Chapter 1 : Revised version
It was raining that day.
The kind of rain that makes the city feel quieter… heavier.
I remember everything.
Every second.
From the moment we first met… to the moment I stopped being human.
2013
Seoul.
A small, old neighborhood where broken people disappear quietly.
I was divorced.
Empty.
Drowning in debts that were never really mine.
My ex-husband borrowed money from a loan shark.
Then he borrowed another woman’s body.
Then he disappeared.
Ten million won.
That’s the price of my life.
They didn’t care that he was gone.
They wanted me.
I worked anywhere that didn’t ask questions.
Barbecue restaurants.
Libraries.
Random part-time jobs from an app on my phone.
Still, it was never enough.
The calls never stopped.
The threats never softened.
And every night, I felt like I was standing on the edge of something dark.
I stopped trusting people.
Then I stopped trusting myself.
That night, I wrote it down for the first time.
I want to die.
Not because I was dramatic.
Not because I wanted attention.
Because no one would miss me.
No one would cry.
Everything was ready.
The chair.
The silence.
The end.
The rain grew louder.
For a moment, I thought someone was knocking on the door.
I held my breath… waiting for my life to be collected.
And then… my phone vibrated.
A message.
From him.
Seo Joon.
He never saved people.
He only changed them.
The only person I ever loved.
And the only person I should have feared.
You might think I’m crazy.
Sometimes I say I.
Sometimes I say she.
There’s a reason for that.
I have schizophrenia.
And this…
This is where the game began.