Ashes of desire

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Summary

A story of a girl who live like pown by her own family and get married forcefully to a mafia king

Genre
Other
Author
Aris Bloom
Status
Complete
Chapters
4
Rating
5.0 3 reviews
Age Rating
16+

Chapter 1 The deal



The grand hall of her father’s mansion was silent, except for the ticking of the massive antique clock on the wall. She stood there, her hands clenched at her sides, heart pounding—not out of fear, but anger.


Her father, the mafia king everyone whispered about, sat on his ornate chair, eyes cold and commanding. “Sneha,” he began, his voice smooth but sharp like a blade, “there’s a matter of family pride and business that needs your attention.”


She raised an eyebrow, knowing that “family pride and business” was mafia code for something much bigger… and much more controlling.


“I’m listening,” she said calmly, keeping her tone even, though every nerve in her body screamed.


He leaned forward, fingers steepled, eyes narrowing. “Rayen Rathore. You know him.”


She stiffened. Rayen… the name itself carried danger. Another mafia king, cold as ice, feared and respected across the city. “Yes… I know him,” sneha said carefully.


“My pride… my family’s alliance with Rayen depends on this,” her father continued, his voice hardening. “You will marry him. No arguments, no excuses.”


Sneha's blood boiled. She, Sneha Singhania , the daughter of a mafia king, forced into a marriage for someone else’s pride? It was unthinkable.


“I… I will not,” sneha said, voice steady but fierce. “I am not a pawn for your deals!”


Her father’s gaze cut through her like a dagger, calm yet terrifying. “Pawns? No, Sneha. You are the crown of this empire. And your crown will serve the family. Whether you like it or not.”


Sneha felt the familiar fire ignite within her . Her soft heart flared into a monster when it came to self-respect. She would not bow. She would not yield.


But even as she clenched her fists, she knew… this was just the beginning. Rayen Rathore was waiting, cold and indifferent, and soon she’d have to face him.


And that… terrified her in a way she’d never admit.


The night air was crisp as she stepped into the private lounge of Rayen Rathore’s towering estate. The city lights glittered below, but inside, the room was bathed in shadows, sharp lines, and an icy elegance that matched him perfectly.


He was there, standing by the large floor-to-ceiling window, his silhouette strong, his posture unyielding. When he turned, his eyes locked on her with an intensity that made her chest tighten.


“You’re Sneha Singhania ,” he said, his voice low, controlled, and utterly unreadable. Not a hint of warmth, not a flicker of interest.


“Yes,” sneha replied, keeping her chin high. “And you must be Rayen Rathore. I’ve heard enough about you.”


He raised a brow, almost amused, but his tone didn’t soften. “Heard enough? Or thought you knew enough?”


Sneha smirked lightly, refusing to give him any sign of fear. “I know enough to know I’m not impressed.”


A silence fell, heavy and tense, the kind that pressed against her chest. Rayen’s cold gaze studied sneha , like he was calculating, weighing, analyzing. He didn’t speak for a long moment — only the quiet hum of the city below and her own heartbeat filled the space.


Finally, he said, almost casually, “Your father made it very clear — this marriage isn’t optional. I don’t care if you like me or not.”


Sneha felt the fire rise inside her . “And what if I refuse?” she asked, voice calm but deadly. “What if I make it clear that my choices… are my own?”


Rayen stepped closer, the room suddenly colder with his presence. “Then you’ll learn quickly that the world I live in… doesn’t negotiate with defiance. But,” he added, a faint smirk tugging at his lips, “I do respect courage. You might be… interesting after all


The night had grown deeper, the city below like a sea of lights, oblivious to the storm brewing inside the grand lounge.


“You’re impossible,” Rayen said suddenly, his tone sharp, cutting through the silence like a knife.


Sneha crossed her arms, meeting his icy gaze without flinching. “And you’re overconfident,” she shot back, voice steady, unafraid. “You think because you’re Rayen Rathore, I’ll bend to your rules? Think again.”


He smirked, a faint, dangerous curve of his lips that made her blood hum. “I never asked you to bend. I simply said you don’t get to choose. That’s not bending — that’s reality.”


Sneha took a step forward, matching his imposing presence. “Reality? You mean your rules. You mean this world where men like you think women like me are just pawns. Well… I’m not a pawn. And I will make you see that.”


Rayen’s eyes darkened, a storm barely contained behind that icy facade. “Bold words for a girl who lives in a gilded cage. Do you think courage alone can save you?”


Sneha's chest swelled, a mix of pride and defiance burning inside. “Maybe not. But respect? I demand it. And I will never bow to anyone who tries to take it from me. Not you. Not my father. Not anyone.”


For a moment, the tension hung like a living thing between you. Sneha could feel his dominance, cold and absolute, pressing against her fiery spirit. Yet… there was something else too. A flicker of recognition, as if he respected the monster she became when it came to her self-respect.


He leaned back slightly, studying her , voice dropping to a near whisper. “Interesting… you might survive this world yet, Sneha. But surviving doesn’t mean you’ll win.”


Sneha smiled faintly, unyielding. “Maybe… but I’ll never lose my self-respect. That’s mine alone.”


And in that dark, tense room, it became clear: this marriage wasn’t just a contract between families. It was a battle of wills, a collision of fire and ice

And sneha tried every possible way to stop this marriage she even burn one of the rayen's warehouse as warning but nothing effect neither on rayen nor her father.

Then after one month, finally the wedding happened.

The wedding was nothing like a fairytale. The city lights outside the grand cathedral reflected off the polished floors, but inside, the air was thick with tension, not celebration.


Sneha walked down the aisle in a soft, flowing gown, the delicate fabric contrasting sharply with the fire that burned inside her. Every step echoed like a heartbeat — strong, defiant, untouchable.


Rayen Rathore stood at the altar, a statue of cold perfection. His sharp eyes scanned the crowd briefly, then locked on sneha. Not a flicker of warmth, not a hint of emotion — only his icy, unyielding gaze that dared her to challenge him.


As she reached him, the world seemed to narrow to just the two of them. Sneha could feel his presence like a physical force, commanding, suffocating, yet… compelling.


“You know the terms,” he said, his voice low, measured, deadly calm.


“I do,” sneha replied, keeping her chin high. “But don’t think for a second this changes who I am.”


A faint smirk tugged at his lips, almost imperceptible. “I wouldn’t expect anything less.”


The priest began the vows, but sneha's thoughts were elsewhere — calculating, planning, already defiant. She were marrying a man who was her equal in power, unyielding and cold… a man who could crush anyone foolish enough to challenge him.


And yet, beneath that cold exterior, sneha felt the tension of something else — a dangerous, magnetic pull that neither of she could deny.


As the rings were exchanged, her fingers brushed his. For a fleeting second, the world shifted. He didn’t flinch, didn’t give in — yet she sensed that, somewhere beneath that ice, he noticed her. Truly noticed her.


The ceremony ended, the crowd erupted in applause, but sneha and Rayen remained in her bubble of silent intensity. No words needed. A battle had begun — one of wills, pride, and, maybe unknowingly, something darker, something dangerous…


They were married.

But neither of them had surrendered.


The mansion was quieter than usual that night, the city lights outside flickering like distant stars. Sneha stood in her room, the soft fabric of her wedding gown still clinging to her , heart pounding. Not from excitement, not from happiness… but from anticipation, defiance, and curiosity.


A knock came at the door.


“Come in,” she said, voice steady, refusing to let any fear show.


The door opened, and there he was — Rayen Rathore, cold, composed, every inch the dominant force her had feared and respected all night. He didn’t smile. He didn’t speak a greeting. He just looked at her — eyes sharp, measuring, unreadable.


“You’ll need to get used to living here… with me,” he said finally, his voice low and controlled, the kind that made sneha's skin tingle.


“I’ll get used to nothing I don’t want to,” she replied, stepping forward, chin high. Her heart raced, but her voice carried fire — a warning that she were not to be underestimated.


He didn’t flinch. He took a slow step closer, his presence overwhelming, icy, demanding. “Then consider this your first lesson, Sneha. Nothing here will bend for you. And I don’t yield.”


Sneha met his gaze, unafraid. “Neither do I. And you’ll see… I’m not someone you can command.”


A tense silence followed, filled only by the quiet hum of the city outside. Then, without warning, he tilted his head slightly, eyes scanning sneha as if deciding something critical. “Interesting… I expected fear. I didn’t expect fire.”


Sneha smirked faintly, heart racing, body alert. “You should get used to it. I don’t bow to anyone.”


For a moment, it seemed like the air itself held its breath. Two forces, equally strong, colliding in silent intensity.


And in that charged, unspoken battle, it became clear: this marriage wasn’t about love… yet.

It was about will, respect, and power.

And maybe, just maybe, sparks were starting to ignite in the coldest corners of Rayen Rathore’s heart.

" I am not going to live with you in a same room " Sneha said and she moved gracefully to another room, the soft rustle of her gown barely audible over the quiet of the mansion. Her heart still raced, but this was about control — her control. She would not let anyone, not even Rayen Rathore, dictate her space or her emotions.


The moment she closed the door behind her , she leaned against it, taking a deep breath. Calm on the outside, storm on the inside. Sneha weren’t running — she was setting the stage.

She leaned against the door, listening to the quiet of the mansion. No footsteps followed. No voice, no commands — nothing.


Rayen Rathore wasn’t interested in anyone, and tonight, he was showing it clearly. He wouldn’t chase, he wouldn’t beg, and he certainly wouldn’t try to control her in ways she hadn’t already agreed to.


And yet… that didn’t make him any less imposing. The knowledge that he could enter, he could act, but chose not to, sent a thrill of tension through her . He was a storm contained, cold, indifferent… and she was standing in the middle of it, daring it to stir.


Sneha allowed herself a small smirk. For all his power, for all his dominance, his indifference gave her a subtle edge. She could make moves, test limits, set her own terms.


The night stretched on, heavy with silence, and in that quiet, she realized something important: married to Rayen Rathore, the real game had just begun — a game of will, fire, and ice.


Days turned into weeks, but the distance between sneha and Rayen Rathore never wavered. The mansion felt enormous, echoing with silence, as though it respected the invisible boundaries both of them had silently drawn.


Sneha moved through her daily life gracefully — attending meetings, overseeing parts of her father’s empire, and maintaining her soft, kind-hearted persona in public.


Rayen Rathore existed in the same mansion, a shadow in every hallway, a cold presence she could feel but rarely interacted with. Meals were never shared. Conversations were limited strictly to necessities — alliances, business contracts, or urgent family matters.


No warmth. No casual talk. No compromises.


Yet, the tension between them simmered beneath the surface. Every glance across a room, every unspoken word, was a silent battle — a challenge neither of them would surrender.


He didn’t chase. He didn’t care to break the ice. And that… somehow made every encounter with him feel more dangerous, more electric.

Sneha learned to move with precision, to assert herself quietly, to stake her claim in the empire her father and his family had built. And Rayen? He remained his cold, indifferent self — observing, calculating, respecting boundaries as if they were sacred, yet ever-present in her world like a storm on the horizon.


And in this silent war, both of them were aware:


Neither would give in.


Neither would cross the other’s line without reason.


But beneath the distance, the sparks of something darker, more intense, were beginning to stir…


One day, almost after four months of marriage.

Rayen Rathore’s sleek black car disappeared down the driveway, leaving the mansion quieter than usual. The city lights outside reflected faintly on the marble floors, but the silence felt heavier.


He had left on a business trip, but not without leaving his mark. His men — loyal, precise, and observant — were ordered to watch sneha's every move, report every detail, every action, every interaction.


Sneha went about her life with her usual calm and grace, her soft heart letting kindness show to those around her.


The mansion remained quiet, the corridors echoing only sneha's footsteps and the soft hum of daily life. And somewhere, far away, Rayen Rathore’s eyes — though not physically present — followed, always analyzing, always calculating, always aware of the daughter of a king who refused to bow to anyone.


And though sneha knew nothing of it, a storm was slowly building. A storm that would pull them both together, whether they were ready or not…

That night… something inside her shifted.

Not anger.

Not fear.

Just… heaviness.

A weight in her chest that she couldn’t explain, couldn’t fight, couldn’t ignore.


Sneha came home late — much later than usual.

The mansion was dim, servants waiting for her quietly, uncertain.

She didn’t greet anyone.

She didn’t give reasons.


She just said, voice flat and low:

“Everyone out.”


They hesitated — no one had ever heard her speak like that.

But the fire in her eyes made it clear.

Slowly, every servant, every guard, every staff member stepped outside.


Then sneha locked the mansion herself.

Front door.

Back door.

Every single window.

Every curtain pulled shut until not even moonlight could slip inside.

She turned off every light until the mansion was swallowed in cold darkness.


And then… silence.

A silence so deep it felt alive.


She didn’t eat.

She didn’t sleep properly.

She didn’t speak.

For two entire days, sneha stayed inside the darkness — moving from room to room like a ghost, heart heavy, mind spiraling into places even she didn’t understand.


She wasn't breaking.

She was … frozen.

Silent.

Alone.

Trying to breathe in a world that suddenly felt too loud.


The mansion stood still, like it was holding its breath with her .

No one dared come close.

No one dared knock.


Because Sneha Singhania — the soft girl with a monster hidden under her skin — had closed herself away from the world completely.


And far, far away…

Rayen Rathore received the first report.

He didn’t react.

He didn’t speak.

He just stilled — a tiny flicker of awareness breaking through his cold indifference.


For the first time, something about her made him pause.


After two long, suffocating days, sneha finally stepped out of the darkness she had created.


The mansion felt… alien.

Furniture overturned.

Glass shattered across the floors, glittering dangerously under the soft morning light that had begun to seep through the curtains she’d finally opened.

Papers were scattered like confetti after a storm.

Every corner whispered of her pain.


Her body ached, her skin bruised in places she tried to hide, her lips pale, eyes heavy — but her monster of self-respect remained alive. She had covered herself with makeup, carefully masking the worst of the injuries, hiding the evidence of her private battle.


As she walked through the ruined rooms, the servants froze, unsure whether to speak or flee. None of them had ever seen sneha like this — so vulnerable, yet still carrying the sharp fire in her gaze.


Unseen by you, two of Rayen Rathore’s men had entered quietly. They had been following instructions: notice everything about her , report back.


One of them paused, eyes widening at the chaos, and then at her state. “Sir…” he whispered into his phone, “something’s wrong. Miss Sneha… she’s been through… something.”


The words reached Rayen.

And far away, in his cold, controlled office, he didn’t move at first. His fingers froze over the papers on his desk.

Not out of surprise.

Not out of anger.

But… interest.


For the first time, despite his icy demeanor and detachment from everyone, the reports about sneha stirred something he didn’t expect. Something he wouldn’t admit — concern.

So he just informed her father to check her.

Almost after one hour of rayen 's information sneha's father arrive at rayen's mansion.

"what happened, sneha? " Her father ask

" That's not your concern anymore and don't worry I am not dying so you need to check me. You can get out of here " Sneha repiled coldly leaving no room for argument.

After that her father turned and leave.

After her father left, life didn’t go back to normal.

Not even close.


Something inside her had shifted —

Not broken,

not weak,

but unstable, unpredictable…

like a volcano waiting for the right moment to erupt.


She started doing things that weren’t “she .”

Strange things.

Small at first… then slowly escalating.


She walked into a room and forgot why.

She laughed at things that weren’t funny.

She sat in the dark for hours, staring at nothing, eyes empty.

She rearranged furniture in the middle of the night.

She placed glasses in odd places — the stairs, the balcony, inside drawers.

She would cook and then throw the entire food into the sink.

She spoke softly to herself, almost like trying to convince her own heart to stay steady.


To the servants?

She looked normal.

Perfect makeup.

Perfect posture.

A soft smile here and there.

Calm voice.


They thought sneha was just… tired.

Maybe stressed.


But Rayen’s men?

They saw everything.

They were trained to.

And every strange behavior went into their reports.


“Sir, she didn’t leave the house today.”

“Sir, she’s cleaning a perfectly clean floor for the third time.”

“Sir… she put her phone in the refrigerator.”

“Sir, she sat on the balcony railing for twenty minutes… just staring.”

“Sir… she laughed at nothing.”


Rayen never replied.

Never reacted.


But he read every single message.

His jaw tightening.

His fingers pausing mid‑work.

His eyes narrowing dangerously.


He told himself it didn’t matter — she didn’t matter.

He wasn’t interested in anyone.

He didn’t care.


Yet his men noticed his habit changed.

He read reports in seconds now, not hours.

His calls became shorter.

His silences longer.


Sneha Singhania — the girl he thought would stay silent and soft —

was slowly slipping into a darkness that even his cold heart couldn’t ignore anymore.


And sneha…

She didn’t care who noticed.

Because for the first time in her life, her emotions were too loud to hide.

After days of strange, chaotic behavior, a calm began to settle over her.


Not because the pain was gone.

Not because the chaos in her heart had vanished.

But because she decided to take control again.


She started moving through the mansion as usual.

Soft smiles returned to her lips, carefully measured.

Her steps were steady.

Her voice was calm.

Meals were cooked and eaten without throwing them across the room.

Furniture stayed in place.


To everyone else — the servants, the neighbors, even her family — it looked like Sneha Singhania had returned to her usual, kind-hearted, composed self.

The storm seemed over.


But Rayen Rathore’s men?

They noticed.

Every subtle change, every careful smile, every shadow in her eyes that hinted at what had just passed — they reported it, precisely as always.


“Sir,” one whispered over the phone, “she’s… normal again. But something’s different. She’s quieter… stronger. And she’s aware we’re watching.”


Rayen didn’t answer immediately.

He didn’t need to.

He already knew.


Somewhere deep beneath his icy exterior, he acknowledged it.

Sneha Singhania had survived her own storm.

And in doing so, she had shown him — in ways he would never admit — that she was more than just a pawn in their families’ game.


And even though he didn’t show it, even though he maintained his cold distance…

he began to pay a little more attention.

Not because he cared… not yet.

But because something about her demanded it.


The mansion returned to its quiet routine,

but the air between Rayen Rathore and Sneha Singhania…

was charged.

Unspoken.

Waiting for the moment it would finally ignite.


The mansion was eerily quiet that evening. Every servant had taken leave, leaving you completely alone.


Sneha poured herself a glass of alcohol, the amber liquid catching the dim light. The first sip burned down her throat, sharp and liberating. The second, a little smoother, giving a strange thrill of freedom.


She was careful… or so she thought. Not one bottle remained unnoticed, not one subtle act escaped the watchful eyes of the mansion’s corners.


And then… the sound of footsteps. Heavy, deliberate.


Sneha's heart skipped a beat.

She froze.


Before she could react, he was there. Rayen Rathore. Standing at the doorway, tall, imposing, eyes locked on her with that ice-cold gaze that could cut through steel.


The glass in her hand trembled slightly. He didn’t speak at first. He just stood there, silent, watching. Every muscle in her body tensed, yet sneha lifted her chin, refusing to show fear.


“You’re drinking,” he said finally, his voice low, sharp, controlled — a whisper of accusation wrapped in danger.


Sneha smirked, raising the glass slightly, sarcastically. “Yes. And? Is it against the rules for the daughter of a mafia king to enjoy a little… peace?”


He didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. His eyes narrowed slightly, scanning her posture, the bottle, her expression.

“You know I don’t care about anyone,” he said coldly. “And yet… you’re doing exactly what you shouldn’t. Alone. Unwatched.”


Sneha tilted her head, mockingly defiant. “And yet, here you are.”


For a long moment, silence. The mansion, normally so alive with shadows and echoes, seemed to shrink around the two of them.


Then he took a step forward.

Sneha didn’t move.

Not an inch.


“You’re reckless,” he said quietly, almost contemplatively. “And that… is very interesting.”


Sneha felt a thrill — a dangerous, electrifying tension.

Rayen Rathore, cold, indifferent, uninterested… was here. Watching her.

And for the first time, she wasn’t entirely sure whether it was disinterest, or something far more… complicated.

Sneha didn’t speak, didn’t argue. She simply turned on her heel, glass in hand, and silently walked toward her room.


Every step was deliberate, controlled.

Every shadow along the hall seemed heavier with his presence, yet sneha refused to let it intimidate her.


Rayen Rathore didn’t follow.

He didn’t call out.

He didn’t need to.


He simply stood in the doorway, silent, watching. His cold, calculating gaze traced sneha's figure as she disappeared behind the door — every movement, every flicker of defiance, noted.


Once inside, sneha closed the door quietly, locking it from the inside. She leaned against it for a moment, exhaling slowly, letting the adrenaline and tension from his unexpected appearance drain slightly.


Sneha set the glass down carefully on her nightstand, her hands still trembling ever so slightly — not from fear, but from the raw electricity of having caught the attention of a man who normally didn’t care about anyone.


Outside, the mansion was still quiet.

Inside, sneha's room became a sanctuary.

A space where the soft, kind-hearted Sneha could breathe…

and the monster guarding her self-respect could regroup.


But even behind the closed door, she knew one truth:

Rayen Rathore’s presence lingered.

Cold, commanding, unbending.

And somehow, he had already marked the night — and her.