Chapter 1 The Hara Desert
No need to say about how someone's life can be changed the way he or she hasn’t even imagined. A traveller desperately walking on a huge desert and wants to find his luck written on his luck can certainly bump into something or someone precious than the all diamonds combined. Maybe beauty. A beautiful girl. Who knows. A beautiful girl who is loyal and believable Isn't it a good and more precious Prize FOR one traveler who was to find his luck but found something valuable. A beautiful girl and her companionship. Both are in a harsh Place. How hard is it to find people in a desert and when also She's a girl.How amazing Does it feel. Seems to be a prize of believing hard In YOUR lord.Maybe Prize of your strong gelid.YOU got her.She's also happy to find you. Now two alone has made a pair,beauty, shyness at one side and bravery at another
Chapter distribution
1.Hara Desert
2.Stubborn Sun
3.She spoke
4.Her story
5.Travel fellow
6.6th day in here
7.7th day in here
8.Hot sands
9.Big hill
10.Her eyes
11.Her
12.She's mysterious
13.Love
14.Hold my hands
15.She leaves
16.Again Alone
17.The mysterious girl in desert
18.She's not a soul like Her
19. Hidden face
20.She's way more mysterious
21.Is she dumb!
22.She's crying.
23.Travel fellow gained again
24.Meher again and face unveil
25.Holding hands
26.Her(2 about Hurram)
27.A long speak(Two she)
28.She is a former Queen
29.Forget fast
30.Meher gave her hope of a new life
31.She agreed
32.Two girls
33.Hurram Doesn't know that Meher is a soul
34. Meher winked to not tell Hurram that She's not real.
35. A long conversation about beauty
36.Who's more beautiful?
37.Meher and Hurram Dead and alive
38.A flashbacks game
39.Who's more emotional Between them
40.They both Dance well
41.Endlessness of hara desert
42.Water!
43.Walk again
44.She accepts Her new life
45.Marriage with both,human and a soul
46.Thank Allah she died young and Didn't lose her beauty .
Chapter 1
(Hara desert)
He clearly notices the sunlight reflecting on his sword,he peeks to that and see his own reflection here.Travel stained.Tired,exhausted, sweating and who knows what he can feel on his face. It has been just 1 hour or maybe few that he has started his journey and in this time he's been in this situation so what will happen when the number of times increased will go gradually up. Will he even stay alive in this Hara desert or die like Others.
This lower confidence starts consuming him,from north, east, South and East like black smokes. Mind slowly starts breaking down.But he has to stay confidence, if he breaks down so early It's not a good news for him.He pauses “i's he losing his belief From the creator?How can He!He composes Himself and recite a verse of Quran.From Surah Al Inshirah
“ And he found you lost way and guided you”
Surely Allah Will take him to the right path. He's a strong believer.His belief on Allah has been strong since very childhood. He never missed a pray knowingly, have fasted the whole month of Ramadan. He has fought for his Own Madhab. His own religion , Islam that has taken the blood of extraordinary brave and dedicated figures to stand out as a major religion in that Arab Where it was called the decade of dullness. He will keep going keep going and Will keep going every step every moment, indeed his strong gelid will take him or bring him something precious. More precious Than all the diamonds combined
Of The world.Maybe something that's actually very much precious than diamonds actually. WHO knows? Who can know about your destiny. Who can judge your destiny. Who knows what or WHO's waiting on the path for yoy.Who knows that the creator Has chooses someone for you WHO's just like you wandering THROUGH this harsh hara desert.
He continues to walk, his horse Sarah seems to be exhausted too.Just like his Own. He is tired, sweating severely. The sweating is so severe that his frets have Been soaked.He looks behind to the sands, his sweats has dripped Through all the way and they have gone deep inside the sands who knows maybe.
The desert is vast. Vast means very vast.Who knows where it has ended, where it has reached. To the endless Sky or to the limitless depth of Ocean maybe more Down, to the center of the world, or maybe far Than than too.
He can't look at the sun.It's burning like a strong quarrel Has been through he and his wife. That has made him more hot.NOW the anger he Has or had on his wife maybe he's pouring It to us.Nor what can be the reason of burning so furiously. His color is also red than another days.
The horse is refusing to walk.She is very tired, she starts to shout. Abdullah Ibne Rawahah realises that he's without any reason torturing this innocent animal.Or what else he can do. She's his Only companion here.Who'll support him whole path will protect him From dangers. Will run fast when the robbers will chase him.
He stops To give rest to both him and Sarah.They're walking for hours,If he forces sarah to walk ahead, she'll kick him and run away. He sits at the nearby rock and closes his eyes.Suddenly a face appeared in his imagination. A girl, beautiful, smiling, happy, playful. He knows her.It's the girl he loved when he was young.He saved her life, she was about to drown in the sea.He jumped into the river, hold her and swam with her to the River shore. She wasn’t breathing. He was panicking. He tried to bring her round. The time shr breathed no one was MORE happy than him.He looked at her eyes.Her eyes beautiful. When she smiled faintly after coming round, the world around him was shaken,that faint smile Was the greatest smile seen of his life and he still remembers it with whole love and admiration. If a faint smile or a afraid smile is that beautiful how beautiful It'll be when she'll smile while happy? The girl was literally beautiful. So much beautiful. She was incredible. Her eyes were pulling Rawahah towards herself.He thought that moment that Allah has created her with all the beauty sense he'd. He Couldn't hold him from asking her name.She said,shy,I'm Zahra.Zahra Harun from Turkey. She said, thank you,you saved my life from drowning in the River.I Was to much afraid of drowning. Can I also know your name,he said,yes I am Abdullah Ibne Rawahah. Then the girl sai, Oh,he was a sahabi of prophet Muhammad (sa) , may Allah be pleased on him.He died at the war of mu'tah!He fought, a great solider on the way of Allah. He opens his eye. He Has imagine greatest things that can be imagined. He whispers once,Zahra!
He now Isn't Being able to open eyes. He Won't until the reflection of Zarah Won't disappear from his vision,if it stays till the end of his life he'll keep his eyes closed. To see Zarah beautiful smiling face.From the day he saved her life,he was noticing Zarah around her shortly. Sometimes even peeping to him secretly. A love interest grew between them.Zarah wad eager to pay back because he saved her life, but she Couldn't find any way of saying Thank you in a proper way.She sometimes tried, her lips shaked when she tried to say Thank you but a shyness flew Over Her and ran away. This was happening severely. She came and flew.She was 18.Small, young,cute,vulnerable and playful yet shy.Completely unaware of human phycology. Rawahah Was also realising something, when he saw her eyes he felt some emotions deep inside him but he was 20 then, that's a young age too.An emotional pull, far beyond realisation. Who'll bring them closer.Destiny did.They came closer.
She was Once able to say sorry
If Allah hasn’t written in your luck that You'll save me from drowning. I would he death today.,Jazak Allahu khairan, Jazak Allahu Khairan.
He answered with Ahlan wa sahlan(you are among family and in a comfortable place, so be at ease".). That's the moment they Both saw something on each others eyes.And suddenly, Zarah suddenly said,Astaghfirullah,have I talked to you to much, Ana asifa(I'm sorry ). Then she covered her face with her dress and disappeared as soon as possible.
Has she disappeared from his vision.He closes eyes again and no she is not THERE. He NOW opens his eyes and talked to his own,
When will you know that what Allah may send to you that You'll be pleased of.Zarah was same for me,a surprise. I saw something on her eyes. She had beautiful eyes.I can remember. Her nose war flat and Her hairs were long to her ankles.Her lips we're pink.She appeared in my life suddenly like a hallucination. Allah knows why he's sent her in my life.But I can be sure he's good ideas about her and my life.I never missed any Salah, I never missed any day of Ramadan without fasting. I was so happy with her.Her footsteps we're the cutest sounds I could hear by the ear that Allah has given me.Her Voice was like a melodious song for me,I will not forget Her anytime. She's in my heart.My first love Interest. I remember the day when I saw her with a flower on her hands,she was holding them softly. She then saw me I saw her, she felt me, I felt her,then I realised a beautiful fragrant is reaching my nose,it wasn’t of the flower,the flower was fragnentless.It was her.What has Allah not given to her.I went near her,I was looking like a hallucinated to her eyes.She asked by her eyes expression, what happened! What's the reason of YOUR wild stare to me.I Couldn't Answer to her question. She smiled and I was silent.She was silent, The whole world was silent. Just I heard some cricket noise there and some flowers fragrance reached their nose.She said,Rawahah!yes!He answered. She said,Let's go near the River bank.They went to the river bank and she sat THERE drowning her feets to the river and moving them mindlessly. She was enjoying splashing water with her legs.Then she said, see,Rawahah, today is a moonlit night.May moon Don't have It's own light It's MORE beautiful than the sun.Isn't it?He nodded.She again said,I sometimes feel very vulnerable. I think I'm growing very soon,I've became 18 very soon.I can't realise what's happening to me.I can't see my future and that actually no-one can't. I remember some past figures of my life. They disturb me on my dream,sometimes they turn my beautiful dreams into unforgettable nightmares. I try to wash all the memories of the figure but I feel sad so I can't wash out the memories.
My elder sister, was 19,I was 17.She died trembling in fever. But I know She's on a good situation afterlife. She was more beautiful than me.Every man was attracted to her face.I've not seen any beautiful girl than she Was. 5 times sala, never missed a single day of Ramadan.She died maybe Allah called her,maybe he Didn't want her to face future struggles so called her so soon.Don't you think that.She had a black dot sized mole on her chin,she died in 19 and the mole appeared when She was 15.She was extremely touching. Extremely beautiful she was.My father a strong brave warrior even broke In tears after listening the news of her death. My mother Couldn't speak 1 week after her death. The man who was going to marry my elder sister ended up wandering mad in deserts. My sister name?You wanna know? Meher
There we're tears on her eyes.She was sobbing and shortly after she bit her lips to stop herself from instantly crying. I remember that I called Her, Zahra!I'm so sad that You’ve faced to much struggles in your life.I Don't know! But I know Allah helps themself who he looks at good and admired on his eye.You're so lucky, You're a good woman on the eyes of Allah, WHO's get the luck like you?You're really lucky! You know!
She answered maybe! Maybe I've something better for me in future. I want to know what is it?I'm vulnerable. Will you help know me!You know someone who can predict my future. Oh!how can you say,You're just 20, 2 years elder than me.YOUR age Isn't rapid to know anyone who can predict future. I know I need someone. Anyone who will be my side! All the times. Forever. Then and now,here and there.She puts both her hands on het chest,will you be on my side! Please?I'm sad!You'll make me happy! I Don't want a huge amount of Dinar from you.I want something else.You, you might know what a 18 years old girl like me needs and need not and she wants and Doesn't want and what she craves for!You know! Don't you?Arent you enough wise to predict that.You Are! Rawahah? I'm going, I really Didn't see when moon went past the horizon and sun appeared. I Didn't sleep today. I'm tired,she told with sleepy eyes. Suddenly she said, Astagfirullah!Rawahah! Have I told you many facts about me!Have I! Say I Didn't. Ana asifa. For me you Couldn't sleep
Rawahah stops talking to Himself, opens eye and see it has been night. He started talking to Himself at 4th of afternoon NOW It's 9:00 of night.Sarah is driving the mosquito away with her tail,who knows she has realised anything he said.He sleeps in the nearby rock.
Rawahah wakes up in the morning. He becomes happy seeing the new sun, his horse Sarah is resting. He thinks of giving her rest a bit more time. She's carried him Out whole one day and just before stopping near the rock, she Didn't rest a single moment. She's powerful and loyal. She gives him a touch of Zarah. He still imagines the moment Zarah went near it and asked calmly, Ana Asif or Ana Asifa?Rawahah understood those Islamic eyes.Ana Asif is one way of saying sorry for mans and Ana asifa is for woman's. He then answered, Ana Asifa.
He clearly remembers,Sarah that horse is now Most important Being of his memory about her,cause It's she WHO named it, Her name was Zarah and she named it Sarah. He told then this name is good.He starts his journey again.Again long walking to the endless sands.Sun pouring It's heat in a horrific way.An egg would be fried enough well.Is he really going to get any consequence of walking in this Hara desert? He'll get.He hasn’t done anything bad in his life,no unjustified murder he has done. Yes,he has killed warriors of the opposite team but cause he'd Too. How can a solider do his duty without harming anyone. But he becomes regretful for all the murders he did.He killed humans no matter how!Sometimes at night he gets harsh nightmares, whenever he closes eye he see beautiful girls,womans wife of those man he killed. Children father of one he has killed.They cry, cry and cry but Don't curse him.He sees this type of dreams and he can't predict when they'll come.They Don't follow sequence, they follow him
He starts walking again.He has to.He's been resting here, losing himself on the past in the moments of Zarah. The sun seems to be more hot today.Also It's straight up his head.The sun has stood as the great foe Between him and his luck.But he can't hate sun. He can't hate a creation of Allah. He can't that something that has kept humans alive.May sun light giving him pain and discomfort, Allah has sworn by sun and It's ray in the first Ayat of Surah As Shams. So how can he hate the sun.But if it gives him few hot ray he Will be happy. The sun Isn't Going to listen what he says.The sun Doesn't know his pain if it knew how harsh it is it Won't glow like that and Won't pour fire on the head.
Suddenly a sweet fragrance reached his nose.The horses walking speed increased as she was also getting that Sweet fragrance. He knows It's of some Arabian perfume but from where the fragrance is coming. No-one is there.Or is it any flower tree that exists in the desert but no-one knows the name.Does it smell like a perfume.Middle east peoples are often attracted to perfumes.He has heard his mother used perfumes a lot at young age.Then his mind again shifted to Zahras memory. She also liked Perfumes a lot.One day when she came near him he got a sweet fragrance that was prickling Through his nose and was reaching his heart with whole speed and power. He remembered he sai, From where did you get this awesome sweet perfume?She said,My father went to Arab, some merchants were selling THIS, so he brought two.One for me and another was for Meher. He remembers after some day Zarah said him,You know I finished that bottle of perfume in just 3 days. But Meher, she uses it to carefully and when she died there were half perfume left in the bottle.
Suddenly he notices Sarah is knocking her feets in the nearby rock. He realises She's being bored. If he keeps doing so she'll run away and will sa, I aint staying with this man who Just loses way in mind. So he puts his leg in the stirrup and starts riding again.
The journey is feeling exhausting again.The sun is very hardly torturing him with It's ray.But he looks with the eyes of affection to Sarah, It's companioning him in this harsh desert too.He hasn’t seen a loyal horse like her anymore.She's beautiful and her name reminds him of Zarah.He knows Sarah is going to help him all the way till Her breath. Sarah is a reminder of Zarah. She walks and walks throughout the hot sands and when she runs the sand fly. It reminds him of A surah of Quran Surah Al Adiya.That's first verse said
“By the panting horse “
The sun is Sinking in the horizon. Is it?Yes,Evening will show It's face so soon.But this so soon is about some hours, yet he's not feeling any heat of sun. The extreme heat of sun Isn't disturbing him anymore.But one moment Before he was sweating of sun.Then he imagined
A sprit is walking with him and wherever the sprits are present a coldness is felt.He thought maybe the sport fell behind for sometimes that's why he was feeling Hot now that sprit is again near him.It's Just his imagination. He walks walks ahead. The horse Sarah decreases It's walking pace. It was okay FOR Rawahah.Stay Down my dear loyal horse I wont foce you to run like mad,YOU keep going yet slow. Zarah once touched you,from that day I've bathed you leaving that place untouched with water.I still get her smell on that place she touched.
He gets down and sees that the sun was near the horizon and will sink soon
The sun Isn't Being seen anymore, the horizon has covered it.No heat is felt. At night the desert is so much cold and now the coldness has Become MORE than yesterday night.He thought maybe the sport is near him and that's why he's feeling so much cold. He said, while walking in the morning and Just before a smell of perfume was hitting his nose and perfume remembers him of Zahra and Her sister Meher.He's never met Meher, never ever!Zahra said She's very beautiful. But how much!He want to see her.
But It's to cold here he imagined that sprit is very close to him.The sport,what's It's intention. It's unknown to him.Why It's following him for a long.He Said, Sprit,stay away from me.It's so cold!You know! Suddenly magically the coldness gets decreased. The sprit has gone away from him.
The moon i's fool today. Glowing magically. He notices a shadow in the sand, something has come and stand near him.The coldness has increased again.It's a female but he looks left and right. There was no-one there.But the shadow stays there.The smell of perfume again reaches his nose. The horse suddenly starts hitting her feet to a stone and suddenly starts behaving unnatural. Like she has seen something supernatural. She ran and came after running three rounds.Rawahah keeps standing there.He knows whatever Happens Sarah Isn't leaving him empty in this desert. He then sees that the shadow is moving away.The coldness has been decreased Again