Jaded Love

Chapter 1

Max Kincaid

Other than the field, nothing made me feel more powerful than a campus party. Walking through the doors and hearing my teammates cheering, heads turning to watch me walk past. The girls blushing and giggling while trying to meet my eye.

Everything I do, everything I say people notice it. Whether it be when I have a beer in my hand here or a baseball while on the pitchers mound, I was in my element. I was in control.

The condensation of my beer dripped onto my knuckles as the rap music boomed in my ears. My teammate, Tucker, elbowed my ribs beside me to draw me out of my head.

“What’s with you?” His eyebrows scrunched together, less out of care and more like scrutiny. “You’ve been out of it today.”

I hesitated because I didn’t even know what was wrong. Everything was normal, but something in the air had shifted. I shrugged and took a sip of my beer hoping to drown out the looming feeling of dread.

“Something is off.”

“You just need to get laid.” Tucker dismissed my ominous words and I nodded along because maybe that was it. Maybe I just needed to indulge myself into the party a little more and forget about whatever was looming.

I leaned forward on the couch resting my elbow on my knee and dropping my face into my hands to rub my eyes. When I opened them a pair of doc Martin’s were in my line of sight. I blinked and looked up lazily meeting green eyes.

“I need to talk with you.” She stated with fierce determination and it was too late to run. She was the reason for the shift in the air, it was my warning. Like how birds fly away before a natural disaster, but she was here standing before me in her lethally beautiful glory. I swallowed hard. Her big green doe eyes full of fire, her wavy black hair fell to her stomach with white pieces framing her face. Her cute nose was upturned at me while her full lips sported a pout. I trailed my eyes downward, she was wearing a camisole that showed off her floral shoulder tattoo and her full curves begged to be traced with my tongue. I almost shook my head at the thought but instead i forced myself to meet her powerful gaze again.

“What do you want Jade?” I sighed in exasperation. Her eyes darted to Tuck beside me who was watching us with an amused expression.

“In private. No offence Tuck.” She offered him a tight smile.

“Don’t let me stop you.” He held up his free hand in surrender before getting up and grabbing the first blonde girl he saw and dragged her to the dance floor. Jade’s gaze fell back on me and she jerked her head for us to get out of here.

“Where’s your room?”

I held out my hand, she looked at it in disgust.

“It won’t bite you, it’s crowded in here.”

She sighed and slipped her hand in mine as I lead her up the stairs to my room. I closed the door after us and locked it. She snapped her gaze to it. “Just so our chat isn’t interrupted by any cheerleaders.”

She nodded and continued glancing around the room. My room wasn’t a disaster but it had a few loose clothes laid on the floor and some of my medals decorating the walls. Papers unorganized on my desk and only two framed photos. One with my mom on my nightstand and one team photo on the desk. She nodded with a surprised expression and I crossed my arms.

“Any day now.”

She sighed and spun on her heels to face me, her hands clasped behind her back.

“I need you to take my virginity.” She stated as if it was a fact and I felt my jaw go slack. She rolled her eyes and didn’t even wait for my response before continuing. “I know what you’re thinking. ‘How is she a virgin when she’s so hot?’ Or ‘why me when I don’t deserve this honour?’-“

I scoffed and she narrowed her eyes at me in a glare and I gestured for her to continue as I felt my eyebrows raise. She sat on my bed and leaned back on her hands.

“I’m not innocent, I’ve done everything else so I’m not asking you to show me the ropes. If I wanted to get laid in the conventional way I could’ve easily. But I want to enjoy the first time I have sex with a guy I like, and I heard losing your virginity hurts plus it’s vulnerable and awkward. I could’ve hit up a random tinder date but I’d rather lose it to someone I know. Someone I won’t gain feelings for. Someone that won’t gain feelings for me. Someone experienced who knows how to show a girl a good time. You’re the only person that checks all those boxes so that means you’re the lucky winner of my V card, congratulations.”

I forgot how to breathe. I blink a few times at her, expecting her to say just kidding but she continues to meet my eyes with casual confidence.

“What do I get out of this?” I ask in disbelief and she looks at me like I’m crazy.

“Uh, a no strings attached one night stand with a girl you know has no STDs? You’ve fucked worse for less.” She shrugs and it was hard to fight that logic.

“Fine.” I shrug trying to seem less eager than I was feeling. She smiled and clapped her hands together once definitively before abruptly standing. She lifted her white camisole over her head exposing her white lace bra below barely containing her pillows she calls boobs. My crossed arms dropped to my sides. “You mean now?”

She laughed as she kicked off her boots and began to unbutton her ripped black shorts.

“You think I came to the campus whore for a fuck and expected candles or something?”

Still something in me needed a delay this, if only to wrap my head around the 180 in Jade’s attitude towards me. Her shorts dropped and suddenly she was before me in her white lace thong and fishnets and my mouth ran dry. “Hurry up Romeo, my dorm has a curfew.”

As I pulled off my clothes leaving only my boxers, she had removed her remaining layers standing before me completely bare. With two strides I had her in my arms, my lips crashed to hers. She let out a soft whimper as my tongue traced her bottom lip. She parted her lips and our tongues danced in perfect synchronicity as a groan involuntarily left my throat. All restraint I had been holding onto had vanished as I pushed her back onto the bed, never breaking the kiss. On top of her on my bed, my hands traced her curves. I lifted her leg and groped her ass as she moaned softly and pride welled in my chest.

I trailed kisses down to her collar bone and let my tongue traced its way to her full breasts taking her nipple inbetween my teeth as she arched beneath me, her fists clenching at my comforter. I continued down between her legs and threw one over my shoulder. I looked up to meet her green eyes hooded with lust while I kissed the inside of her thigh. She gasped and whispered a desperate “Please.”

I smirked and kissed her clit, she flinched and nodded eagerly as my tongue flicked at it. I inserted two fingers and curled them upwards as I thrust in and out of her hard. I started to suck her clit and she moaned my name while fisting my hair and arching into my face.

“Right there.”

I resisted the urge to smirk. Her beautiful moans bringing my hard on to painful levels, eager to plunge inside her.

“Max, I’m gunna-“ she didn’t finish her sentence she simply grabbed the pillow beside her head and shoved it on her face as she screamed into it and arched into my face, her whole body shivering. I lapped at her one final time and she flinched before throwing the pillow to the side and pulled me on top of her again. Her lips met mine as she tasted herself in a passionate haze. She gently pushed my shoulders switching our position so she was straddling me. She kissed her way down until she gave one long lick from the bottom of my shaft to the tip. I bit back a moan my pride keeping me from letting her know just how much she effected me even when the evidence was on full display.

She twirled her tongue around my head before taking me into her mouth, massaging me and licking me while her hand and mouth pumped up and down in perfect synchronicity. I fisted her hair so I could see exactly what she was doing to me. Burning the image into my memory. My breathing ragged she suddenly pulled off me coming back up to kiss me before laying back down.

“Take me.”

Fucking hot.

I kneeled in between her legs, and rolled on a condom i got from the nightstand before lining myself up to her wet pussy. I looked in her eyes, a glimpse of nervousness there.

“You sure?”

Her gaze hardened again and she nodded once curtly.

“Beg.”

“Please.” She whimpered and I smirked as I sunk my first few inches into her. She sucked in a sharp breath and I stilled allowing her to get used to the sensation. I used my thumb to rub her clit. “Deep breaths.”

I sunk into her more. Fuck she was tight and wet. I moaned a little and examined her face her eyes were screwed tight but I saw more pleasure than pain painted on her features. “Are you okay?”

She nodded and let out the most beautiful little laugh. “I think all my dildos helped.”

I smiled “you’re doing so good.”

She moaned and took the opportunity the sink the rest of myself in.

“You’re so big.” She gasped and her nails dug into my back a little the slight pain eventuating the pleasure to new heights as I resisted the urge to piston in and out.

“I’m gunna need to move soon.” I warned.

“Do it, fuck me.”

Every bit of self restraint I had disappeared as I began to thrust in and out of her, still flicking her clit as she bucked beneath me. I clenched my teeth already holding off my orgasm determined to get her there first.

Nothing had ever felt this good.

The way she begged for it harder and faster reassured me that my ruthlessness wasn’t hurting her. I kissed her neck as she continued clawing into my back her moans loud enough that if someone was in the hall they definitely could hear us.

“Max, I’m gunna come. Just like that, please.”

I groaned.

“You’re so hot when you beg.”

She fell apart under me, her eyes rolled to the back of her head as her mouth formed a perfect ‘O’ letting out a shuddering silent scream before audibly screaming. I covered her mouth with my hand and quickly following after her in my release. With one final pump I buried myself as deep into her as I could while I filled the condom with my come and groaned through the most powerful orgasm of my life.

The room seamed so quiet. The soft thudding of music downstairs mixed with our laboured breaths. I reluctantly pulled out from her and flopped beside her on the bed, peeled off the condom and threw it in the trash beside my bed that already had a few others in it.

She let out a satisfied sigh and got up, going over to my closet and grabbing a tshirt she cleaned up between her legs and threw it into my laundry hamper. She started getting dressed and I sat up.

“Leaving already?” My voice accidentally gave away my shock and I coughed hoping to cover it up. She laughed as if the notion of staying was ridiculous.

“What, you want to cuddle?” She laughed again and I flinched.

I was used to girls trying everything they could to stay but Jade couldn’t wait to leave. The stark difference was a little unnerving.

“It was fun. I got off, you got off. It’s over and I leave. That was the deal in case you need the reminder.” She finished getting dressed and walked over to my mirror to fix her hair.

“But why?”

She looked at me as if I grew two heads.

“I told you why.”

“I mean why now? Why did you choose to lose your virginity today?” I couldn’t help but ask.

“Does it matter?” She scoffed and grabbed her phone off the bed.

“No, just curious.” Though all this build up started to make my curiosity feel more like a need.

“There’s a guy I like. Didn’t want the virgin thing to be a turn off or worse, a fetish. But now it’s not a problem and I know what to expect.” She shrugged and for some reason my chest tightened and I nodded tightly. “Thanks by the way, you’re officially off of my shit list.”

She was almost at the door now, my eyes glued to her ass as she walked away. She suddenly turned back to me and my eyes snapped up to hers. She smirked knowingly at me.

“Also I wouldn’t go bragging about this in the locker room. I’m not shy or anything but I didn’t exactly brief my brothers on this plan. Could be your funeral who knows?” She waved and left closing the door behind her.

I just started at the wood expecting her to waltz back in here and crawl into bed with me. I laid back on my bed and ran my hands down my face.

I’ve been fantasizing about Jade for 6 years but now that I’ve had her why do I still want more?

I really hate not being in control.