Prologue
Life always makes you lose something you love. Sometimes, I wonder if, behind all those smiles, there’s a pain we all share… or if some people just have the life I wish I had.
But pain doesn’t always stay quiet. Sometimes it festers, twisting into anger — the kind that seeps into your veins and drowns out reason. And when it takes control, it blinds you… until all you can see is the urge to make someone else feel what you felt.
Now, I think I understand what “let the past be the past” really means. Because once you lose something you adore, it’s erased — along with the joyful smile and the hopeful eyes you once saw in the mirror. They fade, forgotten… and you’ll never see them again.
Or at least… that’s what I thought.
(before you keep reading! there will be parts where characters get killed or people kiss. If you feel you can't handle either please don't read this book. There are curse words in this book too *no N word)