PROLOGUE
TWO YEARS AGO...
I rush in through the door, drenched because I was caught in the rain and I didn't take an umbrella that morning, thinking it wasn't even going to drop. The wind is blowing in, as if I already offended it while on my way home.
Closing the door, I rush to my room to have a hot shower. Soaking myself in the hot water, I close my eyes, resting my head on the edge of the tub.
It's been rough lately, with a lot going on in my life.
"Sign the papers," my ex-husband's voice echoed in my mind. "Josh, what's going on?" The event that happened a week ago played in my mind.
"Just sign the documents" he said, pushing the paper to me. I stared down at the divorce papers and looked up at him.
“I shouldn't have agreed to this marriage, you're just a useless woman. You were never an option" he shouted.
I stared at him for a few seconds before taking the papers and signing it.
I was never an option yet I gave you everything I had?, and took the blame for what you did?
Alright
I thought as I stood up and left
It was then I realized that you can be in a marriage and still never be wanted or chosen
And I learnt my lesson, at a great expense
Then I decided ,
Love, was not for a woman like me.
And I promised myself not to hope for what the world has already proven it cannot give.......
