WHAT I WANT

Have you ever felt your senses go crazy with fear, like you were being watched or followed?.

It started one night when I was working at Seattle hospital. I pulled the short straw with a colleague and covered her ER shift so she could go out on a blind date that her family had set up for her.

It was the early hours of the morning and a man around my age entered the emergency room via the ambulance with a knife wound to the abdomen. He had explained to the police that it was an accident, that his girlfriend was getting dinner ready and turned around at the wrong time. His story sounded like he was covering for someone but because he said it was an accident and he didn’t want to press charges the police left it at that. And that was where we met and his disturbing behaviour began.

I lost my parents at a young age and was put into the foster care system until I was adopted out at thirteen. It wasn’t the most loving environment but I was fed, clothed and had a safe place to sleep. I was always grateful for that, because there were so many other kids that wound up living in unsafe environments. The parents that adopted me didn’t really know what to do with me so we all just kept to ourselves until I turned eighteen when they said happy birthday and goodbye in the same sentence.

Since then I have always kept to myself, and worked hard to become a doctor like my real mother and father. I have beautiful memories that I have held onto for years of the both of them in their white doctor coats and stethoscopes around their necks.

While studying I lived in the smallest and cheapest lodging while saving every single penny I earned. Having no friends makes it super easy to save money.

I worked every single on call shift, overtime and weekend shifts that I could for the extra money and after fifteen years of working hard and sacrificing my youth for my goal to become a general surgeon I was finally able to buy my own apartment to call home. I vividly remember my very first night in my new apartment how I slept on the floor.

I was so unbelievably happy that night that I cried myself to sleep. It was like the fog had cleared and I could now start living a real life after working so hard for so many years.

Everything changed. After becoming a general surgeon and buying my own place, I felt stronger and unstoppable. I had proven to myself that I could do anything that I set my mind to with hard work and sacrifice. I started going to a hairdresser and changed the way I dressed and realised that I was quite pretty with my small frame.

May hair was extremely long so I had the hairdresser cut it so it was just below my shoulders. She suggested some lighter blonde highlights to mix with my natural dark blonde. It looked fantastic and I felt fantastic. I hadn’t put in any effort before and would always over hear comments from other staff members of how horrible my hair was and how antisocial I was. I never cared because I had my goal and nothing was going to stop me from achieving it. After everything I had been through in my life my only regret is working the night I met Chris.

Chris was a very attractive man. He had dark chocolate brown eyes and a perfect smile. The way he spoke even when he was bleeding and being wheeled in by the ambulance was attractive. He was smiling and trying to make jokes with me while I was assessing him and the attention felt nice. I had never received such attention before, and was caught up in the moment by his charm.

I had to perform surgery on him to stop his internal bleeding and he grabbed my arm before going under and said. “I am trusting you!”. He closed his eyes and the Anaesthetist put him to sleep. Hearing those words ‘I trust you’ made me feel unsettled. Almost like I was suddenly obligated to him to keep his trust. I shook off the feeling and performed the surgery to the best of my ability like I always do.

After the surgery I was completing my rounds with one of my 3rd year post grads to check on all of my patients to see and to explain how their surgery went and to see how they are feeling after. That is when I had my second encounter with Chris. He was sitting up when we entered the room and I had that unsettling feeling again which I pushed aside to speak with him. “How are you feeling today Mr Marino?”. “Lilly, i’m so glad you came to see me”. My post grad and I looked at each other in shock, because no one has ever called me by my name at work before. Even my bosses address me as ‘Doctor Andersson’. “Mr Marino, you can call me Doctor Andersson thank you. Now I wanted to let you know that your surgery went extremely well. I was able to stop the internal bleeding quickly and thankfully there was no permanent damage done to any of your internal organs. You are a very lucky man Mr Merino. I suggest you and your girlfriend be extra careful in the kitchen from now on”.

“I don’t have a girlfriend”. I didn’t hide the shock from my face at his reply. I remember clearly standing there while he explained to the police that his girlfriend accidentally stabbed him while preparing dinner in their kitchen.

“The nurses have explained that your wound is healing really well and you should be out of here by the end of the week. Please let the nurses know if anything changes”. I turned to leave the room wanting to escape his presence. It scared me knowing he lied to the police and how he called me by my first name. No-one has done that, and it didn’t feel right coming from this man.

“Hey Lilly”. I turned to face him while standing in the door way shocked again by his words, trying to act familiar with me. “Mr Marino, please refrain from calling me by my first name and call me Doctor Andersson”. He didn’t look at all offended by my request. “Of course Doctor Andersson. I just wanted to say thank you so much for looking after me. I owe you”. “You owe me nothing at all. I was just doing my job. Good day”.

I briskly walked out of the room not looking back. “Do you know him doctor?”. I looked at my post grad offended. This man has already given off an impression to my staff that we have some sort of closeness. “Not at all, I met him once before I performed his surgery, and just now is my second meeting following up on the surgery. I want you to be careful of this man because I believe he lied to the police about how he got his injury”. “Yes ma’am”. Hopefully that will be the last time that I see him.

Lucky for me I was attending a conference in New York for the rest of the week so I flew out that night after completing my rounds. Every now and then I would shudder at the memory of him calling me by my first name and the way he said ‘I am trusting you’ or ‘I owe you’. When I got off the plane and turned my phone back on I had eighteen missed calls from an unknown number. No messages were left and I did not recognise the number so I called the number back in case it was work related.

“Hello, I have had several missed calls from this number. May I ask who I am speaking with?”.

“Lilly. I can’t believe you traveled without letting me know. I was really worried about you. I had to ask everyone at the hospital where you had gone and how to reach you. You had me so worried”.

I was speechless while my mind tried to process both the fear of this phone call and the realisation of who was on the other line. I think of myself as a strong and confident woman who has overcome many obstacles in my life, especially being a female in a male dominated profession, but this situation wa unknown territory and my confidence was lacking. So I tried to pull out all the confidence and assertiveness I had to deal with this uncomfortable situation.

“I do not know who this is or how you have obtained my number but do not contact me again”. I feigned ignorance to him even though I knew full well who it was. I hang up quickly and scrolled through my phone to block his number. Who the hell is this guy.

Because I have always kept to myself I have not experienced any kind of interest from the opposite sex. But I am old enough and experienced enough to know what delusion is and this guy sounded like he was one step away from checking into the nearest ward for the insane.

I compartmentalised the phone call and worry while I addended the work conferences for the week and ended up being so busy that I completely forgot all about him. That was until I returned home and disembarked the plane at Seattle Airport, I saw him standing where passengers exit and their family or friends are waiting for them.

He was waving and smiling at me. I wishfully looked behind me praying he was here for someone else but I knew that was hopeless thinking. I pretended not to see him and walked to the far left on the other side of the entrance from where he was standing. “Lilly over here”. I continued to walk pretending to not even be aware of his presence. I owe this man nothing. My small carry on bag was snatched forcefully from my hand and he put his arm around my shoulders squeezing me tightly almost hurting me. “Lilly you didn’t see me. I have been waiting for you for hours!”. I pushed his arm off me stepping back at the same time. “Do not touch me. I have no idea what kind of idea you have concocted up in your mind but it has nothing to do with me. Do not ever come near me again or I will be contacting the police”.

I snatched my suitcase off him and started to walk away leaving him standing there alone in the airport.

My heart was pounding. This man did not react in an appropriate way to my words at all. He just smiled and looked at me like I was asking him how his day was. I was scared for the first time in my life. I had been in situations before where I thought I was scared but now I am fully aware that I have not experienced real fear before now. My hands were shaking slightly as I was walking towards the airport taxi rank. The line was moving quickly and I couldn’t stop thinking if I just get to my sanctuary that is my home, everything will somehow be okay.It was my turn to get into the taxi and I found myself looking around before getting in.

And there he was standing on the other side of the road just staring at me. I quickly got into the cab and asked the driver if he wants to earn some extra money driving me around for an hour before taking me home. He had asked why and I explained that I think I was being followed. “In that case miss I will drive you around for an hour then I think you should go straight to the police station”.“Thank you Sir, thank you so much!”. I tried to enjoy the drive and the cab driver left me to my own thoughts. The thought of going to the police station was scary but it wasn’t as scary as Chris. Having no family or close friends never bothered me before but now feeling this type of fear I felt completely alone. I haven’t even met my neighbours yet.

The cab driver dropped me off at the police station and the receptionist escorted me to an office to wait to speak to a detective. “Miss Andersson, My name is detective Blake. How can I help you today?”. I stared at him wide eyed. He was painstakingly attractive, I would guess early forties. Tanned skin, light brown hair and light brown eyes, just his presence on entering the room made me relax and feel comfortable. “Just relax and tell me everything from the beginning”.

I sat up straight and took a deep breath in and out before explaining everything to him. “I have to be honest Miss Andersson. If we are following the law this man has not done anything to warrant an arrest or any charges”. My heart began to race again, I was scared to go home alone. “However from my experience, I am concerned. He sounds like he has started an obsession with you and by what you have explained to me he has escalated his delusion quite quickly.

Unfortunately by the law there is nothing I can do at this stage but if you want my personal opinion, I want you to be very aware. Are you able to stay with friends or family for the time being so you are not alone?”. I shook my head. “I am an orphan and I have studied and worked for fifteen years to become a surgeon. I have no one”. We looked at each other in silence. It wasn’t an awkward silence, it was comfortable. “Would you like to stay with my wife and I?. I know it might seem strange of me but I have a bad feeling about this man”.

I am a fully grown capable woman who has never needed anyone before, but at this moment I felt like I did need someone. “Would it be rude of me to say yes and take you up on your offer, I would love to?”. “Not at all. I will call my wife and let her know what is happening. Do you know if he followed you here?”. “Im not entirely sure”.

He nodded and left the room to make his phone call while my heart began to pound in my chest out of fear. It’s crazy what your mind does to you if you let the crazy thoughts take over. I started doubting myself, am I being paranoid? Did I say something to lead him on without realising it?. There were so many thoughts racing around in my mind.

“Okay. I have spoken to all the staff here at the police station and explained that this is a potential stalker situation and to not even mention your presence here to anyone claiming to be your family. My wife is preparing a bed for you now and we can exit the station through the underground parking lot”. I felt relieved. Even though the detective was a stranger to me I felt safe.

“Can I lay down in the backseat just incase when we come out of the station carpark”. I really didn’t care if I sounded silly. I kept remembering the cold look in his eyes at the airport when I had looked up before getting into the cab. “Of course”. “Thank you again for your kindness. I don’t know what I would of done”.

“Are you able to get a few days off work? I will go and speak to your superiors to ask them to speak to all staff members reminding them not to give out personal information to anyone claiming to be you family or boyfriend. It should already be a given but some people are stupid and do not follow the rules about privacy of information.

Also if you stay under the radar for a few days and he can not find you he might get desperate and break a law giving me a chance to arrest him”. He picked up his jacket from off the back go his chair and put it on. “Are you ready to go?”. I nodded and followed detective Blake into the elevator and down to his car. He seemed to be doing really well for a police detective. His car was black and the latest model Landrover. “Nice car detective”. He laughed out loud and it was a sexy laugh.

Maybe this wasn’t such a great idea going to his house. I was extremely attracted to this man and I am getting into his car on the way to meet his wife. I laid down in the backseat and as I did the fear returned. “Don’t worry I live only fifteen min away”. I wasn’t worried about the time, I just wanted to get somewhere and feel safe.

When we arrived at his house his wife came out to greet me. She was absolutely gorgeous wearing only a thinly strapped night dress that only covered just below her bottom. She pulled me in for a tight hug and I smelt her flowery conditioner on her long brown hair. I haven’t been hugged since my parents passed away when I was a little girl, so it was a little weird.

My arms were down by my side and she just squeezed me tight. My heart started beating faster with our breasts pushed against each other. “Okay Kimmy that’s enough”. She let go of me when Detective Blake spoke and she smiled at me and I smiled back. “My name is Doctor Andersson”. I held out my hand for her to take and she grabbed my hand and started pulling me inside. She continued to pull me through the house and towards the bathroom.

“Im Kimberly but you can call me Kimmy. There is a towel and a change of clean clothes ready for you. Go in and have a relaxing shower before you join us for dinner”. She kissed my cheek and walked off. My feelings were a massive confusing bundle right now. I was in a strangers home hiding from a stalker. Feeling attracted to a married couple. Both of them were beautiful.

Detective Blake was sexy as hell and his wife was pretty as a model. I have never been in a relationship before and I have never felt these intense feelings that I am feeling right now. Sure I have experienced being horny but not to this extent. It was as if my lady region had its own heartbeat. I tried to block all of my inappropriate thoughts of my new friends and had a shower to cool down and wash away that dirty feeling you get after traveling by plane.

The shower was amazing and I didn’t realise how much I had needed it. It was like the shower calmed my soul and washed away my fear. When I closed my eyes under the shower I head, I imagined the two of them kissing. I turned off the shower needing something else to distract my impure thoughts. The clothes Kimmy had left for me were my size which meant we must be the same. Her clothes smelt like lavender and were so soft. She had given me an off the shoulder t-shirt that just covered my breast as it hung over my left shoulder and a pair of short shorts where my but was nearly hanging out. There wasn’t a pair of clean underwear so I decided to go without. I looked in the mirror at my green eyes then checked out what I looked like in Kimmy’s clothes.

I saw my exposed legs and shoulder with my blonde hair hanging down and I felt pretty. I never wear clothes like this. My body is in good shape, toned and thin but I never really looked at myself like this before. I opened the door to come out and heard Kimmy yell from down the hall. Im in the kitchen Doctor Andersson.

When I entered she had music on and was dancing while she was cooking and there were glasses of red wine on the bench. I stood watching her body move to the music in her small night dress while she was facing the stove and I began to get turned on again. I thought I liked men, but this girl was intoxicating. “Where is detective Blake?”. I called out to her so she would know I am in the room and stop making me get all hot and flustered. “He is having a shower in our ensuite, he will be out in a minute. Can I call you by your first name?”. She walked towards me and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I swallowed hard before attempting to answer her. “Yes”.

She laughed and had a drink of her wine. “You have to tell me what your name is before I can call you it”. “It’s Lilly, call me Lilly”. I sat down on the other side of the bench and Kimmy passed me a glass of wine. “How old are you Lilly?”. Her blue eyes looked right into mine. “Im 34 years old, and you?”. “I am 39 and Troy is 44 years old. You can call him Troy instead of detective Blake”.

“How did you and Troy meet?”. As I spoke Troy entered the room looking and smelling great after his shower. He was wearing pyjama pants and a black t shirt. I hadn’t noticed before but his arm muscles were so defined I started to imagine what his stomach looked like.

“Kimmy, she doesn’t want to hear about that”. He walked over to her and kissed her cheek before coming over to sit next to me on the other side of the bench. “How are you feeling?” “Call her Lilly!”. Kimmy yelled out while cooking. The atmosphere went from light to serious and I looked into his concerned eyes as he repeated the question.

“How are you feeling Lilly?”. I loved the way he said my name. “Im okay. Thank you both for letting me stay. I don’t know what I would have done without your generous offer”. I skulled my wine and stood up from the stool at the bench. “I am just going to go and call work like you said and inform them that I won’t be in for the next three days”. Kimmy came over and refilled my glass so I took the wine with me to make my phone call. I am thinking I am going to need more wine to be able to sleep tonight with the conflicting feelings of fear and being aroused by these two.

I felt better after speaking to my boss. He was very understanding and said he will be alerting security and reminding all staff about staff and patient confidentiality. He approved the three days leave and said he will inform detective Blake if there is any sign of him at the hospital.

I walked out to tell Troy what the hospital director had said and I walked in on the two of them making out on the bench. Kimmy was sitting on the bench and Troy was standing between her legs and they were kissing quite intensely. I tried to back out of the room to give them privacy but Kimmy noticed me. “Sorry Lilly, I got carried away”. Troy stepped back looking a little embarrassed. “Dinner is ready, let’s eat”. She didn’t seem embarrassed at all and her confidence made me like her even more. Sitting down at their dining table I honestly didn’t know where to look. Both of them were turning me on right now so I decided to look down at my plate instead while they chatted about their days.Kimmy refilled my glass for the third time and I drank it quickly.

“This is delicious, what brand is it?”. “Its my favourite, Im glad you like it! It is Tusk estate Cabernet sauvignon. Troy always gives me a case for my birthday”. She filled my glass again and topped hers and Troys up as well. I was starting to feel the effect of the wine and it was making me feel warm and super relaxed. I have only ever drank alone so it feels a little strange being tipsy around others. We finished dinner and where on to our third bottle of wine between the three of us.

“Do you want to watch a movie Lilly? There is a new romance out that Troy won’t watch with me”. She lowered her bottom lip and I wanted to kiss it. Her lips looked so soft and plump. Being this tipsy I didn’t think it was such a great idea to spend any more time with these two. “I think I should get some sleep. I have had a big day”. “Please, please, please”. Kimmy grabbed my hands and continued to lower her bottom lip like a child. I leaned forward and and gently sucked on her lower lip before stepping back away from her shocked expression at what I just did. “Lilly, are you okay?”. I completely forgot about Troy standing behind me. I was not thinking straight at all. I turned to Troy and looked into his brown eyes. All I could think of was how handsome he was. I quickly leaned forward and gently sucked his bottom lip too.

“There we go. Now it’s even. Goodnight”. I started to walk off to the room that Kimmy had showed to me earlier but was stopped by Kimmy pulling on my hand. “Lilly, I think we should talk about what just happened”. I held her hand and came close to her feeling amazing from the alcohol. She pulled me towards the lounge and sat down next to me and Troy sat down on the other lounge facing me looking violated. I giggled at his cute innocent expression.

“Have you done this before?”.She asked but I didn’t quite understand. “Done what before?”. I was confused.

“Kissed a married couple?”. It was strange seeing her so serious. From the moment I met her she seemed free spirited and now I had made her serious.

“No, that was my first kiss. I am sorry if I offended you both, but you are both turning me on right now and I can’t think straight. I think it would be better if I go to a hotel”. “Wait”. Kimmy stopped me from getting up from the lounge. “What if I said I liked it”. “Kimmy”. I looked over at Troy and he looked shocked and confused. “What if I said I wanted you to do it again?”. She was older than me but she seemed so much younger. “I would ask if I could do it again”.

She nodded and Troy put his head in his hands. I have never done anything like this before but I knew what my body wanted and it was both of them so I let my desire and natural impulse control my body. “Troy is it okay if I kiss your wife?” He looked lost so I stood up from the lounge holding onto Kimmy’s dress pulling her with me and sat her down on Troys lap so her back was against his chest. “I will only kiss her again if you allow it”.

I could tell he was attracted to me too, and his defeated nod confirmed it. “I haven’t done this before so if there is anything you want me to do you have to let me know”. They both nodded and I put my hands on Kimmy’s thighs and started kissing her softly. I moved my hands up her thighs and used my thumbs to start stroking her clitoris. She started moving and kissing me harder enjoying my touch. I pulled away from her lips and stood her up from Troy’s lap.

“Help me undress him”. She nodded and we made Troy stand up off the lounge. Kimmy walked away to dim the lights and the three of us moved over to the rug in front of the fire place. Troy seemed nervous. I don’t think he drank as much as we did. I wanted to make him feel relaxed so I took a hold of the front of his pants and started to undo the tied string of his pyjamas while looking him in the eyes. As soon as I undid the knot Kimmy was pulling up his shirt from behind, and when it was completely off I kissed him. Starting soft, our lips touched and I ran my hands down the front of his chest and down into his pants. He started kissing me harder and pushed me down onto the ground mounting me. I rolled him over onto his back. He was so sexy laying there with his bare muscled chest and tanned skin. I sat Kimmy down next to me.

We were facing each other with our knees just touching. “Kiss”. I told her to kiss her husband and while they kissed I started to rub his penis starting slowly then starting to speed up a little when I felt his excitement get harder. He was huge and the thought of him inside me made me even more excited. I thought I was going to cum just by touching these two. I pulled Kimmy away and made her face me again. Her thin strap from her night dress was all I could see so I pulled it down excited to see her bare breasts. I gently kissed her neck where the strap had been and then did the same to the other side revealing everything, she was beautiful. I held her left breast in my left and started to suck her right nipple using my tongue to play with it getting even more turned on by her excited reaction.

Her hands moved fast and pulled my shirt up over my head exposing my chest to the both of them. I was in no way nervous. Every moment of this was an erotic fantasy to me. Troy sat up and I stood Kimmy up while remaining on my knees. I looked up into her eyes as I pulled her undies down slowly. Moving forward I started to use my tongue to stimulate her more. She moaned and grabbed my hair.

While I sucked her clitoris I reached for Troys hand. I could feel him move closer to us. I moved his left hand and he understood what I wanted because he put two fingers inside of his wife making her moan louder. Without asking him or showing him he used his other hand to pull my shorts down. Im glad I decided earlier to go commando because he put his fingers straight inside of me making me moan out loud at his touch. I could tell Kimmy was about to cum so I stopped licking her clitoris with my tongue and sat her down on her husbands lap so her back was on his chest and he slid inside of her so easily because of how wet she was.

I watched as he moved in and out, in and out getting more and more excited. I moved forward and started to kiss Kimmy while rubbing my left thumb over her hard nipple and used my right hand to alternate between her clitoris and his balls. Troys right hand was Propping him up and he reached for my breast with his left hand. Troy sped up and Kimmy started moaning louder so I caressed her clitoris even more in a fast rhythm while Troy pounded himself inside of her. She cried out and he gave three last thrusts.

I was assuming they had both cum because they were both breathing so hard and laid down on the floor looking exhausted. After a moment they both sat up looking at me. “Lilly, that was, amazing thank you!”. She got onto her knees and crawled towards me looking sexy as hell, I couldn’t help myself, I pushed her down onto her back and started kissing her hard and fast rubbing our lady parts together. She kissed me back with the same want and need. Taking charge she flipped me over and started rubbing herself on me while kissing me. She put one hand behind her ass and inserted her fingers inside of me while she continued to grind her lady parts with mine. I couldn’t get enough. I wanted Troy inside of me, I’m not sure how she knew but she pulled herself off me and made Troy get on top of me.

I am a 34 year old woman who has never had sex before and my first experience is with the hottest married couple I have ever seen. Troy mounted me and I saw how ready to go he was, he slowly went inside of me. It felt amazing as he started to move inside me like how he did with Kimmy. It didn’t take long before I was screaming out as I climaxed. Troy went faster and I ran my fingers down his back. I couldn’t believe what I had been missing out on all these years. Troy flipped me over so I was on my knees and he moved himself harder and faster inside of me. Kimmy put her hand on my clitoris and I could feel myself about to cum again.

Troy gave a few more thrusts and I felt him cum inside of me. The three of us laid down all over each other breathing hard and covered in sweat. It was cold before so the fire was a nice touch but now our cheeks were all flushed red and we were feeling hot. Troy silently moved to stand up. He reached down to us and took one of our hands in his and stood us up. “I think it’s time for bed ladies. He bent down and picked us up and put us over his shoulders. I can’t believe how strong he was. Kimmy and I laughed and held hands at his lower back where how heads were hanging as he walked to the bedroom and threw us down onto the bed.

“Lilly, that was definitely an experience we will never forget”. Troy jumped onto the bed in-between us and Kimmy snuggled up to his left side. “Come closer Lilly” Kimmy said pulling me closer. I snuggled up to Troy’s right side and he hugged us both. “Thank you both for being the best first a girl could ever have! I have been missing out!”. It was completely true. I was so focused on my career that I didn’t have time for anything else. I barely had time to sleep let alone date anyone.

“We were your first? I thought you meant first threesome”. Kimmy seemed shocked. “How did you know what to do?”. “I have watched romances and read books about it and I just followed what my body wanted to do. You know the both of you are ridiculously hot. I didn’t pay much attention at the station because I was scared but when I saw you and Troy making out on the kitchen bench I wanted both of you so bad”.

Kimmy started laughing and Troy and I looked at her. “I can’t believe we had a threesome with a really smoking hot virgin!”. I blushed at Kimmy’s comment and started to laugh with her. I have never been called hot before, not even pretty. I think it was because of my lack of effort in my clothing and my attitude at work. I was always all business and no play.

Kimmy stroked my cheek. “Try and get to sleep beautiful”. I nodded suddenly feeling exhausted. I snuggled closer to Troy and with our naked bodies all tangled up together we all fell asleep.

Chapter Two

I woke up in the morning and saw the sexy sight of Kimmy and Troy sprawled across the extra large king sized bed. Troy’s penis was hard and upright so I quietly woke Kimmy and motioned towards it.

She smiled and silently pointed to me and winked. Just seeing him ready in the morning made my lady parts start thumping with want. I hesitated and Kimmy reached down and put her finger inside me pulling it out straight away. “You are ready to go babe”. She whispered . I threw my leg over Troy straddling him and he went inside of me so easily. He woke up shocked at first and looked over at Kimmy. Kimmy nodded and after that he grabbed my ass cheeks with his his hands and we began to move in sync with each other.

He started kissing me as he penetrated me and I threw my arms around his neck kissing him back passionately. Im not sure when Kimmy left to shower but Troy and I tried every position I think is possible. He was not like he was last night, shy and obedient. This time he was the man taking charge and I loved every moment of it.

It was like we both couldn’t get enough and never wanted to stop. The more he forced my body around the more excited I got. I didn’t want gentle I wanted rough and wild and that is exactly what he gave me.After about an hour we had both cum and were both completely spent. He forcefully pulled on my arm making my breasts fall onto his chest and my wet lady parts where on his leg. He had one hand around my body and the other resting on my ass. Somehow we both fell asleep again.

“Wakey wakey sleepy heads”. Kimmy was looking so hot in a short dress. She had done her hair and makeup and I couldn’t stop staring. Troy stretched and got up to take a shower. Before he left the bed he kissed me and kissed Kimmy. I was now laying down on my stomach and Kimmy sat down next to me and started stroking my naked body. She lightly ran her fingers up and down my back then made her way down past my ass cheeks where she put her fingers between my legs and inside of me. Was there something wrong with me? Now that I have had a taste of sex I want more.

Is it always going to be like this?. I pulled her down on the bed and started to grind against her. I put my hand up the front of her dress thankful that it wasn’t tight fitting and rubbed her nipples as we continued to grind against each other. She pulled me down to kiss me and she came so I quickened my grind against her faster and came too. “Oh my god Lilly! I haven’t had this much fun in years!”. Troy came out with just a towel on and looking like he is shooting a commercial. “Agh you guys are so freaking sexy I don’t think I will get any sleep. I am going to have a shower”.

Kimmy kissed me and I walked off to the bathroom. While I was in the shower Kimmy came in and put a dress on the bathroom chair. “Lilly, because it’s the weekend Troy’s brothers are coming over for dinner. Is that okay?”.

“Not if they are as hot as you two!”. We both laughed then she opened the shower door. “Lilly, I’m not joking when I say this but they are both really good-looking”. She walked out of the bathroom laughing. But I wasn’t laughing. I feel like a bloody nymphomaniac right now. I am hoping that after a few days I will feel a little more in control of myself. Maybe I am just feeling like this because both Kimmy and Troy are super sexy and I feel safe with them. Whatever the reason I will enjoy it while it lasts because reality is they are married and this is just for fun. In a few days I will be getting back to work and real life. However being exposed to this kind of pleasure I will be adding this kind of fun to my life.

I put the dress and makeup on that Kimmy had left out for me but again no undies were included, which only made me think of having sex so much easier in this short dress. Sitting down at the table with the two of them I imagined climbing onto Troys lap and sliding his penis inside of me because of my easy access. I came out into the kitchen to see them.

“Lilly, I have some bad news. That guy was asking around at the hospital for you last night claiming to be your boyfriend. He caused quite a scene. One of your post graduates was beaten for not telling him where you were”. I put my hand on my chest in attempt to quieten the panic in my heart. “Your post grad is okay. This can work in our favour now. He has been arrested for assault and a restraining order has been issued for both you and the post grad that he beat up”. “Will he go to jail?”. He will be going to jail because your Post graduate is pressing charges”. I felt relieved. Relieved that he will be put in jail before anything else happens. “I am going to call my Post grad and see how they are doing”. Troy nodded and I ran off to get my phone. I had left it in the other bathroom the night before and it had fifty missed calls from a private number and twenty three voice messages. I ran back out to show Troy. He took my phone from me and put it on loud speaker for the three of us to hear. “Lilly I am so worried, where are you honey?”.

They started off with what sounded like sweet words but by the end they ended up being word of hate and threats. The last one I listened to before Troy turned the recordings off will haunt me forever. “Lilly, how dare you hide from me you bitch! I loved you and wanted to be with you. It’s too late now. Now I won’t let you be with anyone ever again. There is an old saying, ‘if I can’t have you no one can’. That was followed by the sound of a gun safety being taken off before he hung up the phone. Kimmy and Troy both took one of my hands each.

“He is locked up now and is going to jail, you don’t have to worry anymore!” Troy reassured me but I still couldn’t help feeling scared. “Lilly you can stay here as long as you like”. I put my head down and cried. I was in shock that from such an innocent encounter and such little interaction with him had sent this man into an obsessive spiral. Troy picked me up against his chest and carried me back to the bedroom. I was still crying so he tucked me into the bed and Kimmy laid down next to me hugging me and brushing my hair back from my face while I let out all my fear and relief through tears.

I woke up alone and the room was dark but there was a slither of light coming through under the door from the hallway. I went into the ensuite and splashed cold water onto my face to feel clean and refreshed before touching up my make up. My hair was all over the place so I smoothed it out feeling pretty before going to join Troy and Kimmy. I walked out into the kitchen and saw not two but four sexy people sitting around the kitchen bench talking, laughing and drinking. There was some music playing at just the right volume and I tried to walk back to the room. I don’t know if drinking and sexy people should be around me right now. “Lilly, your up. Come and meet my brothers”.

Troy saw me and motioned for me to come over and join them. As I shyly walked over my lady parts rubbed together reminding me that I am rocking commando making me horny on my approach. “Lilly is our close friend who is staying with us for a few days while her apartment is being redecorated”. I was relieved that Troy didn’t relay my story to his brothers. The last thing I wanted were people asking me questions about it. “Lilly this is Tyler and Joel. Tyler, Joel this is the beautiful Lilly”. Both men said nice to meet you before Kimmy passed me a glass of wine. “Kimmy i don’t think me drinking again is such a great idea”.

Kimmy ignored me and overfilled my glass. I could see she was already a little tipsy. She started talking to Troys brothers so I pulled on Troys shirt making him move away from the group for a moment. “Troy, since last night I have been wanting sex every waking minute and your brothers are smoking hot. Last night when I was drunk, me a virgin seduced a sexy married couple. Now you have brought over two extremely attractive men. I can’t promise that I won’t have sex with someone tonight”. “Lilly you are making me a little jealous”. “Im serious Troy”. “And I’m serious Lilly. I am feeling jealous at the thought of you being with one of my brothers, but I also know you won’t stay with Kimmy and I permanently, would you?”.

I saw his eyes light up, but he is right. I made up my mind after this mornings escapades with Troy and Kimmy. I could easily fall in love with both of them if I stay any longer, and they are both such gorgeous humans, I don’t want to wreck their marriage.What if one of us starts liking the other more or we get jealous of another. “I have to leave tomorrow morning. You both helped to keep me safe and opened up my world to a whole other level of possibilities. I will never forget my first time”. I blushed remembering last night and this morning.

“Lilly”. Kimmy came running over with the wine I left on the bench and pulled me over to Troys brothers. “Did you know that Lilly is a surgeon and she is single”. I blushed embarrassed by her words but Tyler ignored her unsubtle hint and started to ask me questions about my work. I sat down next to him and we ended up talking for most of the night. It turns out that Tyler is the same age as me and is the youngest of the three brothers. He explained how is a deputy sergeant at Seattle firestation and how much he loves his job and how all three of them gravitated towards working for the people just like their father had.

The oldest brother Joel is a detective like Troy just at a different precinct. Tyler was so easy to talk to, our conversations flowed effortlessly but I did spend most of the night trying not to sit on his lap or suck his bottom lip. I wonder if he was controlling himself as much as I was. I finished my third glass of wine and Kimmy refilled it again. “Kimmy, maybe Lilly should have a break from drinking”. Everyone went quiet and looked at Tyler including me.

“What if she wakes up sick tomorrow!”. He was worried about me. But it was a little late for that, I could tell I had too much because I had rested my head on his shoulder. When I realised what I had done I moved my head but he put his hand on my head. “You can rest your head if you like, I don’t mind”. He was so sweet. I looked over at Kimmy and she was laughing with Troy and Joel. But I noticed Troy looking over at me. I felt panic in my chest, Oh no, I hope I haven’t wrecked their marriage. We were all consenting adults and it was more than fun but I know I can’t stay here tonight.

If Kimmy or Troy touch me I won’t be able to control myself. I feel like I have been a completely different person the last two days and its both exciting and scary. And seeing Troy look at me like that I knew I had to leave before any feelings get stronger. “Tyler can you take me home, I am feeling like sleeping in my own bed tonight”. I spoke directly to Tyler and I could feel Troy and Kimmy looking at me. “Sure, where do you live?”. I jumped up. “Excellent, let’s go!”. Kimmy stood up and put out her bottom lip. Such a tease. Did she think I wouldn’t do it again in front of everyone. I walked towards her and sucked her bottom lip again softly and slowly tasting the sweetness of the wine she has been consuming. “Thank you beautiful”. I looked at Troy and he looked angry. So I walked towards him full aware of everyone staring at me. “Are you sad mad?”. He nodded and I nodded back. I reached up onto my toes and sucked his bottom lip slowly before letting go. “Now it’s even”.

I winked at him and said goodbye to Joel and went and got my suitcase which I did not even open once since I got here and walked out the front door with Tyler following me. He must of already called an uber because it was waiting out the front for us. Without telling him my address he took me home. “Troy ordered the uber”. I think he was trying to let me know that he didn’t know my address. Tyler and I didn’t talk in the car and we continued to be silent walking up to my place. “Troy said I had to stay the night to make sure you are okay?”. “Yes please. I pulled him by his shirt into my apartment not worrying about the lights and towards my bed. He followed me but when we fell down onto my bed he stopped. “Lilly, I don’t know exactly what is going on but I like you and I would like to get to know you better before we go any further”. Hearing him say such words only turned me on more. I pushed his chest and he fell back onto the bed and I kissed him. He kissed me back and I could tell he wanted me as much as I wanted him, so I slid my hands down and started to undo his belt buckle, but then he pulled away from my lips grabbing both of my hands in one of his, and with one swift movement I was now on my back. “Lilly, we are not having sex tonight!”. “Why not?”. I didn’t hide my disappointment. “I don’t do one night stands and two..”. He grabbed my thighs and pulled me to the end of the bed before getting on his knees.

“What is the second reason?”. My heart was racing and my lady parts were thumping with want in desperate need for release. “When I claim you I want you to be completely sober!”. After he spoke his mouth was on my clitoris. The way he moved his tongue was insane. He knew what he was doing because It felt like only a few seconds before I was crying out with pleasure. It was on another level to my first experience the previous night. “Now I want you to drink some water so you don’t wake up dehydrated tomorrow morning. He stood up to find the lights while my legs remained closed enjoying the after shocks of that orgasm. I finally sat up on the edge of the bed when Tyler had found the light switch. I screamed and Tyler ran towards me. From my bedroom door I could see the lounge room wall. My lounge room wall had the words ‘die bitch’ written in red. It looked like something from a horror movie. I fell to my knees and started hyperventilating. Tyler ran over and picked me up cradling me in his arms telling me to breath in and breath out, breathe in and breath out. While focusing on his words, my breathing and feeling the beat of his heart while I was held against his chest I hadn’t realised that we were outside of my apartment going down in the lift. I had had my eyes closed so tightly and mind was so focused that I hadn’t even noticed the movement. Tyler sat down in the lobby entrance to my apartment building with me on his lap. And the night time concierge came running over towards us. “I need you to call a cab to take us to Bellevue please”. “Thank you Tyler for being here . Im sorry I freaked out like that”. “Lilly do you know who did that? Is that why you’re staying at my brothers house?”. I shyly nodded. He was getting so angry. Tyler pulled out his phone and called Troy. “Troy, we just got to the apartment and it looks like someone had broken in and written something horrible on her wall and I saw some other disturbing things that I think you should see for yourself. I think you should come take a look at it with your partner. Yes Lilly is okay, I am taking her to my place. Okay, bye”.

He hung up the phone and took my face in his hands. “Lilly, you are coming home with me. I don’t want you to be alone”. I nodded. I was so scared, even though I knew Chris was in a holding cell waiting for the court to give him his jail sentence, I still felt this unsettling energy. The cab arrived and I shamelessly snuggled up to Tyler not wanting to let go of him. I kept thinking over and over again, what if I went straight home after getting back from the week of conferences? What if he tried to kill me? My body shuddered with the images my imagination was flashing in my mind and Tyler felt it because my body was on his. “Its okay Lilly. You are safe, I won’t let anybody hurt you”.

He took my hand in his and I could feel his strength wrap around me like a protective aura, the closer I was to him the stronger I felt. “We are here”. The cab stopped in front of a massive house with gates that needed a password and fingerprint to get in. “This is your house, it’s massive!”. “You should feel very special, I have never brought anybody home before”. I sat up and tried to see as much as I could as we entered the long driveway but there was only so much I could see under the cover of darkness.

“This was our family home, and when our mother and father passed away I couldn’t bear to sell it. My brothers didn’t hold any sentimental feelings towards the house and wanted to live elsewhere so I choose to keep the house. It is full of memories that I want to hold onto for a little while longer”. I was impressed by the tender side he was exposing to me. The cab left and Tyler waited out the front until the cab had left the driveway and the gate had securely closed behind it. He held my hand and walked me up the main entrance stairs and to the front door which was another passcode and fingerprint entry.

As soon as he stepped inside the lights turned on in the front foyer. There must be sensors, because as we walked through the house the lights turned on and off when we had passed them. “This is where you will be sleeping tonight and I am straight across the hall”. He must of seen the horror on my face. “Its okay, I have a lot of security cameras and alarms around this house. You are totally safe!”. “Can I sleep next to you? I promise I won’t try anything, I don’t want to be alone tonight”. I pleaded with my eyes and he agreed. “Just sleeping!”. He gave me a stern look and one of his t-shirts to sleep in and we both brushed our teeth before climbing into bed. I felt so nervous sleeping next to Tyler. There was something about him that made me want to become a better me. I knew when he said ‘just sleeping’ he meant just sleeping and I wanted to respect that.

Who knew that I could manage to have so much drama in the space of two weeks. I somehow managed to attract a stalker, have a mind blowing threesome as my first time having sex and meet a guy that made my heart beat in a different way. This man next to be is everything a man should be, strong, sexy confident and I knew I wanted to continue to have Tyler in my life. We laid down facing each other and held hands. “Tyler”. “Hmm”. He tiredly groaned with his eyes closed looking so sexy. “Thank you”. I closed my eyes and went to sleep feeling safe with my small hands wrapped inside his big strong hands .

In the morning we woke up tangled around each other. It felt warm and right. I could feel how hard he was because he was pressed up against my hip in the position we were laying in. He opened his eyes and caught me staring at him. “From what I see miss Lilly you are deceivingly naughty and you are making it exceedingly hard for me not touch you”. He moved so we were no longer tangled up together and he confidently walked his sexy body to the bathroom. I put my head in the pillow and screamed with excitement. I liked this guy, like really really liked him. This is going to be fun. It really felt like my life was just beginning.

CHAPTER THREE

Because Tyler was worried about my safety he insisted that I move in with him and rent out my apartment. I was hesitant at first because it was the first place I had bought for myself, but after knowing that Scott had spent time inside my sanctuary it didn’t feel like home anymore, instead it had become a place that I never wanted to return to. So I took Tylers advice and rented it out.

I later found out from Troy that Scott had convinced the new concierge in my building that he was my boyfriend and lived in my apartment with me and he had innocently lost his key. The concierge actually gave him a key to my apartment without confirming identity and without my approval. Needless to say that concierge has been fired, charged and severely warned by the police about giving out private information and property without permission.

The video footage showed that he had been frequently visiting my apartment all week and spent hours there so he could of done the writing at any time. I overheard Troy telling Tyler that there were other disturbing things found in my apartment. I had askedonce but Tyler said it would be better if I didn’t know. I trusted him so I didn’t ask again. Honestly I didn’t want to know. I started to see a therapist at work and felt like I was making progress, there was absolutely no need to add some more disturbing images and escalate my fear unnecessarily.

My therapist was a colleague who I had respected over the years, and I was distant like I was with everyone else that I worked with. I had never taken the time to get to actually know her as a person.So when I started to see her eating alone in the hospital cafeteria or waking in the halls I made an effort and we soon became close friends. I started to open up more to all of my colleagues and it felt amazing, even letting them call me by my first name out of work hours. I hadn’t realised or appreciated before what a great team I had and how important and rewarding real friendship felt like. It was all new to me and I loved it.

“So boss, drinks tonight after our shift?”. My three post graduates and three interns were all looking at me waiting for my reply. A few weeks ago we didn’t really speak to each other unless it was work and patient related. I smiled loving how comfortable they all were with me now. “Of course, my shout!”. They all ran off to finish their rounds looking like kids in a candy store. I loved their excitement over such a trivial matter as dinner and drinks. I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket and smiled widely seeing that it was my man. It has been one month since I met Tyler and we have been together every single night since and he still won’t have sex with me. After our first night just sleeping next to each other I knew I really liked him so I wanted to be completely honest with him and told him everything about me up until I met him, and that included my first time having sex. He went quiet after I spoke about my stalker and the threesome with his brother and sister in law. I begged him to say something, anything but all he said was ‘I need some time’. Since that day he hasn’t touched me.

We live together and we care for each other but no touching, not even hugs. The strange thing is I don’t want to be with anyone else, when I feel horny its for him, when I have any thoughts at all about anything dirty I only want him.

“Hello Doctor Andersson speaking”. “Doctor Anderson, I am wanting to know if you are available for dinner tonight?”. My heart always skips a beat when I hear his sexy voice. “Unfortunately sir I have a prior engagement with my staff, we are have dinner and drinks together at Bakers”. “Your drinking?”.

Our conversation quickly turned from playful to serious. I hadn’t had a drink since the last night with Kimmy and Troy because Tyler believes it makes me loose all control when it comes to sex. “I am excited to prove to the man I like that it is not the alcohol that turned me into a woman in need of pleasure but it was due to my lack of experience and excitement on what I had been missing out on”.

He was silent on the other end of the line. “Tyler, I don’t need to drink I was just playing around”. I panicked. I don’t want him to worry about me being faithful, I wouldn’t do anything to jeopardise what we have together. “Your right Lilly, I want you to go out, drink and have fun with your colleagues”. I will see you at home, bye”. And just like that he hung up and my heart instantly feel heavy. I haven’t said the word love to him yet because I didn’t want to scare him off, its only been a month but I am completely heed over heels in love with Tyler.

After work I met all of my excited staff at the bar and put my card over the bar while ordering my first drink. Downing my shot of tequila quickly, I motioned for the bar tender for another two. I wanted to drown my sorrows and prove that I won’t become a complete slut when I am drunk. And after my three shots I was loose and relaxed so I went over to join my team. We laughed and played drinking games and I was having so much fun but my bladder interrupted the fun making me leave the game and make my way to the bathroom. Waiting in the line at the bathroom I saw Troy and Kimmy enter.

Kimmy spotted me at the same time and she ran over towards me and grabbed me giving me a huge hug. I had missed her without realising. Troy swooped in and gave me hug and lingered a little too long near my neck. “I missed you guys! How have you both been?”. I know our encounter was brief but it was meaningful to me. “We have been great Lilly, I actually bought this bar last week. Im so glad we ran into each other! Come and have a drink with us!”. She was speaking so fast and loud trying to compete with the noise. She took my hand and pulled me through the crowd and up some stairs to an office. “Now we can hear each other properly”.

“Kimmy I really need to pee”. They both laughed at me and she pointed to a door that was at the back of the office and I ran off without saying another word. I came out of the toilet and I couldn’t see Kimmy anywhere. Troy was sitting down on the office chair swinging around like a kid but stopped when he saw me. “You look amazing Lilly”. I smiled and walked over to him. “You look amazing too Troy. How is everything going?”. Troy grabbed my hand and forcefully pulled me down onto his lap. “Lilly, Kimmy and i miss you and would really love you to come over and spend some time with us”. His hand moved up my thigh and I couldn’t help but to be turned on, but this is not Tyler. I felt turned on but I wanted Tyler to be the one touching me. I pushed Troys hand away and tried to stand up but he wouldn’t let me. “Troy, let go!”. He immediately let me go and I stood up fixing my clothes.

“Troy I am in love with Tyler and I do not want anyone but him. My experience with you and Kimmy was amazing and I will always cherish my first time with you but I only think about Tyler and I don’t want anyone touching me but him”. Troy smiled.

“You love me?”. I turned my head around to see Tyler standing in the doorway of the adjoined office. My head snapped between the two of them. “Whats going on here?” I was confused, but my confusion was only momentarily. “You set me up?”. I looked at Tyler feeling betrayed. “And you Troy, you were in on it. Was Kimmy apart of this?”. Tears filled my eyes. “No, I sent her to get drinks, she doesn’t know about this”. “Troy I thought we were friends and Tyler, all you had to do was give me some trust. Im out of here”. I ran out of the room, down the stairs and straight into a waiting cab. I closed the door and saw Tyler running out after me, but he was too slow, my cab had taken off and I watched his worried expression scan the street looking for me. “Where to miss?”. “The four seasons please”. I messaged Dana one of my post grads to collect my credit card from the bar when the night was done and apologised that something just came up. I was shaking and I didn’t fully understand why. As soon as I got into my hotel room I ordered room service and went straight to have a bath. Playlist on, glass of wine and bubbles what more could a girl want. Tears started to uncontrollably pour out of my eyes and I felt sad and betrayed, like I was just slapped in the face. I honestly didn’t know how to feel right now.

The steaming hot bath was amazing and helped me calm down, although I had to use the dry face washer to keep drying my tears. I didn’t want to get out so I just continued to add hot water to keep the bath at the temperature I desired. I heard the door of the hotel room open and I yelled out “Leave it in the lounge area please”. It was strangely quiet so I turned off my music to hear properly. Silence. I started to feel a little scared so I got out of the bath and wrapped a towel around me to go and have a look to calm my nerves. “Tyler, how did you know where I was? And how did you get in here?”. Tyler was sitting on the lounge. I no longer felt scared but I was angry. “Troy located your phone and I came in with room service”. “What do you want?”.

I was still dripping wet from the bath and water was pooling on the carpet around me. He walked towards me and I stepped back. “Tell me why, why couldn’t you trust me?”.

“Honestly, I was crazy jealous. I couldn’t stop imagining you with my brother and Kimmy and it has been driving me crazy. I was scared if you drank again you might do it again. So when you said that you where going out drinking at Kimmy’s bar I thought you were going there to meet up with them so I asked my brother to help me test you. I shouldn’t of done it. I only just found out that you didn’t know Kimmy had bought that bar”. He lowered his head.

“What would you have done if I had sex with your brother right then and there?”. His head snapped up. “But you didn’t”. He was getting mad and I liked it. “What if I did?”. I knew I was just teasing him but I wanted to see him sweat a little as pay back. He stormed over to me and picked me up so fast wrapping my legs around his waist and pushing me up against the wall making our faces just inches apart. “But you didn’t”. His deep voice sent pleasurable shivers down to my lady parts. He kissed me passionately.

I pulled back for a moment. “I have been drinking. Isn’t that one of your rules”. He had a wild hungry look in his eyes that was making my body react in ways I didn’t think were possible. He was being an alpha right now and it was the sexiest thing I had ever seen. He started kissing me again but this time it wasn’t soft it was a kiss of demand. He was making me his and I was ready. He walked over to the bed and lowered me down with him. He ripped my towel off and threw it across the room so I was laying completely naked. He slowly took off his shirt over his head and I watched enjoying the show. His abs were so tanned and ripped that I reached out to touch them, because they have been off limits for so long I felt like I couldn’t control myself. I ran my hands down his chest and over is abs then I undid his belt buckle and jeans zip before lowering his pants. He wasn’t wearing any underwear, could this man be any more perfect.

Tyler was huge and was standing ready to go. I had thought Troy was big, but Tyler was definitely a captain. He used his knee to push my legs apart and hungrily looked at me before his eyes focused elsewhere. His mouth was on me sucking in all the right places. His tongue slowly started to massage my clitoris then went faster and faster I couldn’t control my moaning and I grabbed his hair as I erupted. He climbed up onto the bed hovering over me and slowly inserted himself inside of me. Im glad he went slowly because it hurt a little at first because he was so big. Once he was inside me and started moving in and out he leant down and started kissing me passionately. Our mouths and tongues were in sync and our bodies moved together perfectly.

His hugeness completely filled me like there was no room left making my lady parts wet with a desperate need. I could tell he was holding back and I didn’t want him to. I nibbled his ear and he seemed to like that because his body started to move with more purpose and he started slamming into me harder and harder. I moaned loudly feeling euphoric pleasure and then I felt him cum inside of me. He flipped me over so my back was on his chest and he started to use his hand to stroke my lady parts and the other hand to rub my breasts and nipples. I couldn’t control myself and I came again so quickly. We both laid there breathing heavily with me tucked up tightly against his chest. “Agh Lilly”. He groaned my name and I turned around to face him smiling my biggest smile and started to kiss him. I kissed his forehead, nose, cheeks and lips. He smiled and pulled me close to his chest. “I heard you when you were with Troy. I heard you say that you loved me and wanted only me. Im sorry if I hurt you by doing that but I needed that. I needed to hear that I was what you wanted. I love you too my little Lilly”.

I smiled at him and softly kissed his lips “Your forgiven my one and only!”.

He smiled while running his hands down my naked back. “Was that okay, your not hurt at all?”. “What do you mean?”. “I didn’t tell you why I broke up with my last girlfriend two years ago? We couldn’t have sex because I didn’t fit. And then she cheated on me”. He was looking me straight in the eyes when he spoke and I could tell that he was hurt by that woman. “So I haven’t dated since. Until now. It felt amazing to me but are you okay?”.

I stopped and paid attention to my lady parts. I did feel a little stretched but I think in time it will feel normal. “Lilly, tell me honestly”. “Tyler I promise I am fine! I do feel a little different but your size made it even more amazing. Do you know what I think?” “Please enlighten me Doctor Andersson”. I laughed at his playful tone. “It just means we need to have sex every single day until you have moulded me to fit only you”. He moved me so I was laying on top of him with my bare breasts were on his chest. “You know you are mine now Lilly Andersson and I do not like to share”. “Yes sir!”. I saluted him and he picked me up over his shoulder and walked us to the shower. He got the water ready and pulled me into the shower with him. Seeing the water run all over him made me want him inside me again. We looked each other in the eyes and I threw my hands up around his neck. “I think I need some more moulding right now”. “Are you sure, I don’t want to hurt you”. “Im sure”. He reached down and put his finger inside of me as we kissed. “Lilly you are so wet already”. He kissed me some more then bent down and lifted me up so my nipple was in his mouth. After thoroughly using his tongue to arouse one nipple he moved on to my other nipple and I was thankful. I believe he could make me cum just by licking and sucking my nipples. He then lifted me up onto his waist, I wrapped my legs around him and he took a firm hold of my ass cheeks.

I was then slowly lowered down so he was inside of me. This angle felt even better than before. His back hit the shower wall and I held on tightly to him and the shower ledge while we moved together under the running water. I was grinding on him and he started to go faster so I sped up keeping the pace he set. I started to orgasm and he slammed into me harder. I began to moan loudly letting myself totally get swept away with the orgasm. Tyler came inside of me as I orgasmed again crying out in reaction to the absolute pleasure I had just experienced. Tyler put me down and started to rub the body wash from the hotel all over him and then he started to rub it on me. It smelt amazing. He stood there watching me and holding onto my hips as I washed my hair. I winced a little at the soap stinging my stretched lady parts and he immediately moved his hands from my hips and to my face. “Are you okay?”.

I hated making him worry. “I promise I am fine. Remember we have to mould our bodies so we fit perfectly”. I loved this man and the sex was mind blowing, I didn’t want him to worry over something like this. “Tyler, I am a doctor. You need to trust me. We fit perfectly, and if I wasn’t so tired I would make you have sex with me again”.“You wouldn’t need to make me my love. I am more than willing. Do you know how hard it was not to sleep with you this last month when we shared a bed every single night!”. I laughed and I could see him remembering the frustration from the past month.

I went to my bag and got out some Vaseline. It will help the stinging so I can comfortably get to sleep. Tyler went back to the bathroom and I used that chance to put some Vaseline on my lady parts. He returned with a hair dryer and saw me. “Let me do it. I want to have a look and see if you are okay. He knelt down in front of me and gently applied the vaseline. “It looks a little red”. I pulled him up so his face was in front of mine. “Listen very carefully to my words Mr Fireman, I feel amazing and my body only wants you! So from now on no more worrying about hurting me and worry about pleasuring me!”. “Got it”. He smiled and copied my kisses from earlier starting with my forehead, nose ,cheeks and ending on the mouth. “ I love you!”. “I love you too!”.

He sat down behind me on the bed and me on the floor and dried my hair. This was so nice, someone caring about you, loving you and giving you unbelievable pleasure. I felt like life could not get any better. He finished blow drying my hair and kissed me on the cheek before taking the dryer back to the bathroom. I wasn’t joking about being tired, I was utterly exhausted. We both got into the bed naked and snuggled underneath the blankets. “I love you Lilly”. I heard Tyler speak but I was so tired I tried to speak but couldn’t.

CHAPTER FOUR

“Lilly, are you able to cover my shift for me tonight? I am not feeling one hundred percent”. I looked at Tayna one of my new friends and she looked terrible. “Of course I can cover for you! Go home and get some rest and I will see you tomorrow”. She squeezed my arm gently showing her appreciation and slowly walked off. She did not look well. I knew that feeling intimately. When studying and training to become a doctor you have to put in the hours to gain more experience, but every now and then it takes a toll on you and your body yells at you in protest saying ‘I need a moment’.

From my experience it is always wise to listen when your body is physically telling you to stop and recharge. I called Tyler to let him know what was happening. We have been dating for five months now and it has been the happiest time of life. He wasn’t to happy about me not coming home, he said he had a surprise for me and I couldn’t help but feel sad on hearing his dejected tone over the phone, but I promised him that would make it up to him later.

I made my way down to the emergency rooms to let the staff know that I am the doctor on call tonight and I will be in the emergency staff room if they need me. I was so tired from already working a fifteen hour shift so I hurried to the emergency staff room to get some shut eye before someone needed me. All the beds were empty so I had my pick. I knew I would of been more comfortable in my own office but my office is too far away from emergency. In laid down not realising how heavy my eyes were until I closed them.

I woke up tied to a chair in what looked like an industrial room of some sort. I was alone but my hands and legs were tied tightly. I could smell some kind of chemical and every time I tried to move out of my restraints they burned me. My heart was racing with pure undiluted fear. I pulled against the rope ignoring the burn as much as possible while scanning the room. I heard a door slam in the distance and loud footsteps echoing getting closer and closer. My mouth had tape covering it and I was finding it hard to breathe because I was panicking.

It was Chris. I could do nothing but stare wide eyed in shock and horror. I had thought this man was in Jail. He bobbed down in front of me and started rubbing my thighs with his thumbs brushing my lady parts. I started crying and he stopped rubbing my thighs and instead put his face in front of mine. “Oh Lilly, what happened to my innocent Lilly?. I have been watching you for years and you used to be such a good girl, and then that fireman ruined you!”. He held my chin with his right hand and ran his nose up my cheek smelling me before licking my cheek. I squirmed and cried hating his repulsive touch. “Why is he allowed to do all those things to you and I’m not?”. He yelled at me and started pacing. “This is what is going to happen. You are going to leave him and come back to me. And I never want you to see or speak of him again”.

He said all this while he paced in front of me almost like he was talking to himself. “I am going to take off the tape over your mouth now and you are not allowed to scream. I nodded and he pulled out a gun from his belt that I didn’t see before. Gently he pulled off the tape and kissed me, I tried to pull away and he bit my lip before stopping. I felt the metallic taste of blood in my mouth as my lip trembled in fear. “Your right, I will leave him and come back to you!”. I said what he wanted to hear with as much conviction as I could in this situation, hoping he would untie me so I wouldn’t feel so utterly vulnerable against this lunatic. His eyes lit up at my words. “Prove it. I am going to kiss you and you need to willingly kiss me back”. I swallowed hard knowing I couldn’t do it. He kissed me and I tried to kiss him but I felt so repulsed. He slapped me so hard my vision blurred.

He pulled a pair of scissors out of his pocket and started to cut open my work uniform revealing my black bra. “No, this won’t do, I deserve more for you betraying me”. Silent tears streamed down my face because I knew what he was about to do. First he cut the shoulders of my uniform so not only was the front of me exposed but the entire top half of my uniform fell to the floor leaving me sitting there in my bra. “Now for the best part”. He leaned in and started sucking the top part of my exposed breast. He sucked so hard he left a hicky behind then he went to my other breast and started sucking hard again and then he bit me. I screamed out in pain. He started laughing while cutting the rest of my bra off leaving me entirely exposed. He then undid his pants and started to pull himself off while looking at my exposed chest. He looked deranged and like he was close to finishing and he then I felt the smack on my other cheek before he ejaculated all over my chest. I vomited from the smell and he slapped me in the face again.

“Get away from her!” I heard his voice from behind me and I panicked. “He has a gun!”. I yelled with all of my might before Chris hit me in the head with the gun and I remember him pointing it behind me before the black took over.

CHAPTER FIVE

The familiar beep of hospital machines woke me up and and I found myself in one of the rooms at my work with my amazing Tyler resting his head on my hospital bed while holding my hand. I reached over and stroked his beautiful head with my other hand and he sat up quickly. “Lilly are you okay? I am so sorry I didn’t get there any sooner”. He had clearly been crying and that made my heart break. I tried to sit up and he was already there helping me. “Tyler, It’s okay. Im okay!”. I tried my best to reassure him. He shook his head and ran his hands through his hair looking frustrated. “Can you tell me what happened, I need to know?”.

He stood up and sat on the bed gently moving the hair out of my face. “Troy called me after finding out that Chris had managed to overpower the transfer guards and shoot them with their own weapons. One didn’t survive. I came here as soon as I received the phone call but I couldn’t find you anywhere and no one knew where you were. By that time Troy had arrived at the hospital and went straight to the security office to check the cctv footage. We saw him casually carrying you towards the stairwell. He must of thought he could hide in the stair well and go undetected but cameras were installed after what you experienced last time. By following the cameras we found him in the hospital basement, with you.

When I saw you tied up and half naked I froze with hate and then seeing him hit you with the hilt of the gun and your body going limp all I felt was pure rage! I wanted to kill that parasite. I started running towards him in a rage but my brother tackled me down and his partner shot Chris with a lethal chest shot. He had his gun pointed at me and refused to put it down when asked by a police officer, so he was shot and didn’t survive the bullet wound.

Lilly, he is gone for good this time and he can never hurt you again!”. I started crying. I didn’t quite understand exactly what I was feeling but if I had to try and name one emotion it would be relief. I was relieved that I was okay, that Tyler was okay and that my nightmare had ended irrevocably. I moved over and Tyler tried to lay his massive body next to mine and I couldn’t stop myself from laughing loudly watching his feet hanging over the end of the bed. He sat up a little and hugged me tightly to his chest. “I was so scared tonight that I wouldn’t make it to you in time”. “But you did make it, like a regular superhero, my own personal superhero”. I smiled and hugged him tighter. My post grad Dana walked in. “Doctor Andersson, you are awake!. You have to stay in the hospital for the next 24-48 hours because you have a concussion, you know how this works. Im so glad you are okay!”. She squeezed my hand and I warmly smiled at her before she left the room.

“My honey, why don’t you go home and get me some clean clothes and some food! I am craving sushi!”. “At this time in the morning?”. I looked over at the clock and saw that it was only 3am in the morning. “Oh, how about something from the cafeteria then?”. He smiled and put our foreheads together. “I will be right back”. I watched him leave the room feeling like the luckiest woman in the world to be able to call him mine. As soon as he left the room Dana hurried back in. “Is everything okay Dana? She looked like she was worried about something. “Everything is okay Doctor, I just wanted to tell you something in private”. She came over close to my bedside with her eyes on the door. “Dana, please the suspense is killing me”. “Sorry boss, I wanted to tell you that you are five weeks pregnant and the baby is perfectly fine!”. My mouth dropped open in shock. “Im pregnant”. “Yes ma’am. I wanted to tell you in private so you could tell everyone in your own time when you are ready”. I am pregnant and with Tylers baby. We never spoke about kids, I am not sure if he will be excited by this or angry. “Thank you Dana, you did the right thing. I appreciate your discretion with this information”. “Try and get some sleep boss and I will continue to check on you every hour”.

Dana left the room again leaving me to process what I just found out. Should I tell Tyler now, or should I wait until I am out of hospital? Will he want to keep the baby? Do I want to keep the baby?. I knew the answers to the questions that I was asking myself in my head. Yes, I wanted to have Tyler’s baby and start my own family and yes I think I should tell him as soon as he gets back with my food. I started to get really excited about telling him and couldn’t wait for him to come back to me.

And there he was carrying a tray of chopped up fruit, some rice and some soup. He pulled over my table and I sat up eager to eat. I started with the soup first and then the rice, wanting to save my fruit for after my main meal. “Tyler, will you tell me what the surprise was that you had ready for me?”. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a massive square diamond ring. I dropped my spoon and turned to face him. “Lilly I had it all planned out, how I was going to propose to you but after last nights events I don’t want to wait another second before asking you to be my forever! Lilly Andersson I love you with every fibre of my being, will you marry me and be mine forever?”. “Yes Tyler, yes!”.

He hugged me tight and kissed me a little too hotly for a hospital bed and I had to pull away to tell him my news. “Wait Tyler, I have a surprise too!”. He looked at me confused but eager to hear what I was going to say. “I am pregnant!”. I closed my eyes scared to see his reaction. “Your pregnant! With my baby!. Whoooooo!”. I opened my eyes in shock at his outburst and a nurse rushed in to see if everything was okay. “Im so sorry for my outburst, but my fiancé is pregnant!”. The nurse smiled at us and left the room and Tyler ran back over to me. “Lilly this is amazing. I know we hadn’t spoken about having kids together but I definitely wanted to have kids with you. I didn’t broach the subject because of how hard you worked for your career”. “I will take that as you are excited about the baby!”. I was smiling so much watching his face light up over my news. “You know you are being so adorably sexy right now, I think I need my fiancé closer”. He read my mood and leaned in kissing me fiercely. I tried to pull him down on top of me not caring about anything else but him, but he pulled away and moved the food table back in front of me. “You said you were hungry and now you are eating for two my love. Fun times can come after you satisfy your hunger first”. I smiled proudly at this amazing man and ate my food like a good girl so I could hurry up and have my fiancé for dessert.

I have learnt that you never know what life is going to throw at you, but I do know that we can handle it, so I suggest you be true to yourself, work hard and honest and most importantly have safe fun!

With love Samantha Jane Smith