note to the readers
My real name is Ri, and what i am about to share with you guys is very personal.
My life story.
Ill start at the beginning. where it all started. when my mind became twisted and my story begun. then i will write to where i am now.
I have fears with writing a story like this,
what if someone doesn't like the story.
what if i am just another person writing words on a digital page.
what if nothing in my life resonates with the reader?
and so many more questions filled my mind. So many that sometimes i cant sleep at night.
why start writing the story now?
well when i was little i wrote a letter to my older self. before i knew just how hard life was going to kill me, but that didn't go through my head until now. life is a challenge and for me, it almost killed me. but i am still here writing this story, and continuing doing what i love to do.
this is why the title is called my perfectly fucked up life. because maybe one day i can see that even through the haze and the fog of the challenges, i would pursuvere. rise about it all, and most importantly, survive.
So i will warn you now. there are a lot of trigger warnings. but i am being honest. my life when i was little was horrible. and as i grew up my mind became my own worst enemy.
so buckle up, cause this ride is going to be bumpy!
NOTE: read the trigger warnings so that you understand what is going to be disscussed.
