Chapter 1
Lagos, Nigeria
The first time I heard my father say we were leaving Nigeria, I thought he was joking.
Nobody leaves home just like that.
Not when your mother is buried there.
The harmattan breeze moved gently through the tall palm trees outside our Ikoyi house. Lagos was loud as usual — car horns, distant generators, the call of a street hawker selling puff-puff.
Everything felt normal.
Except my life wasn’t.
“We’re moving to London next month,” my father repeated, adjusting his gold cufflinks like he was announcing a business meeting instead of breaking my heart.
I stared at him.
“What about Mum?” I asked quietly.
His jaw tightened.
“Your mother has been gone for a year, Amara.“
Gone.
Such a simple word for something so heavy.
“I can’t leave her,” I whispered.
“You’re not leaving her,” he said. “You’re moving forward.”
Moving forward felt like betrayal.
The next week passed like a blur.
My best friend Kemi cried when I told her at school.
“You can’t just abandon me for oyinbo people!” she sniffed dramatically.
I laughed through my tears. “I’m not abandoning you.”
But deep down, I felt like I was abandoning everything.
My room.
My school.
My mother’s favorite mango tree in the backyard.
The night before our flight, I stood by my mother’s framed photo.
“I don’t want to go,” I whispered.
The silence felt louder than Lagos traffic.
And for the first time since she died…
I felt alone.
What I didn’t know then was this:
London wasn’t just going to change my life.
It was going to test it.
Because in a city of polished accents and private schools, being the girl from Lagos would make me a target.
And the boy who would hate me the most…
Would be the one I couldn’t stop thinking about.
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