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Damon’s favorite sound wasn’t music.
It was the tremor in a lie.
The hilltop palace above Highridge hummed with low strings and soft drums, with laughter that never quite reached anyone’s eyes. Lanterns pooled gold across polished stone and silk curtains, blurring sharp edges, blurring choices. Outside the walls, the city scraped its knees on stone and dust and long days.
In here, everything pretended to be soft.
Damon stood at the center of his favorite room, glass in hand, watching the crowd drift around him. The high, arched ceiling was painted with pale constellations; the air was warm with perfume, wine, and nerves. People smiled when he looked their way. They always did.
They were afraid not to.
“More lanterns along the balcony next time,” he said absently.
Cassie, standing half a step behind his shoulder, didn’t bother to look. “You said that last week.”
“And?”
“And we added more.”
He let himself smile, faint and lazy. “Then add enough that I notice without thinking about it.”
“Yes, Your Highness,” she said, dry as old paper.
He moved through the room at an easy pace. Noble sons, merchant daughters, carefully dressed guests from the hills—all parted before him with practiced grace. They weren’t sure if he’d touch their arm, compliment their clothes, or casually ruin their family for the wrong expression.
That uncertainty was another of his favorite sounds, even if he couldn’t hear it with his ears. It lived in the way a laugh broke too suddenly, the way a hand tightened around the stem of a glass.
The music slowed. The doors at the far end of the hall opened.
The new girl stepped inside.
She wore blue; not expensive blue, but the kind of fabric a seamstress had coaxed into looking richer than it was. Dark hair pinned up too tightly. Shoulders held straighter than she felt, anyone could see that. Her eyes flicked over the room, taking in the lanterns, the musicians, the clusters of people pretending this was an honor and not a sentence.
Her gaze snagged briefly on the guards by the door, then on the open balcony where warm night air brushed through sheer curtains.
Damon watched her from across the room.
“Mara,” Cassie murmured behind him, as if reading his thoughts. “South slope. Father sells grain, when there is grain. Mother sews for the market. Three younger siblings.”
He didn’t ask how Cassie knew. Cassie always knew.
“Who sent the invitation?” he asked.
Cassie shifted her weight. He felt rather than saw her hesitation.
“It wasn’t an invitation,” she said. “The steward suggested a ‘gesture of royal favor’ to quiet the complaints in that quarter. Your name was used.”
“Of course it was,” Damon said lightly.
He took a sip of wine and started toward the girl.
People noticed his line of sight and stepped out of it. Conversations thinned and then thickened behind him, like water closing around a moving ship.
Mara stood just inside the doorway, fingers tucked into the folds of her dress, knuckles pale. Up close, she looked younger and older all at once—young in the stiffness of her posture, older in the way her eyes stayed alert even while she pretended to look impressed by the ceiling, the musicians, the wealth.
He stopped a few steps away, giving her just enough space to pretend she could bolt.
“Welcome,” he said. “You made it up the hill without collapsing. That’s better than some.”
Her eyes snapped to his. There it was: the flicker of recognition. She’d never seen him this close before, but she knew his face. Everyone did.
“Your Highness,” she said, dipping into a little bow that looked like she’d practiced it in a cramped room.
He glanced at the doors behind her, then at the stairs that wound down through the palace toward the sleeping city.
“You’re late,” he said mildly. “Did the carriage miss your house?”
“No,” she said quickly. “It came on time. I—” She stopped, swallowed. “We had trouble with the dress.”
He let his gaze travel over it: the uneven hem, the darts pulled a little too tight at the sides, the thread that had snapped near her shoulder and been knotted again.
“It suits you,” he said. “I like when people arrive in something that’s theirs, not borrowed from my wardrobe.”
Her fingers relaxed a fraction.
“Do you want to be here, Mara?” he asked.
A little silence opened between them. Someone behind him laughed at something that wasn’t funny. The musicians changed songs, slipping into a slower rhythm.
“Yes,” she said.
The word came out flat and careful. Not a tremble, exactly—more like she’d sanded it smooth to hide any edges.
Damon smiled as if he believed her.
“Good,” he said. “Because everyone will insist it’s an honor to be invited here. It’s much easier if you pretend to agree with them.”
Her brows drew together. It was quick, there and gone, but he saw it.
“You don’t agree with them?” she asked.
“Oh, I think I’m delightful,” he said. “I’m less sure about the word ‘honor’.”
A few guests nearby glanced over briefly, as if to see if he was joking. His tone said yes; his eyes did not. They looked away.
He offered Mara his arm.
“Come away from the door,” he said. “Standing there makes you look like you’re waiting to escape.”
Her gaze flicked to his arm, then to the guards, then to the open balcony. She hesitated just long enough for him to notice, then laid her hand on his sleeve.
Warm. Tense. Trying not to shake.
They moved through the room together. People stepped aside, curious, measuring her. Some smiled too brightly, already recalculating how valuable a connection to her family might become. Some looked away quickly, not wanting to be caught staring at the newest girl summoned up the hill.
“Is it always like this?” Mara asked under her breath. “So many people?”
“On the nights I let it be,” Damon said. “Other nights I send them away and keep the place to myself.”
“Doesn’t it get… quiet?” she asked.
“I like quiet,” he said. “When I choose it.”
He led her toward the balcony. The curtains breathed around them as they stepped outside. The night air was cooler than the hall, scented with stone, distant cookfires, and a hint of the river far below. The city of Highridge spilled down the slope in front of them, a scatter of lamplight and shadow.
From here, the streets looked almost gentle. It was a lie, and he knew it, but it was a pretty one.
Mara stopped at the railing and looked out.
“Oh,” she said softly.
“You’ve never been up this high,” he guessed.
“Not like this,” she admitted. “From the roof of our house, you can see the lower wall if you stand on a crate. But this…”
Her words trailed off.
Damon leaned on the stone beside her, close but not touching.
“All that,” he said, tilting his glass toward the city, “is why they call this an honor.”
“Because it’s pretty?” she said.
“Because they’re down there,” he said, “and you’re up here.”
Her fingers flexed against the stone railing.
“I didn’t ask to be,” she said.
He turned his head slightly, studying her profile.
“My carriage came with my name on it,” he reminded her. “You got in.”
She flinched as if he’d touched her. “If we said no—”
“If you said no,” he cut in lightly, “the steward would have written my brother a very concerned letter about disrespect and disobedience and the need to make an example, and then no one in your family would have slept for weeks.”
She swallowed. Her jaw tightened.
He waited for her to insist that wasn’t true. She didn’t.
“Do you see?” he said. “Up here, you don’t have to spend your nights worrying about that sort of thing.”
“You’re the one they’d have to worry about,” she said quietly.
He laughed, genuinely amused.
“Sharp,” he murmured. “Good. We don’t get enough of that up here.”
“Maybe that’s why you don’t go down there,” she said, nodding toward the dark streets.
Damon turned that over in his mind, surprised at the small sting of it.
“I go when I want something,” he said.
“Do you?” she asked. “Want something, I mean.”
He looked at her.
The city spread out below them, a low, sleeping animal. The music from inside was a distant pulse, like a second heartbeat.
What did he want?
To stop feeling the ache in his shoulders in the morning. To stop seeing faint lines at the corners of his eyes when he stared too long into the mirror. To stop hearing his brother’s advisors murmur about age, responsibility, legacy.
To never, ever be told to grow up.
“I want,” he said, “for everyone in that council chamber to understand that I don’t care about their grain counts or their lecture about unrest. I want to drink my wine, choose my company, and sleep without dreaming about fields I’ve never walked.”
“And the people in those fields?” Mara asked, still watching the city. “What do they get to want?”
He studied her in profile: the tightness around her mouth, the way she kept her eyes on the quarter where she’d grown up, as if she could see through the roofs and walls.
“This isn’t a council meeting,” he said. “This is a party.”
“Down there,” she said, “it’s not.”
He could have ended the conversation. He could have leaned closer, changed his tone, turned the night into something softer or sharper, depending on what he wanted from her. He could feel the path of the evening branching out in front of him like veins.
Inside, the doors creaked. Cassie stepped onto the balcony, hands folded at her waist.
“Sorry to interrupt,” she said. “The steward sent another message. The south granary was broken into tonight. They’re demanding your attention.”
“Of course they are,” Damon said without turning. “Tell them I’m occupied.”
“That’s what I told the last messenger,” Cassie said. “They said the king will want to know you ignored them.”
“I’ll send him a bottle of wine,” Damon said. “He can toast the fields.”
Cassie’s gaze shifted briefly to Mara, taking her in, then back to Damon.
“There’s tension in the city,” she said quietly. “More than usual.”
“There’s always tension,” Damon said. “That’s what keeps it from going dull.”
Cassie’s mouth tightened. “If you keep pulling people up the hill, sooner or later there won’t be anyone left to call it an honor.”
He stared at her. She held his gaze for half a heartbeat, then inclined her head and stepped back toward the doors.
“Enjoy your evening, Your Highness,” she said. “Mara.”
The curtains breathed closed behind her.
Mara let out a breath she’d been holding.
“She doesn’t like you,” Mara said.
“She works for me,” Damon replied. “She doesn’t have to like me.”
Mara turned toward him then, really turned, leaning her back against the railing. From this angle, the city lit her from behind, outlining her in a thin glow.
“Do you like you?” she asked.
It was such an unexpected question that he laughed again, though there wasn’t much humor in it.
“What does that matter?” he said.
“It matters to me,” she said.
“And why is that?”
“Because,” she said, “I’m standing on your hill in a dress that isn’t really mine, in a room where everyone pretends this was my choice. If I’m going to be afraid of you, I’d like to at least know if you think you deserve it.”
There it was again—that spark, that refusal to lie cleanly even when it would be easier. It wasn’t defiance exactly. More like exhaustion sharpened into something honest.
He stepped closer, until there was only a breath of space between them. He could feel the heat of her, the quick rhythm of her breathing.
Up close, he could see the notch in her left ear where some childhood accident had left a scar. He could smell the soap she’d scrubbed herself with until her skin was pink, trying to wash the market away.
“There are people in this palace,” he said softly, “who think I’m the best thing that ever happened to them. There are people in this city who think I’m a curse. Both of them are right. Does that answer your question?”
“Not really,” she said, though her voice had gone a little hoarse.
He smiled, slow, and reached up. One finger traced lightly along her jaw, not quite a caress, more like a claim.
“You should decide for yourself,” he said. “By morning, you’ll know.”
The music inside shifted again. Someone called his name. The night pressed close around them.
Damon dropped his hand and stepped back just slightly, enough for her to breathe without feeling trapped. That was important. The illusion of space made people stay.
“Come back inside when you’re ready,” he said. “Or stay out here and watch the city. Either way, Mara, you’re on my hill now. That won’t change when the sun comes up.”
He left her on the balcony, curtains whispering around her as he stepped through them. The warmth and noise swallowed him up again, hands reaching, voices smoothing over his edges.
He smiled where he needed to smile.
Much later, when the guests blurred together and the lantern light softened into a smear, Damon found himself alone in his private chamber. The door clicked shut behind him, muting the music to a distant thud.
He went to the mirror in the corner and stared at his reflection.
The face everyone loved or feared looked back—handsome, youthful, unfair. But the lantern light caught something at the edge of his expression: the faintest deepening at the corners of his eyes when he frowned.
He lifted his hand, touched the skin there with his fingertips.
“Not yet,” he told the mirror. “I’m not done yet.”
The candle on the table flickered. For just a heartbeat, his reflection shimmered, and behind his own face he thought he saw something taller, darker, a suggestion of a figure standing over his shoulder, smiling.
He stepped closer. The image cleared. Only himself again.
Damon exhaled, slow.
Outside, the city slept. On the balcony, a girl in a blue dress stared down at the streets where she should have been, wondering what she’d become by morning.
Beneath the palace, in stone no one had touched for a hundred years, something old and patient listened to the tremor in Damon’s lie and began, slowly, to wake.
