Time never stays still
When I realized that he's going to die, I thought I'd know when the time comes... I got proven wrong.
I thought: "tomorrow is another day and then I'll tell him how much I love him and what a good grandpa he is"
I was embarrassed to tell him the day before bc the rest of my family was there too...
The only thing I could manage was "I love you". He wanted to say something too but he couldn't...
Still I thought that I could tell him the other day... I hoped that I could tell him the other day...
The same night I woke up, everything was so quiet, like the wold stopped spinning for a second.
Time seems to stay still, Yet time never stays still.
And then, A light breeze, a decent flickering light. And...
Suddenly everything went back to normal, like nothing ever happened... But something is missing, A part of me is missing. And I am trapped there.