My end is your begining
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My hands shook, my heart raced, but in that moment the only thing that consumed my thoughts was whether or not I should go through with it. It was now or never I had to chose to pull the trigger or let go and survive another day in whatever you want to call this hellish place.usualy its life or death but in this case its let death consume you or live among it and fight against it.
I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sudden loud banging against the walls, doors, and windows. These walls were thick, but not thick enough to drown out the calls of the dead just on the other side. Ignoring the noises rising from the other sides of the walls I held the gun up once again shaking in the process. Not from the fear of having to listen to that awful screeching and growing, or the fear that they had maybe already found out where i was
But instead it was from the cold metal pressed against me temple. This was it this was my only way out it couldn't and wouldn't get any better at least not for me. There was no hope left for me, but no matter how hard I tried to push those thoughts away, how hard I tried to forget, all I could think about is how maybe just maybe if I did something just a bit differently today I wouldn't have been stuck in this situation.
Maybe if I just never woke up or just pretended to be sick I could be home safe, or at least long gone from this Inescapable hell
Song I listened to while writing--- le monde (talk to me)
A/N: This is the end of this chapter I hope you like it ill make sure to try and write more but for right now its gonna be a while bc of school and also I'm kinda slow when it comes to thinking of story plots it'll come to up with them eventually so until then I hope u have a good week/day <3
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