Rape

Nails shoving 

scraping

Blood that seemed to never end

Gun waving

Plastic dollar store bag being hung on door

Broken promises

Coercion

Tearing a girl apart on the inside and the outside

Squirming

Being shoved down over and over again

Hands wrapped around the throat

You cuddled me afterwards though

Even handed me a washcloth to clean up the blood

It’s my fault

I’m the one who walked there

My body screaming at me to turn around

Ignoring my instinct

For a chance to show you that I could be the one for you

Forget how I felt

It didn’t matter that I knew it wasn’t what I wanted

I wanted you to be happy

Was willing to sacrifice it all

Put myself in danger

In order to just let you be happy

Had to keep it secret

Felt so much shame

When you’re the one to blame

I did nothing wrong

Except believe in someone

That I should never have trusted

But I was just a girl in love

You were just a boy who took advantage