“Letters to My Future Self”

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Summary

Iris Thalia never asked to be chosen. Marked by a rare and unpredictable magic, she is cast into a world that sees her as both hope and danger. After the death of her parents, she is placed in an academy meant to shape her into the sorcerer the world expects but Iris quickly learns that destiny is not a path written for her. It is a path she must carve herself. When she is sent on a journey to seek ten mentors — each from a different realm, each carrying their own burdens. Iris discovers that every lesson comes with a cost. She sails with pirates who teach her the weight of loyalty, walks with assassins who show her the discipline of compassion, negotiates with mafia lords, sings with mermaids drowning in desire, withstands the fire of dragons, confronts death itself, navigates illusions with trickster spirits, shares a throne with a lonely vampire princess, and crosses divinity with a goddess who walks forward despite her flaws. Each mentor gives her a fragment of wisdom, and each encounter forces Iris to confront a different version of the person she could become. But when she reaches the Sanctuary of Witches, the final arc of her journey is Iris faces her greatest challenge: herself. Here, she meets Sableine, a witch exiled for revealing futures that couldn’t be saved. In the Sanctuary, futures are threads, choices are spells, and the past carries as much weight as prophecy. Iris is forced to face the truth that her destiny is not predetermined. It is unwritten, waiting for her to shape. Her final trial is not a battle against an enemy, but a choice "Will she live the story she was told to follow, or write one of her own?" By the time she returns home to the academy courtyard where she once promised to meet Arian again, Iris has become someone she wasn’t sure she could be: not perfect, not flawless, but whole. And for the first time, she can look at another person and say, “This is where I choose to stand.” A Letter to Myself is a story about growing up, healing, choosing who you want to be, and learning that the most powerful magic we possess is the courage to write our own future.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
12
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
13+

Into the New World

The academy’s great hall glittered with light. Crystal lanterns hung from the vaulted ceiling, casting rainbows over polished marble. Robes swished, applause echoed, and one by one the names of the graduating sorcerers were called.

“Iris Thalia.”

Her name rang sharp and clear. Iris stepped forward, heart thudding as the weight of dozens of eyes followed her. She accepted the scroll from the headmaster, bowed, and forced a smile. The cheers felt warm on the surface, but shallow underneath.

She slipped back into her seat, her fingers tight around the parchment. And then, just before the next name was called, she heard it.

“She’s talented, but unstable.” A teacher’s voice hushed but sharp.

“Too emotional. Not disciplined enough to last long in the world.”

“It’s a shame… she’s bright, but she’ll burn out.”

Iris’s chest tightened. She turned, half-expecting to see sneers but instead, when their eyes met, the teachers’ faces softened into bright congratulatory smiles. Classmates clapped her on the back, offering warm words as if nothing had passed their lips.

She smiled back, lips trembling. Pretend. Always pretend.

When the ceremony ended and the crowd dispersed into laughter and chatter, Iris slipped away. She couldn’t breathe under the weight of their hollow praise. The corridors were empty now, moonlight spilling across the stone floors, guiding her feet to the courtyard.

The fountain stood silent at its center, silver ripples glinting in the still night. She closed her eyes, trying to anchor herself to the quiet

Footsteps.

“I thought you’d be here,” Arian said softly.

He stood under the colonnade, the moon outlining him in pale silver. His smile was calm, steady, unchanging, just as it had always been. To the others, he was charm and grace. To Iris, he was simply… safe.

“I wanted to see it one more time,” she said, turning to the fountain. Their fountain. How many stolen hours had they spent here between lessons, trading dreams, secrets, laughter?

Silence stretched, heavy with unspoken words.

Then he reached into his satchel and pressed something into her palm. A small gem, faintly glowing as if alive with its own breath. “Keep this. But don’t waste it. Use it only when you truly need it. You’re stronger than you think, Iris. Stronger than me.”

Her throat ached. “Arian, I—”

“Shh.” He placed a folded handkerchief over her hand, wrapping it gently around the gem. “And this. For when it feels like too much. Hold onto it and pretend I’m right there beside you.”

Her eyes stung. Quickly, before the tears could fall, she pulled out a scarf from her cloak and looped it around his neck. The stitches were uneven, but warm, scented faintly of lavender from her dormitory window.

You’re always losing yours,” she muttered, avoiding his eyes. “Now you don’t have an excuse.”

Arian laughed, breath clouding in the night air. But when she dared to glance at him, his gaze stilled her. So many things lingered there—I’ll miss you. I love you. Please come back.

Instead, he said only “Then it’s a promise. When this is all over… when we’ve walked our rough roads and found our way, we meet here again. Right here. No matter what.”

Iris swallowed hard and nodded. “I won’t forget. Even if the path is filled with shadows, I won’t give up. Not until I see you here again.”

For a moment, time seemed to stop. Moonlight, breath, heartbeat—everything tangled together in silence.

Then she turned, clutching the handkerchief tight in her hand, and walked toward the gates. Her steps were unsteady, but her voice barely above a whisper carried into the night

“Into our new world.”