Prologue — A Father’s Unconditional Love
The sun was a soft brush of gold over the farm, spilling light over rows of carrots, beans, and the wildflowers Mara had planted along the fence. Mike Nelson stood barefoot on the dewy grass, feeling the earth press against his toes. In his hands, he held Samara’s small sketchbook, open to a page where she had drawn the three of them — he, Mara, and the kids — standing beneath the old oak tree near the creek. In the sketch, everyone was smiling, the wind lifting Mara’s hair just like it used to in real life.
“Mike!” Mara called, her laughter threading through the morning air, “stop standing there like a statue! Come help me with the tomatoes before the sun decides to roast them!”
Mike shook his head, smiling, a warmth blooming in his chest. “I’m not sure I belong in this family portrait, Mara. I always get in the way of the perfect picture.”
She tossed him a green tomato, soft and heavy, and it landed in his hand with a small thud. “You belong,” she said simply, brushing soil off her hands. “They got your stubbornness, your laughter, your stubborn kindness. You’re the reason they even exist.”
Samara ran past them, her hair bouncing with the wind, a bundle of sketches clutched in her arms. Richie chased a hen that refused to cooperate with farm life, while little Jory kneeled in the dirt, naming sunflowers one by one. “This one’s for Dad! This one’s for Mom! And this one… is for me!”
Mike knelt beside Jory, brushing dirt from his tiny fingers. “That’s perfect, kiddo. They’ll bloom just like this, year after year.”
The world was warm. The farm smelled of earth and flowers, of sun and rain. There was laughter, the occasional scolding of a hen or a wayward child, and Mara’s voice threading through it all. Mike could feel every moment like a photograph pressed against his heart, knowing he would never forget this day, this life.
He remembered thinking, in that perfect morning, how nothing could ever touch them. Not time, not pain, not the unfairness of the world. They were alive, together, and for the first time in years, he felt whole.
Then the wind shifted. The sunlight softened and thinned. The laughter echoed strangely, stretched and distant. Mike blinked and the smell of soil faded, replaced by the faint antiseptic tang of a hospital room.
He woke with a start.
The room was quiet. The only sound was the slow, steady breathing of his children. Samara, Richie, and Jory slept in the small bedroom they sometimes shared during storms, the blankets tangled around them like soft clouds. Outside, the farm was still wrapped in predawn calm, the sky the same soft gold he had seen in his dream, but colder, quieter, and empty of Mara’s warmth.
Mike knelt by the side of Samara’s bed, brushing her hair back from her forehead. “I’m right here, Sam,” he whispered, his voice breaking the silence. “I’m right here, my stars. Always.”
He looked over at Richie, sleeping with his hand tucked under his chin, and then Jory, clutching a worn stuffed rabbit like a talisman. A father’s heart can hold so much love, and yet so much fear. Mike felt both swelling inside him — the joy of having them, and the ache of knowing how fragile it all was.
Mara was gone, but her love lingered in the little things: the garden, the old oak tree, the sketches, the songs she hummed, the warmth of the kitchen in the early mornings. And in Mike’s arms, in his arms alone now, the children who were still here — still whole, still alive — were everything.
A soft breeze slipped through the window, carrying the faint scent of earth and flowers, just like that dream. Mike closed his eyes, letting it wash over him. “I’ll keep you safe,” he whispered to the empty room. “No matter what comes, I will never stop loving you. Not one of you. Not ever.”
Outside, the first light of dawn touched the farmhouse, the fields, the fence lined with flowers, and the creek winding slowly like a silver ribbon through the land. Somewhere in the quiet, in the heartbeat of the farm and the children’s sleep, Mike made a silent vow:
No matter how many storms, no matter how many stars fall, I will carry this love for you. Always.