The Center of My Universe
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The Center of My Universe

This story contains themes of: assault, attempted rape, child abuse, depression, incest, onscreen rape, self-harm, sexual assault abuse, stalker, suicide, explicit imagery

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Story Notes

This story explores intimacy, power, and vulnerability in their most uncomfortable forms. It is not meant to be gentle, nor is it written to soothe. Instead, it lingers in spaces where desire intertwines with control, where affection can feel dangerous, and where survival sometimes resembles surrender more than escape.
The narrative moves deliberately through psychological darkness. Most experiences are depicted directly, yet all are treated as part of the characters’ inner landscape.
This is not a story of easy love or clean redemption. It is about fractured people, imbalanced dynamics, and the intricate ways trauma reshapes longing, trust, and identity. Reader discretion is advised—not because the story seeks to provoke, but because it refuses to look away.
Thank you for entering this world with care.

Summary

Behind the glittering lights of modern London’s cities, there exists a world that only comes alive at night—a place where bodies are traded, smiles are counterfeit, and love is never meant to last. Eliott Vale is a male prostitute with a face far too beautiful for such a cruel world. Black hair, dark eyes, and features so delicate he is often mistaken for a woman. He lives under the control of a madam who runs an entertainment house disguised as an elite karaoke lounge. Eliott did not choose this life—he was sold, used, and forgotten, over and over again. Until one night, he meets Aiko Mori. A woman of Japanese descent—immensely wealthy, elegant, and long settled in London. Behind her calm demeanor and gentle smile, Aiko harbors an unnatural fascination with things that are fragile, broken, and easy to destroy. Their meeting was meant to be nothing more than a transaction. But obsession has never followed rules.

Status
2mo ago
Chapters
21
Rating
4.9 (8 reviews)
Age Rating
18+

The Night He Was Seen

Neon lights pulsed like wounds concealed beneath color. Blue, pink, violet—each shimmered against mirror-lined walls, reflecting silhouettes of people who came not to be seen, but to forget. The music played too loudly, smothering conversation, drowning hearts that longed for silence.

Eliott Vale stood in the corner of the room, holding a tray of crystal glasses and small bowls of snacks. His hands trembled slightly—not from the weight, but from an old habit that never truly left him: the fear of missteps.

He wore a black shirt fitted too closely to his slender frame. His black hair fell softly along his jaw, framing a face far too delicate for this world. Many mistook him for a woman—and Eliott never corrected them. Correcting meant speaking, and speaking often led to trouble.

He moved slowly, bowing politely whenever he passed a guest. His smile was thin, practiced—neither too warm nor too cold. A safe smile.

“Eli,” a woman’s voice called from afar.

The madam.

She stood near the bar, dressed in a dark red gown with a plunging neckline that never seemed to change. Her beauty was sharp rather than soft—hardened, seasoned, calculating. She owned this place. An entertainment house. An elite karaoke lounge. Clean-sounding names for something that never truly was.

Eliott approached at once. “Yes, Madam.”

“Take this to the VIP table,” she said curtly, gesturing toward the private room at the end of the corridor. “An important guest.”

Eliott nodded. He always did. He never asked who, or why they were important. What mattered was doing his job correctly.

The corridor leading to the VIP room was quieter. The music faded, footsteps sounding clearer. This was where people who did not wish to be seen chose to sit—the wealthy, the powerful, those who wanted to feel safe in shadow.

Eliott paused before the door. Inhaled. Exhaled slowly. Then knocked.

“Come in.”

The voice was calm. Cold. Female.

Eliott opened the door and stepped inside.

The room was dim, lit only by a small table lamp. On a dark leather sofa sat a woman with a posture both relaxed and alert. Her hair was black, long, neatly styled. Her beauty was understated—sharp eyes, pale skin, an expression difficult to read.

Her gaze lifted when Eliott entered.

And for the first time that night, Eliott felt seen.

Not stared at like an object.

Not assessed like a product.

Seen—like a human being.

His heart pounded too loudly.

He lowered his head, approached, and placed the drinks and snacks on the low table before the sofa. “Your drinks,” he said softly.

“Thank you,” the woman replied.

Her English was smooth, carrying a faint accent—foreign, yet elegant. Eliott turned to leave when her voice stopped him again.

“Do you work here?”

A simple question. Yet Eliott froze.

Guests rarely asked questions. They ordered. Called. Touched. Paid. To ask was to acknowledge his existence.

“Yes,” Eliott answered at last. One word. Safe.

The woman studied him—not openly, not crudely. Just a pair of calm black eyes following every small movement.

“What’s your name?”

Eliott hesitated. A name was personal. Something others could hold onto. But the madam always said—never refuse a VIP.

“Eliott,” he said quietly.

She repeated it, as if tasting the sound. “Eliott.”

There was something in the way she said it—unhurried, unpossessive. As though placing the name somewhere careful.

“I’m Aiko,” she said then. “Aiko Mori.”

The name fell softly into the air.

Eliott nodded. “Nice to meet you.”

Aiko smiled faintly. “Are you always this polite?”

Eliott didn’t know how to answer. He only knew how to survive. Politeness was part of that.

“I come here quite often,” Aiko continued, lifting her glass. “But I don’t recall seeing you before.”

Eliott lowered his gaze. “I’m usually not… out front.”

Aiko understood without further explanation. She took a sip of her drink, then stood. Her taller frame made Eliott lift his head without meaning to. She stood too close—yet did not touch him.

“You don’t have to stay,” she said. “I only wanted a drink.”

Eliott nodded again. He turned toward the door. But before his hand reached the handle, Aiko spoke softly—

“Eliott.”

His name. Again.

He stopped.

“You look… fragile.”

The word cut deeper than any insult.

Eliott stiffened. People usually called him pretty. Or weak. Or merchandise. Fragile was different. It felt like seeing the cracks he tried to hide.

“I don’t mean it cruelly,” Aiko continued. “Just… honestly.”

Silence hung between them. Eliott swallowed. “I’m sorry,” he said, though he didn’t know why.

Aiko watched him longer this time. Then, almost in a whisper, she said, “I like fragile things.”

He should have run.

Yet for reasons he could not explain, Eliott felt his chest grow warm—and afraid—at the same time.

He left the room with unsteady steps.

Behind the closed door, Aiko sat down once more. Her gaze lingered on the door as her smile faded. There was interest there—calm, cold, dangerous.

Meanwhile, in the quiet corridor, Eliott pressed a hand to his chest. His heart was still racing.

No one had ever chosen him.

No one had ever remembered his name.

And though the encounter had lasted only minutes—something had shifted.

He did not know that night marked the beginning of his ruin.

All he knew was one simple, lethal truth:

For the first time in his life,

someone had seen him—

and Eliott did not want to become invisible again.

Let Moonroe Vivienne know what you thought about this chapter!

Kim
Kim

Good start

10 months
Terrex2004
Terrex2004

Aiko is dangerous good chapter so far

10 months
Renasyawati
Renasyawati

I love this story😍

10 months

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