Why me ?

Not every lovestory have a hppy ending ....

I mean lok at us , walking apart . ....

Not mine , nit your , still my soul dying ....

If you are not my destiny , then why ?

Why all the caring ? Why all the words when it meant to broke me ....

The way my soul craves for you isjust intoxicating ....

I hate how my eyes looks for you in every crowd ....

I hate how my heart beats faster than ever it it's you ...

I hate how i still have your effect on me ...

Yet some corner of my heart wants it .....

The distance I maintained was never enough ,

When compared to the way my heart wants.

And I  realize , the distance should be from heart ...

If heart is still open for you , then no matter the amount of distance...

I still drawn to you !!!