Chapter 1
Itβs been four years since I became a nun, four years since I promised myselfβpromised Godβthat I would stay clean in mind, body, and spirit. I kept that vow with the kind of discipline I didnβt even know I possessed. My days were quiet, predictable, almost peaceful. Morning prayers, chores, Scripture studyβ¦ the rhythm became my shield, and behind it, everything in me felt still.
Or so I thought.
Everything changed the day my new neighbor moved in.
I only stepped outside to empty the small basket of dried leaves from the chapel garden. Nothing extraordinary. Nothing unusual. But when I looked up and saw himβthis man carrying boxes, trying to balance a sleepy little girl on his hipβsomething inside me jolted awake.
It wasnβt dramatic. Justβ¦ a spark. A warmth that rushed through me so fast I almost stepped back.
He smiled at me, polite and soft, and I felt my pulse answer before I could swallow it down. My body reacted as if someone had called my name, though he hadnβt spoken to me at all.
I remember gripping the basket tighter, pretending I wasnβt shaken. I shouldnβt feel things like this. I havenβt felt things like this in years. Iβve trained myself not to. Yet every time I hear his voice through the shared wall, calm and low as he talks to his daughterβ¦ something inside me stirs.
It feels wrong. It feels impossible.
But it also feels real.
And at night, when I kneel to pray, the echo of that pull still lingersβlike a whisper behind my thoughts, like a gentle knock on a door I closed long ago.
I donβt know what this is.
I only know I shouldnβt feel it.
And yet⦠I do.
Tonight, I went to the backyard to breathe, to quiet my mind. The sky was clear, sprinkled with stars, and I thought maybeβjust maybeβthe cool air would calm whatever had been stirring inside me these past few days.
I was wrong.
βBeautiful night, isnβt it?β a voice said behind me.
I nearly jumped out of my skin.
βJesus Christ!!! Oh myββ I clutched my chest, spinning around.
He stood there, hands raised, laughing softly. βSorry, I didnβt mean to scare you.β
βYou didnβt scare me,β I lied immediately. βI justβ¦ wasnβt expecting anyone.β
βWell,β he said, stepping forward with that quiet confidence of his, βI was taking out the trash and saw you out here. Thought Iβd say hi.β
His smile was disarming. Too warm. Too easy.
We talkedβslowly at first, like two people testing the edge of a frozen lake. Then, somehow, the conversation loosened. He opened up. I opened up. It felt natural in a way it absolutely should not have.
βWell, Iβm a single dad whoβs justβ¦ trying to keep everything together,β he said with a little shrug.
βAnd hotββ
The word slipped out of my mouth before my brain could catch it.
His brows shot up.
βWhat?β
βNo! I didnβt mean it like that!β My face burned instantly. βI meanβyou seem like a, um, a hardworking man. Thatβs all.β
He chuckled, low and amused. βYeah. Sure. Thatβs exactly what you meant.β
I covered my face with both hands. βPlease donβt make this worse.β
He leaned his shoulder against the fence, still smiling. βSoβ¦ how long have you been a nun?β
βFour.β
My voice came out small.
βFour years?β he repeated. βFour long years ofβ¦ uhβ¦ starving?β
βOh my goodness,β I muttered, turning away. βDonβt do that.β
βWhy not?β he asked softly.
And that was the problem.
The way he said it.
The way his voice seemed to slip under my skin so easily.
The way he wasnβt teasing anymoreβjust gently curious, gently honest.
I swallowed hard, suddenly aware of how still everything wasβthe air, the night, even my heartbeat trying to hide inside my ribs.
βBecause,β I whispered, βIβm not supposed to feel anything like this.β
He watched me carefully, the playfulness fading into something elseβsomething dangerous.
Then he leaned in close, his breath hot against my lips, and captured my mouth in a deep, demanding kiss. I froze for a split second, but the hunger that had been building inside me for years exploded like a dam breaking. My tongue darted out, tangling with his, tasting the forbidden salt of his skin as I pressed my body against him, desperate and aching.
βGod, Iβve wanted this,β I thought, but the words turned into a whimper against his lips. My hands moved on their own, fumbling with the buttons of my habit, yanking it open to expose my heavy breasts, nipples already stiff and begging for attention. The fabric pooled at my feet, leaving me in nothing but my soaked panties, my pussy throbbing with need.
He groaned into the kiss, his hands roaming over my bare skin, squeezing my tits roughly. βFuck, youβre so ready for this, arenβt you, Sister?β he murmured, breaking the kiss to trail his mouth down my neck, nipping at the sensitive flesh. I arched into him, my fingers clawing at his shirt, ripping it open to feel the hard planes of his chest.
βPlease,β I begged, my voice husky and broken. βTouch me. I need it so bad. Iβve been such a good girl for so long, but I canβt anymore. Make me your slut.β
His eyes darkened with lust as he shoved me back against the fence, the wood scraping my ass. He latched onto one nipple, sucking hard, his teeth grazing the peak while his hand slid between my thighs. His fingers pushed my panties aside, plunging two thick digits straight into my dripping cunt. I cried out, my walls clenching around him as he pumped them in and out, curling to hit that spot that made stars burst behind my eyelids.
βYouβre soaking wet, you dirty little nun,β he growled, his thumb circling my swollen clit. βThis holy pussy has been starving for cock, hasnβt it? Beg for more.β
βYes! Oh fuck, yes,β I moaned, grinding down on his hand, my juices coating his palm. βFinger me harder. Stretch me out. I want to cum all over your fingers before you fuck me.β He added a third finger, scissoring them inside me, the wet squelching sounds filling the night air as I bucked against him, chasing the building pressure.
But I needed more. I dropped to my knees in the dirt, my hands trembling as I yanked his pants down, his thick cock springing free, veined and leaking pre-cum. βLet me taste you,β I pleaded, looking up at him with wide, slutty eyes. βI want to suck your dick like the whore Iβve always wanted to be.β
He fisted my hair, guiding my mouth to his shaft. I opened wide, swallowing him down, my tongue swirling around the head as I bobbed, taking him deeper with each sloppy thrust. Gagging slightly as he hit the back of my throat, but I didnβt stopβsaliva dripped down my chin, mixing with his pre-cum as I hollowed my cheeks and sucked like my life depended on it. His hips jerked, fucking my face while he pinched my nipples, twisting them until I moaned around his length.
βGood girl,β he rasped. βSuck that cock. Get it nice and hard for your tight pussy.β
I pulled off with a pop, strings of spit connecting my lips to his throbbing head, and begged again. βFuck me now. Please, I canβt wait. Pound my cunt against this fence.β
He hauled me up, spinning me around so my hands braced against the rough wood, my ass pushed out invitingly. He ripped my panties down my legs, kicking them aside, and lined up his cock at my entrance. With one brutal thrust, he buried himself balls-deep in my slick heat.
βOh my God!!β I screamed, the stretch burning so good as he filled me completely.
βShhh, Iβm your god now,β he hissed in my ear, his hand clamping over my mouth as he started slamming into me, doggy style, his hips slapping against my ass with every rough drive. βAnd Iβm going to fuck your holy pussy until you forget all about that convent bullshit.β
I nodded frantically, muffled moans escaping his fingers as he railed me hard and fast, his free hand digging into my hip. My tits bounced with each thrust, and I pushed back, meeting him stroke for stroke, my pussy gushing around his pistoning cock. The foreplay had me on the edge, and it didnβt take longβwaves of orgasm crashed over me, my walls milking him as I came with a shuddering wail, soaking his balls.
He didnβt stop, grunting as he chased his own release, pounding my sloppy cunt until he exploded inside me, hot cum flooding my depths. We collapsed against the fence, panting, but I knew this was just the startβmy sinful hunger finally unleashed.








