternity. And that new God’s name was Jeulxgil Y!”

When the spokesperson said his name, the crowd rose as one. A roar of devotion shook the air, thunder and applause entwining at the same time as the music swelled to its glorious peak.

Ariosa winced as the roar hit her. The sound was so powerful it seemed to vibrate through her ribs. Had she really once been one of them? A fanatic? Once, maybe. Twice, even fifty times. But after a thousand performances of this same ritual, even faith began to fray.

“Don’t worry,” she muttered, slipping sideways through the crush of bodies, her words swallowed by the crowd’s fervor. “You won’t see the god’s face today either. No one ever does.”

The air hummed with static and sweat. Banners rippled like waves in a restless sea, their colors bleeding together beneath the feverish light.

The spokesperson waited, motionless, almost reverent, as the moment swelled toward its breaking point. Thousands leaned forward as one, breathless and shining-eyed, hungry for a glimpse of divinity.

Ariosa slipped through the throng with practiced ease, her murmured apologies vanishing into the roar.

“Excuse me. Pardon me. Sorry—late for work.”

The words came automatically, hollow syllables shaped more by survival than sincerity.

The further she pushed, the less the spectacle should have mattered. And yet… she couldn’t help herself. She glanced back.

The spokesperson lifted his hands, and silence fell like a drawn breath. “And all you souls should strive to be just like him in your next life,” he proclaimed his voice rich and heavy with promise.

“When you leave the heavenly realm, may you prove yourselves worthy in your earthly life so that you, too, may earn a mansion as grand as his”

A breathless pause. This was the moment — the one when the god should appear. Ariosa couldn’t help herself. She glanced toward the stage again, holding her breath, a sliver of hope flickering in her chest before she could stamp it out.

Then, in a gentler, almost pitying tone, the spokesperson said, “He cannot see you today, for he is a very busy God — tirelessly maintaining the world’s balance. But fear not, he has sent me with a message meant for you.”

The crowd erupted, their cheers rippling through the air like thunder. The spokesperson lifted a hand, feeding their devotion with every polished gesture, every calculated pause.

Ariosa only walked faster.

“The message is…” Ariosa mouthed the words alongside him, every syllable etched into her muscle memory. “All systems adapt and evolve to maintain equilibrium despite change. So you too must adapt, must evolve — for change will come.”

The crowd roared its devotion once more, but Ariosa didn’t look back this time. She already knew the ending.

The God of Equilibrium’s mansion loomed before her, both a destination and a reminder. No matter how far she ran, some part of her would always circle back here.

Slipping through the servants’ entrance, Ariosa crept into the dim corridors. The air was heavy with the scent of polished wood and old incense, a quiet warning of where she was, and who she served.

She tiptoed on the gleaming floor as she hugged the walls, moving swiftly toward the storage room. Every echo of her own heartbeat felt too loud. If they caught her this late, there’d be consequences.

Her fingers brushed the door handle—A voice cracked through the air, sharp, familiar, and unforgiving. The head maid.

Ariosa froze. She flattened herself against the wall, muscles locking in place as the woman’s clipped tone carried from the next room. If she got caught now, she wouldn’t just get an earful, she’d earn herself a double shift and a fresh round of humiliation to match.

“And you know your only job is to inspect the rooms for quality!” the head maid snapped. “One of the god’s personal maids found two crumbs in the kitchen. Crumbs! You were supposed to catch that. That was your job.”

A beat of silence. Then a soft, trembling voice: “I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”

Ariosa tensed. Micela. Her friend — the mansion’s quality-control maid. The faint quiver in her voice betrayed her nerves. Micela had already racked up too many demerits. Another one could end her career.

Peering around the corner, Ariosa saw her: standing rigid under the head maid’s glare. Arms crossed, fingers drumming against a spotless sleeve, the woman radiated authority sharpened by irritation.

Ariosa sucked on the tip of her thumb, thinking. If she stepped in, she might make things worse. But if she didn’t… Micela would take the full blow.

“That’s what you said last time,” the head maid said, “Well, I know it won’t happen again, because I will be making—”

Ariosa moved before she could finish.

She stomped down hard on the marble floor. The sharp crack rang through the hall like a dropped platter. Both heads snapped toward her.

Ariosa blinked, wide-eyed, hands raised in mock innocence. “Oops,” she said, her voice just a little too bright. “I slipped. Sorry.”

The head maid’s gaze narrowed. And In an instant, her focus snapped from Micela to Ariosa. “You!” she barked. “Chandelier cleaner! What are you doing here? Are you late again?”

Ariosa barely drew breath before the tirade continued. “You may have earned your post in our god Jeulxgil Y’s mansion by being some kind of hero in your past life, but that doesn’t give you the right to be late. The rest of us spent centuries earning our place here. We show up on time. Every. Single. Day. Why can’t you?”

“Sorry,” Ariosa said. “I got caught up at home. Mortals created this little thing called a cellphone — it holds all the knowledge of the world and fits in your hand. You’d love it. Maybe it could even soften your idea of time.”

The head maid’s lips thinned. “If you’re so fond of mortal tools, perhaps you should take a drink from the Lake of Forgetfulness and be reborn among them.”

Ariosa shrugged. “Tempting. But I’d rather not forget everything I’ve learned.”

Something flickered in the head maid’s expression — the barest trace of empathy. Her voice softened, just enough to carry meaning. “Nobody wants to forget, dear. But for some, that’s the only way to rise here — to return, do good deeds, and earn their way back. That’s why you must work harder than the rest of us. You haven’t spent centuries climbing this ladder. You have to prove your soul deserves to stay.”

Ariosa lowered her eyes. “Yes, ma’am. I won’t be late again.”

“Good.” The warmth vanished as quickly as it had appeared. “Now—Micela, Ariosa—assemble upstairs in the foyer. Our god’s spokesperson has an announcement for all mansion staff.”

Micela and Ariosa exchanged a glance, the same thought flickering between them: Another ritual? They’d spent countless nights arranging offerings, each ceremony more elaborate than the last. Surely, this one couldn’t demand even more of them… could it?

The head maid’s hand cut through the air. “Now go on, girls. Go hear what they have to say.”

Both maids bowed and slipped out into the corridor.

“Thank you,” Micela whispered once they were clear. “You really saved me back there. Another punishment would’ve been unbearable.”

Ariosa gave a faint smile. “You’re welcome.”

“By the way, I didn’t know you were a hero in the mortal realm! What did you do? You have to tell me—I love those stories.” Micela said.

“I don’t really remember anymore.”

Micela frowned. “Hmm. Well, if you’re a maid in the god’s mansion, it must’ve been something big. Maybe you sacrificed yourself for someone? Or maybe you spent your life doing good deeds for others? Oh! Did you save your child by trading your life for theirs? That’s so poetic!”

Ariosa’s smile faltered. “It doesn’t matter, Micela. I’m here now.”

Micela puffed out her cheeks, undeterred. “Come on, why not go back to the mortal realm again? Earn more merit, move up the ranks! You could even be the god’s personal maid next time!”

“I don’t want to go back,” Ariosa said quietly. “Yes, cleaning chandeliers isn’t glamorous, but… I like my little world here. I like my evenings. I just need time. I’ll return when—if—I’m ready. So let’s drop it, okay?”

Micela’s expression softened. “You’re right. I got carried away. To each their own journey.” She smiled gently. “I won’t bring it up again.”

They stepped into the foyer, a vast chamber drenched in gold and light. Jewels gleamed from the walls like captured stars, and the air shimmered faintly, humming with divine energy. A hundred or so souls had already gathered, their gazes fixed on the spokesperson who waited at the front, hands folded in perfect patience.

Ariosa and Micela slipped toward the back.

“Do you think we’ll see the God today?” Ariosa whispered, a flicker of excitement sneaking into her tone.

Micela shook her head. “Doubt it. We’re not nearly worthy enough to stand in his presence.”

Then she smirked. “But you’d love that, wouldn’t you? I swear, you’ve got the biggest crush on Jeulxgil Y. Every time someone mentions his name, you blush like a mortal girl at her first confession. And don’t think I forgot that room of yours—wall-to-wall notes on ‘Equilibrium.’ I nearly fainted from all the equations.”

Ariosa flushed, but her eyes shone. “It’s not like that. It’s just… fascinating. The mystery of him. They say he hides his face to embody impartiality — that by never revealing it, he removes all bias, all favoritism. The perfect symbol of balance. No indulgence in any way. No harshness. No excess.”

Micela snorted. “You’ve been reading too many of the official texts. I heard from someone who knows that his face still bears scars from his mortal life—the battles he fought before ascending. He keeps them as a reminder of what balance cost him. My friend told me this, and she would know. She’s been serving him the exact same tea for centuries. If anyone can speak to the truth, it’s her.”

Ariosa’s smiled faintly “That’s… actually kind of beautiful.” She was already filing the new theory away in her mind, making sure to add it to her notes and theories when she would get back.

Micela leaned closer. “And you know, I once saw the back of his robe while cleaning. Just the train of it, the muted gray we all know. I immediately dropped to my knees and prayed, of course.”

“Ooooh, how exciting!” Ariosa said “What color was it? Describe—”

The spokesperson’s voice cut cleanly through the hum of conversation. “Thank you all for coming.” His tone carried easily across the vast hall, commanding silence.

“May I present to you the God of Equilibrium—Jeulxgil Y.”

Gasps rippled through the crowd. The God never appeared for anything unless it was truly important.

In an instant, everyone fell to their knees, foreheads pressed to the gleaming floor, fingers pointed in reverent arrows. Beside her, Micela trembled as if she could feel the god’s presence pressing down.

Then Ariosa heard it—the faint hum, the shimmer of air shifting as he appeared. She couldn’t help herself. She looked up.

There he was.

Jeulxgil Y stood radiant, draped in a shimmering gray robe embroidered with silver phoenixes that seemed to move when he did. Feathers were woven into the fabric itself, catching the light like ripples on water.

And atop his head, the famed hat of a million beads hung low, veiling his face entirely. Ariosa’s pulse thundered in her ears. A prickling sensation climbed her spine—as if, through that curtain of beads, his gaze had found her. But she couldn’t be sure.

Quickly she lowered her head again, pressing her forehead to the floor, a small, uncontrollable smile pulling at her lips.

Thank you, god of luck, she sent a prayer up. I can’t believe I’m here. Every sound, every shimmer, every heartbeat of the moment imprinted itself on her mind. She would remember it all—every color, every vibration—to study, to understand, to believe.

And then he spoke.

His voice was like a thousand silver bells, each note resonating in perfect harmony. It filled the air like light through stained glass—pure, beautiful, and almost unbearable. Ariosa felt it vibrate in her chest, threading through her soul.

“We dwell in a realm where clouds kiss the edge of eternity, and light wraps around us like silk. A place of peace, of order, of eternal calm.”

He paused, and the room seemed to breathe with him.

“Below us lies the world of mortals—where joy and sorrow entwine, where laughter and grief share the same breath. I watch them. Every day, I watch. Their dreams, their heartbreaks, their fragile, fleeting lives. I feel their pain, their triumphs, as if they were my own. And though I rule from afar, my heart…”

His voice softened, almost human. Almost.

“…my heart yearns to understand them. To feel the pulse of their fears, their hopes,to taste the salt of their tears and the warmth of their love. To live, not as a god—but as one of them.”

A ripple ran through the gathered souls. Even the air seemed to tremble.

“And so, I shall descend. For a short time only—to walk their earth, to see through mortal eyes. But I will not go alone. Four of my servants will join me, their memories unbroken, their souls intact. Together, we will learn what it means to live. To fall. To rise. To change.”

The music beneath his words deepened, the rhythm of divine power.

“If your spirit longs for this journey, step forward. Place your name in the box. Let chance—and balance—decide. For once you descend, I cannot protect you. You will walk as they do: uncertain, imperfect, alive.”

A faint hum, then the soft sound of something heavy landing.

“By chance and equilibrium, you may be chosen.”

His final words rang like a fading chord.

“Until then… farewell.”

The air shivered. And just like that, he was gone. He never wasted a gesture. Every movement cut exact and necessary.