PAGAN GOD

PAGAN GOD

DONE BY: Alain Daniel Spinazze

“I came from the beginning the master of all pagan religions holding that of which has touched many a life and brought forward the mass religions of Europe bringing forward the faiths that many have come to know , that of Zeus and Hermes ,Jupiter and Saturn these are the few I have brought for the beings of man , but little did they know why I have done these wonders, the story gets deeper than just faith and religion, but more a binding contract that holds with all, these things I did to hold true to that of the fallen angels of Satan.” “But first come the fall of a third of the angels of God to that of which I was asked by God to be one of the fallen to show that God holds all his creation. “the armies of the morning star arose against Michael and his angels disputing the throne of God wanting the throne of most high to go to the morning star ,”it was at this time Adonai called me in, my true name will not be told but will be known as pagan , the almighty put upon me ,””pagan as to be of what I am to do is that of you is to belong to the fallen it is taken upon me to reside with you , and as I defeat the morning star you to will fall not as to be my anger but that to be of what I am to know about the fallen and be to them what I am to you ,” the dragon rose up and Michael clashing with him first blood had been drawn in heaven, as God held every soul and being to him and his power banishing the dragon and his angels from the heavens where they met their fate and from that day where the fallen .’I have held my place with them from decade to decade and millennia to millennia, thus as I fell I first looked at God and like a power greater than that I have ever known I was banished falling to the edges of the earth.” “the fallen fell mutilated by Gods power forever known to be the ones that rose against God, knowing my part to play in the history of this event I held only me my God and a knife made of my will that I was to use to be protected by, I was in no man’s land falling only knowing what is to happen when we begin in our eternal damnation. The rising happened the first morning of damnation, the morning star no longer holding his power of beauty and grace but all of us under a black sky, the abandonment of God, “we look to power we hold here over the creation of man and that which is to begin the reign of those that of is to be the many horns of the chosen few. “There was an indefinite self about all that had happened and all hold to one thing that we could do and that was to be the rulers of damnation.””we had to start somewhere so all that started between all the fallen was to begin to hold the power over all that had been seen of the world we were a part of the sectors of the earth were divided up by all , the animal kingdom was held by azazel the man of the north (Europe) were held by me Pagan God and those that passed through going from one life to the next would be held by Lucifer ,which was sub divided between all the south were mankind and those of the dark wing the east by serjuvo and those of the of the sun and the west was held by herin and those which arise the watchers . the fallen began by finding all that held in this creation first finding all that belonged her then pulling together that which was to hold them and put power over their being and gain the power of this place of damnation . We could sense this place held death that was only partial to our being that which changed us but didn’t kill us or take from us , we came upon those that were a part of this world they were simple beings holding the light of the creator but not knowing all that was a part of the creation. “I came upon those of the tribes and clans of the north their minds intrigued by magic and that of spells and moved quickly to the showing of the creation of fire and weapons giving great power over those that need not know what these are. The first I saw were those of the simple man of the lands of the hills known today as that of Switzerland ,I brought to him the facet of slavery knowing how to take upon one and make him that of which is to be of you, showing the power over another that they may do what is yours ,I began by taking him up and showing those that were above and he saw the many gods that were a facet of my being guiding him with the art of my mind showing to him how these are those that are to bring all from that of the islands of the many clans to that of the main land show these by raising your palm and you will hold power over every man and they will see you as greater than them , the astonishment of this man who name resonated by all to that of Hannibal ,the aw that was shown to him brought only the vastness of all that is to be the beginning of the time of deception. In time Hannibal use his hold over his fellow people showing them his greatness and proclaimed himself over all that surrounded him telling all of the great beings he was to bring to the earth, the seed had been planted and the deception was to begin .Hannibal walked among the people and with a raising of his hand opened the clouds and vast beings , giants ,came over the simple men and women and these giants had vast beauty and rigor and held will over the elements and from Hannibal these being would hold over man ,Hannibal shouted ,”to all here is my power held by me to bring these gods of us held to guide us through and bring us great victory in all our dings, now all bow before me !”The giants came forth with great wisdom and brought among the beings that bowed gifts of masonry weapons and that of agriculture giving those who would be a part of Hannibal’s rule vast advantages over those who didn’t know. “The things I had done were only to hold my self-true to the fallen God told me at any cost you are to keep with the fallen knowing they are a part of you. The deception took many turns granting power to king after king and deitifying ourselves as their gods. “divinity wasn’t easy there were things we had to overcome those of wars caused between the deities I had brought amongst man all these played a part in being that of the glory of the fallen ,but as time passed it got easier temples were built and the “gods” were placed before mankind and their praises fueled the power in us and we slowly grasped power over man and started gaining favor with the elite who now would come to us to for fill their own deity hood of being called god and we would put it upon them fill their minds with lies and false power putting before all the power of our own divine selves that would claim the lives of all getting closer to their being and their creation knowing the being what makes them work and tick, sowing the seeds of destruction and gaining supreme power over the beings of man .”there is an ancient kemetic prophecy saying that man will be run by evil angels and that god would return to defeat them and bring man back to him, “the times went through and grew from pagan to pagan god bringing forth all the beginnings of their faith .it drew from myself and the creation of what their imagination was from their aspect of creation and the stories and rituals moved through the decades and millennia and built a solid foundation, so we think. Now the fallen would come together in a council holding all the power we had in our domain and from what was done, Lucifer knew that if we continue it will bring attention to God that we are playing with that which is his and holding power over it meant we indirectly hold power over God himself , that which we knew was that whom created these is here but we hold the power over these men, and by playing that which is to rule over them manipulating man we could bring ourselves to place where we could have a hold over creation its self .the change came when those that were a part of man began making deals with us with their life force and souls bringing sorcery which we knew it to the cause of us now holding the actual life of them and no longer just influencing life , and at this change was when all just turned from evil to despicable and not even myself could hold to that of which was to happen .the earth had opened which was done from the power Lucifer gained by collecting the life force of the beings of man and from their life force he divinely felt as himself above all and God himself. We gathered in a cave like place in the middle east and all the angels had been a part of it their beings scared with the disgust of evil and the gloating of what was to happen, “I Lucifer hold this place as my own with all who hold with me we will be that of greater than all that is put before this world and from this and in front of all of you I crown myself ,and the evil dredged upon all in his company as if death pleased with all came upon him and put in his hands a crown, I no longer will be known as the morning star that God so proudly called me ,I crown myself god of all and all I will be known as Satan, and all will bow before me and this place of death will always be known as mine and no more Gods or anybody else’s .””I looked among all and couldn’t hold myself and said ,”how can you proclaim yourself god hold the power over my creation, you are nothing but an angel holding power over your own creation, “and Satan moved through the air in a black deathly notion and came to pagan , and a fight broke out and with the evil power Satan had over his angels grabbed pagan and held him, “you have nothing but a will knife what are you going to do pagan, I know you are a part of him and have always fooled us but no more and Satan pulled his knife and the fight ensued , the clashing of knives and that which was, was to change as I turned Satan caught me at an awkward position and cut straight through my wings and while this happened a voice came through who was always with me ,a whisper pagan I have a path for you believe , and Satan had cut my wings and I held no more as that of an angel for him ,but followed to that of which I had always fought for .”Satan tried to banish me but he was no God and maybe what had to happen to me and my wings was supposed to happen, it led me down another path, I walked the path of death and travelled day and night on foot from sight to sight and God spoke,”I want to talk you,” and exited my body as if a mighty flame had ascended to the heavens and he told me ,”it’s not what you see and feel that will bring them to me and it isn’t even the fight between me or them it’s the fact that no matter what happens with them they will always see that I am that I am.” “What now I have no wings to continue what I was set out to do for you? ”that’s just what I wanted, “what do you mean If we stayed with them you would only know them, but with the pain comes a for filled purpose, they know you have no wings and can no longer be what you were so the thought would be, “what would the thought be, “the next best thing, be that which they are over powering, “a man? “yes I will walk you and bring you into the kingdom of man and from their you can see a lot clearer what they don’t, “”you see they see power when they are to see submission, once you see submission you can work with the strength provided for not just you to overcome all obstacles but with all to overcome all obstacles together,” “you just need the right leader to lead you and I’m right here, “and God took pagan on his journey through the passage of angelic change from one being to another. “I was taken to all the creation sights of man through all seeing the different place they were created from and being taught all that man is of in the eyes of God , he taught me the arts of fighting knowing the opponent I was against as man and opened my angelic eyes to the strength man held in him of him that showed how the greatness of himself was not just that he was but that he became that of what he knew in man , he walked me through the arches of death showing me what it was all about the different passages in the human in the human psyche which showed how they could both live and die but still remain alive in death just lifeless but not gone . I trained my mind and body to strength and agility of what I and God knew and the day had come to where I was to leave the angelic world in physicality and move into the world of man, God spoke and his voice resonated through my body all my vibration changing into that which he knew constructing me into man, his voice soothing yet powerful and he told ,”me walk into my fire, “and I walked through the voice of God and into his flaming ,inconsumable fire and as I walked in I had fully changed into man and in a flash he entered my body and I had begun ,”pagan you will hold the name inside but outside the name will come from who sees you that is what you will be known as first, “he whispered and his journey had begun. Pagan took the fire inside of him and headed towards the village in then Ur later to be called Babylon .I was guided to a house held by Eneri she was a scribe for the rulers of the land and took me in with great pleasure, ”hi angel, ”shshshs its not to be known I am that of man, ”I only said that to be sure you were the one I was told about no one knows about you , I was told in a vision that you would be coming led by whom says he is the ….”and pagan put his finger on her lips firm in front of her mouth and said ,”the less you say the better I’m going to ask you once what do you call me ,”Alain” only you know my name , and if all ask the name you will say to them is ELOHIM , I will so come in,” “I haven’t eaten what part of this journey shows the food you eat so I can feast my hungry stomach, ”come I have food here , here eat and full yourself I have much to show you, “and Enteri pulled out tablets made of clay and there was writing of man on them and pagan said ,”this what is this ive never seen this ?””This is the whole formation of what we see the universe as the whole beginning of what brought us here and in the vision I was told to teach you the vastness of our world, “and excitedly Enteri got up and said,” We are going to begin in the journey of ELOHIM.” Pagan had eaten and sat around the fire with Enteri and spoke, “what is it of you that guides in life is there something you truly believe in? “well I’ll explain what drive most of man ,it’s the factor of death knowing I’m not going to be their one day and where I’m going , I don’t know so its brings a factor of unknowing, and that’s the fear of what I am to believe in so it’s kind of questions your mind of what am I going to do of something I don’t know ,”“well all I can say is be rest assured all that is to happen is to be for you and all mankind so don’t think the creator whoever it may be has forgotten about you because he hasn’t, the an order for everything and it takes step one to get to step one hindered so no fear beautiful, “and pagan caressed her hair and made her feel calm with his warmth,” I think it’s time for bed we have a great journey a head of us ,””one question , what do you plan on doing ,””changing the world.” The fallen had taken up to the first real of the skies and held place as they confirmed themselves as deities and had created that of which is a place where all the souls they had collected to be as theirs , this place was called “AGJIOL” The damned souls would be put through tests of their own as That of torture and mutilation to their being and would be driven to do the bidding of the fallen angels and gather more souls and man toward their power and were all told to give up their will to them and not hold it for God , this force in the souls of man didn’t give up easily even though they became slaves to the fallen that part of them became God , still giving the souls a piece of their creator which could never separate , basically the source of their creation . pagan was walking through the village when God had opened a real to his eyes only and his being was taken through a reality that was this reality but the future of what was to happen and while this passage opened the world was taken to pass through the passage of time and that which took hundreds of years to pass , went by in a matter of seconds and as this was happen pagan s life was a part of the reality he physically went through the changes that happened and all this happened to every being that was living not knowing God was changing the passages of time ,pagan saw him being Abrahams brother and watching all this leading himself to be a part of all that God has planned and felt a closeness to him as his heart connected to his saying ,”I am a part of you, “and from there the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah was put before pagan as he saw one of his fellow brothers destroy the city and was then taken to that of the birth of the son of God ,”The Christ, “and as the connection pagan had held with Jesus was a fellow prophet led to show the world that he was to show that he was sent among all to be with that of what man to follow and held a backing with the Jews but was sent to be crucified next to the Christ for being accused of theft and at the point of crucifixion, pagan had said “you truly are the Christ, ‘And Jesus replied ,”we will be with my father in paradise, “and further through time the passage went and pagan was an emperor of the Roman empire and was driven to be in a great battle which led to the victory of Rome but at that time put him in a state of blood lust and held his cause of sanity to that of a lust for blood that he couldn’t hold forever putting his mind at a test of the brutality of man, his name was Augustus from that reality of life with all he had gone through he was taken to the life of a simple man given the name Alain at birth but still holding all the information he had gained through all the lives he had led not going through death once since his first insertion with the fallen. Alain had woken up in a house where he knew what and how all had happened but felt as if this was not what his journey was of, little knowing that which was set up for him in this life was the most crucial to be that of which the fallen would be decided .what pagan was to go through here was to define what man will be in the decision of what are to become of all. Alain woke up at night and had noticed a darkness over the veil of the night a blackness more than the somber darkness of the night and heard a horn blowing, and the first thing that came to his mind is that the armies of the fallen were after him, questioning God, “what am I to do I am one man and they have an army? “and God replied ,”don’t forget you still have me, “and a veil had been pulled over the house and pagan had noticed he had a knife that was made of light that he held and a part of his being was man and felt,” that which I have is enough. Pagan could hear the marching of the clans of evil and the horn was loud , as the army march towards pagan God had opened a realm through the real of reality and his veil covered pagan only confusing the armies and they marched right through pagans realm and cold not see the realm pagan was in , although the second infantry of the fallen noticed this and were quietened by God taking them out with Gabriel the angel of death and left one demon to face pagan and that was one of the marching priests , pagan came around and the dark figure noticed him saying ,”bow to me and the darkness of the fallen and pagan had realized something in him he had a will that was free and bowed in front of the priest and said I bow to you and just as he bowed he pulled the knife from his back and thrust it into the jaw of the dark priest and he fell and that which was done pagan replied ,”I’m not yours .”the morning came in the winter crisp and cold pagan was in a garden and that which was a part of him heard a calling and as he heard it he ran to the gate and started walking towards the rising of the sun his angelic side remembers the calling of God and came to that of the rising of the sun to see its first rays upon the earth and the night of darkness vanished to the great bright morning of the sun and the calling of the father. And in silence as the sun rose he could hear God talking to him he counseled his angels and said soundless to the human ear but the being inside very clear and God said loud and clear ,”I am hear to put forward in a new existence that which will not be taken from me or anyone else that all that has come from me will be mine and put forward from today that every being that is from me will be taken put by me the time has come that I claim what is mine be you a demon ,angel human or otherwise I now am claiming all that belongs to me ,”and pagan set forward to that of the unseen world while his body remained in the realm of man and set out to number all that was to be taken and kept by God and Gods day of the gathering had begun.rebelion again broke amongst all that was Gods but with all his love he held on to all that was his , and those that he numbered and kept that went against him where held in him himself holding and claiming that which was his .it was as the day of Gods wrath had come but not as you’d expect, he went to war against the fallen , through the dead waking and claiming which was his he also went to all that went against him and held their will in front of them showing them that this was from him, and all this he was doing with his angels and his fellow creations all at once the time known as the great arolume had come where all that was done was now to be claimed and thus going against the free will of all his creation now showing that he also can show his will amongst his creation and nothing could face God. The fallen were no match for God and were pulled up like collectors’ items and not even Satan himself knew what was coming ,”all these things will come to pass there is only that which is me and all who say they are not of me will be seen as to be of that of which they are true to all and not held by that which I have done ,for those which are of me be it all, they will be collected and be with me nothing will keep them away from me ,”this echoed in the almighties self and all who were held there were held at the mercy of the God of Gods and the of most high, while in the realm of man the change had started the sun had started dimming and was changing in its self and becoming old and that of which it was became worn and that which was knew a new beginning was at hand and the old was to move into the new creation. God took pagan in to his throne room and put forward to him he had to go through death but not as all have to go through death but that of which is induced by God and was to meet all those in death to bring upon them a sign that the beginning of the end had begun. Pagan was taken to the alter of death held in the kingdom for that of which God wanted to bring from the dead , pagan lay down and God placed a symbol over his for head a talisman type symbol which took pagan straight to that of death and his being entered it was black a night the existence of nothing resonated with him but he could still hear Gods voice and he was led through the main brace of death and his consciousness faded but he was still a nothing in a void of complete nothingness his voice was all that he could identify himself as and entered the realm vast of all he saw many passages through the deathliness and he saw all man had created from their choices in death and God put forward what pagan had to do ,”all that you see will be the creation of the fallen you are to be me in theses worlds and nothing will come to harm you. But that that challenges you will be that of what comes from the creation of man it is me knowing that which dies and how it accommodates the creation that has been put upon them all you need to do is say the name of whom I am and that which is of a challenge will know that I am here to see the dead back with me in all of my house. Pagan separated and went down all the different pathways of death and they all lead to that of which was one ending the forgiveness of that of what his creation has done amongst all God knew of the beauty of what he saw in the eyes of all , at this point pagan had reached a point in death that showed as of what is known in life the choices the decisions and that which brings us to our loves and joys that all see in what we are pagan noticed one thing that death showed, it was a vision of God holding a child white but with the beauty of an angel and God was proud of this child , not born by him but held in his arms and that was what held in him and a question came from the darkness holding the vision in front of pagan , “this is you pagan he held you at birth every single time through all you lived not letting you die and now even now he holds ,”Satan, I say it’s been time but this time it’s not going to be any good for you, ”well pagan as you’ve been going through time living ive been gaining favor with all that holds here and I must say it takes patience and curiosity to find what rule this world and you know what it is, it’s showing people that what you live for is more important than where you are from and that was the niche in man its self-give them what they want in life and what they don’t see kind of belongs to me and you start gaining power and that which is you soon enough grows and understands that what you have is doubled and tripled in power and soon enough you become a part of all, your name starts being known your deeds are no longer done by you but by Gods creation, isn’t it to rip out the heart of God to show his own creation will go against him only that is what they see, ”Satan you only see what I want you to see, your dark ways are known ,”and at that time God showed his face to Satan ,and as his face was shown all that had been done by Satan every deed every manipulating action and even the hurt he had caused countless people innocent had been seen and reversed by God just looking at him and God said to Satan, I know why you fought me you were me and if there isn’t a place for me with me then there isn’t a place for me anywhere so I say to you Lucifer and as he held his cheek the darkness and all the death held in the angels being dropped of him and the vision came in front of Lucifer and pagan separated from God and God said that picture their you showed wasn’t pagan ,”it was you, “and Lucifer then said ,”father you come to me now, ”no you came to me and God showed something of himself that only Lucifer knew , it was a light of the creation of himself and he showed every part of it and said ,”at this light a part of you I put in you is from my own it can either be very destructive or have beauty un matched and this is where I say to you put down your crown and be with that which you came from I hold you and I no longer will deny my creation as you are mine , “ and Lucifer transformed in to the light that was of his creation in God and said ,”I am that of which you make me but no I am only what you are and that which you have shown through all I will never forget, “and his light dissipated into that which God held and he said ,”keep me with you and you will no longer be rivaled. “and from then all the angels that had been in the great fall all turned back to light and all their deeds where taken upon the alter that was held by God, and the lasts words to pagan were I’ll see you angel ,”and pagan smiled with the dimples on his cheeks and awoke in his life a part of something he always knew he was and that which had taken him was now passed and he awoke, and found he wasn’t on the altar but in a bed and his last message was ,”start with something you can be a part of pagan and you will find that which you choose will be where I await yours God, “pagan awoke and took two steps in a house he didn’t know he was in, and said if that’s what I got to do that’s what I’ll do, and he was set on another journey by God to do something he never had his own life .but little did pagan know this was the deception of deaths view with the influence of Lucifer ,it was as if death was showing pagan all he needed to know and that all was ok, and that’s when all the illusions in the realm of death began ,and pagan questioned himself .’am I alive or am I here where and what is going on, “then a brief set of sanity came in and he stood and walked through the reality its self and came through a corridor held in his mind holding two places that of all joy the light faith grace and all the beauty that is held in this world and that of a place of pain suffering and the just destruction of one’s self ,and as he was between these two places he had realize that something was very familiar about these places and it was if they were a part of him and then he realized it was at the place of when the fallen had decided to revolt against God and these places held all the answers to what had changed the day that happened , these two place holding different aspects were a part of creation and as Lucifer made the decision to go to war against God these two places opened showing pain and destruction do exist and the opposite love joy and all things good opposed each other showing that in this world held between life is the factor of good and evil. Pagan saw this in the illusion of life he was in, now there was an existence where he was but no people, a whole universe where he was on his own and as he walked through this universe everything held exactly what had died and left behind the evidence on how every single person in history had died plane crashes car accidents weapons holding on the exactness of where the person was shot , he saw this not as of sight through the eyes but more through the sight of the mind showing that in the places the people died they held a nothingness of what was their life before , and pagan got caught up in the world of death and all this was confusing to pagan and everything was very hazy not of a place of reality ,and pagan screamed ,”hallo, is anybody here ,”and a darkness moved over all that existence and it was as if that which holds death its self was coming over pagan pagan held his ground and with all the courage in himself he was to face off with the power that takes life and that which can only be defeated by the one who created it but pagan himself new one that as it comes forward towards him he held one thing that could face it , and he knew through this was the victory he needed to bring all lives from that place of death, the darkness came closer and closer expanding as it came toward pagan , pagan knew in this darkness was the cause of all pain suffering and that which holds of evil and he knew he was that of the joy love and happiness he held in himself , and he looked at the darkness and said to himself ,”this is the last you will no longer bring pain suffering and all these evil thing to the world ,”and as the darkness came closer Satan took all of him that was in this pain and suffering darkness and gathered all the darkness he could and ensued with a battle with pagan , pagan transformed into light and he body at an instance held the armor around him and his knife turned into a powerful light blade and pagan Rn forward as light and they clashed the dragon and the light bearer came head to head clashing weapons against each other , as the light entered the darkness it lit up bringing light to all the darkness and at that moment the darkness opened up and it wasn’t just made of Lucifer but all the fallen had been part of the darkness and the darkness broke up into singularity as fallen angel one by one took their part of darkness and pagan pulled back and said Satan I tell you once if you stop now you still have a chance for forgiveness and as the fallen angels took their places in the battle field pagan looked up and saw the realm opening and a voice made of pure fire opened and with one voice the fire lit up the darkness and in a flame of fire all that was dark lit up and pagan said ,”you have decided and with the light pagan entered all the darkness the fire didn’t touch him but engulfed the darkness and while this was happening the gate to all the lives that were in death opened and pagan went through the darkness with his light and spread his light out and entered the entrance and as he came in he saw all that had be taken by Satan using that of death and lit up the whole death world and as all looked they saw that of Satan being destroyed by the fire and they were no match and their mutilated bodies , started burning and they had no defense to the fire of God and all those that were held were lifted by pagans light and he told all walk you are no longer held by death or Satan you are freed from that which tried to keep you here and by the lord himself go now in to his arms and be with that which once you came God awaits you all, the people would just take a step out of this place and they would be with God and that of the fallen were banished into a fiery grave to burn for all time .pagan turned and looked at the fire and said and me God what of me and God replied you are true pagan and I have a place for you but know you to must face that which is your heart and for those you have loved and the inconsumable fire said to pagan ,”this is the second deception of death showing you that you can end and putting you in a place that can decide for you ,I am not here, “God said in a disappearing voice and went black and all that pagan could hear was a little vastness of a voice in light ,”you are what you believe ,”pagan heard this and felt as if there was no more ,his body was still on the altar and around him were all the angels and Gods fire was their Gods was saying ,”here is where pagan has to face all that is of man that will become of what he is and knows this place is held by him alone , the free will I have given man leads here and puts to all that which is their beginning and for their will I hold which is their ending , they can only choose whether to be as of what their beginning is with their free will or be that of what truly belongs to them remember in the free will is also truth and can only be seen by the one that is in death,” and Gods fire went over pagans body and God said,” I am with you,” pagans life felt empty but whole he was in emptiness only the existence of himself held in this place and he knew then what had to be done for the completion of Gods work, and he gave the signal to God , “it is time ,”and like a fire escaping the vastness of emptiness God brought pagan through all the realms of death and as he was coming back Pagan was about to say to God, ”crea….” And God quickly said ,”I know the beginning of the new universe has begun , I will fill the emptiness in that void with the creation of something beautiful, and the fire gently kissed pagan. The fire flew through and they came back, and pagan woke up and looked and Gods fire was surrounding him, “I know what is needed all man is held by a void the separates their being from the self, the spiritual body, “and pagan spoke to God, “what of free will? “it is that that I cannot go against it is that of what brings man to their truth ,””but what if the free will of man is brought to the fact of what is the actuality of what it is all of ,””so your saying that the free will I have given them is only that which leads them astray, ”what do you mean ,””if the will I have given man is the one that leads them astray, I wouldn’t of given it to them, “but it leads to emptiness ,”’emptiness can only be what you believe but that which you choose is all I have put upon man to know the fullness of creation its self, “if I didn’t give man free will to decide on their fate ,it wouldn’t be the fulfillment of what I saw in them when I created them, their strength and determination and love of what they are to me ,””then add to their will that which is the emptiness or void awaiting your creation, ”that is exactly what I’m going to do. Pagan spoke to God and was given the times all these would happen and was sent forward one more time in his life and God said to him, “pagan I hold you in my heart, I know all you want is to come back to me and be with me and all in heaven but an angel of your caliber, being man and going through all they go through and still holding that of what you promised me in the beginning, that will do all I ask you without a question , is why I hold you to your journeys and your life, I know it won’t take a day for all the wrongs in life to be fixed and all that which has its own agenda, those who decide to hurt , those who decide to go against me , but you will see at the end of this journey only the best will be brought out in you and you will know I am only for you, “so you say in my heart pagan ,” and pagan left in a flash of light and entered his body which seemed to have no idea about what was happening and he gently spoke to his body, “I know you.” Alain then walked back into his house and it was as if pagan had never left, a little whisper came into pagan’s ear,” you are what you are and you’ll never change that pagan you’ll never change that, “and evil left.