Vampđ©žPart 1
Khem wakes to violence.
Not the dramatic kindâno alarms screaming, no disastersâbut the persistent, deeply irritating shake of his body, like someone is trying to rattle the sleep straight out of his bones.
âPâKhemmmm,â a voice sings, far too cheerful to be humane. âPhi- wake uuuuppp!â
Khem groans and rolls onto his side, face burying itself into the pillow. He clamps his eyes shut like that might protect him. Like ignoring the world has ever worked before.
The shaking pauses.
Then resumes. Harder.
âPâKhem,â Jett says, smug and victorious. âI know youâre awake.â
âStop,â Khem mumbles, voice thick and useless with sleep. He swats blindly in the direction of the sound, fingers brushing fabric. A sleeve. He grips it weakly, like holding onto Jett might anchor him back into unconsciousness. âFive more minutes.â
âNo,â Jett says, immediately and decisively. âAbsolutely not. You said that forty minutes ago.â
Khem groans louder this time, rolling onto his back. The ceiling swims above himâwhite, cracked slightly near the corner, familiar enough that he doesnât need to squint to know itâs real. Sunlight leaks in through the thin curtains, bright and intrusive. He winces.
Sunshine is annoying. Harsh. Way too awake.
Jett looms over him, hands on his hips, expression already exasperated. His hair is sticking up in several directions, like he ran his fingers through it one too many times. Heâs dressed alreadyâjeans, a loose white dress shirt, messenger bag slung over one shoulder.
Traitor.
âPâKhem,â Jett says again, softer now, like heâs trying a different tactic. âWeâre going to be late. Again. And Somchai already hates us.â
âHe does not hate us,â Khem mutters, dragging his forearm over his eyes. âHe hates you.â
âThatâs not comforting.â
Khem peeks at him through his fingers. Jett is grinning despite himself, amber-brown eyes bright and alive in the morning light. He always looks like thisâlike he wakes up already halfway through the day, fully charged. Khem doesnât understand how thatâs possible.
âWhat time is it,â Khem asks, dread pooling in his stomach.
Jett checks his phone. Makes a face. âWe were supposed to leave ten minutes ago.â
Khem sits up too fast.
The room tilts. His vision spots for a second, black creeping in at the edges. He sways, hand flying out to grab the edge of the bed. Jettâs grin drops immediately.
âWhoaâhey,â Jett says. âCareful.â
âIâm fine,â Khem insists, though his head is pounding now, a dull ache behind his eyes. He presses his palm flat to his chest, grounding himself in the steady rhythm there. Thump. Thump. Alive. Normal.
It passes quickly. Everything always does.
Jett watches him for a second longer than necessary, then shrugs it off. âYou stayed up too late again, didnât you.â
âNo,â Khem lies, poorly. âOkay, yes. But it wasnât my fault.â
âIt never is.â
Khem kicks the blanket off his legs and swings them over the side of the bed. The floor is cold against his feet. He shivers. His sketchbook lies open on his desk, charcoal smudges ghosting across the pageâhalf-finished, abandoned sometime past midnight. He vaguely remembers staring at it, frustrated, unable to make the lines do what he wanted.
He hates that feeling. Like something inside him knows what it wants to say, but his hands canât translate it.
âDid you eat?â Jett asks, already rifling through his bag.
âI will,â Khem says. âLater.â
âThatâs not an answer,â Jett replies, fixing him with a stern, motherly look.
âItâs an intention,â Khem says, pulling a face at him.
Jett snorts. âYouâre going to pass out one day and Iâm not carrying you.â
Khem smiles faintly as he stands, stretching his arms over his head. His joints pop quietly. His body feels... off. Not bad. Just wrong in a way he canât name. Like he didnât sleep as deeply as he thought. Like something tugged at him while he was unconscious and only just let go.
He ignores it.
He always ignores things like that.
In the bathroom, he splashes water on his face and stares at his reflection. Warm brown eyes blink back at him, slightly puffy with sleep. A thin scar near his eyebrowâold. Faded. He touches it absently, then pulls his hand away, uneasy without knowing why.
Blood never came from that scar. He remembers that much.
He grabs his bag, shoves his sketchbook inside, and follows Jett out into the hallway. The dorm smells like cleaning supplies and morning sweat. Doors slam. Someone laughs down the hall. Life, loud and ordinary.
He locks their door just as Jett turns to the room beside theirs.
Knock-knock-knock.
No answer.
Jett knocks again, this time in a deliberate rhythm.
Knock... knock-knock-knock... knock...
(pause)
knock... knock.
Khem steps up beside him, smirking, and joins inâpalms flat against the door, banging enthusiastically.
âPâKhem!?â Jett exclaims, staring at him like heâs been betrayed. Then he laughs and joins in again, the two of them pounding on the door like monkeys hitting glass at the zoo.
The door suddenly swings open.
Jett yelps, stumbling back half a step before catching himself on the frame. His hand flies dramatically to his chest. âAiâMut!â he snaps, half-laughing, half-offended. âAre you trying to kill me before eight in the morning?â
Mahasamut Chakan stands in the doorway, expression flat and unreadable. His hair is damp, black strands clinging to his forehead like he just showered. Heâs dressed in a loose white dress shirt and black basketball shorts, bare feet against the cold tile.
Calm. Collected. Entirely unbothered.
âYou were loud,â Mut says simply.
âThat was the point,â Khem replies, grinning, breath still uneven from laughing. He drops his hands and leans his shoulder against the wall. âGood morning, Nong Mut.â
Mutâs eyes flick to himâjust for a second. Something quiet passes through them. Recognition. Familiarity. Maybe relief.
Itâs gone almost immediately.
âMorning, PâKhem,â Mut replies. Then, glancing at Jett, âYouâre annoying.â
Jett beams. âI know.â
Mut steps aside, letting the door open wider. His room is dimmer than theirs, curtains still half-drawn. The bed is neatly made, deliberate rather than obsessive. No clutter. No mess. Just a backpack by the desk and a pair of sneakers lined up precisely against the wall.
âClass?â Khem asks.
Mut nods, grabbing his bag. âStudio. Eight-thirty.â
âSame,â Jett groans. âArchitecture people are insane for scheduling that early.â
âWe didnât schedule it,â Mut replies calmly. âYou just wake up late.â
Jett gasps, scandalized. âPâKhem, did you hear that?â
âI did,â Khem says easily. âHeâs right.â
âTraitors. Both of you.â
Mutâs lips twitchânot quite a smile.
Close enough that Khem notices.
They fall into step as they head down the hall together, the dorm already buzzing with movement. Someone barrels past them with a muttered apology, backpack clipping Jettâs shoulder. A door slams. The elevator dings somewhere below, impatient. Morning presses in from every direction, loud and unavoidable.
Outside, the heat hits them all at once.
Bangkok doesnât ease into the dayâit drops it on you. Humidity thick enough to cling to skin, sunlight bouncing hard off concrete, noise swelling like itâs already noon instead of barely morning. Khem squints, tugging his bag higher on his shoulder, fabric sticking uncomfortably to his collarbone.
Jett stretches his arms over his head and yawns so wide itâs practically a performance. âI need coffee.â
âYou always need coffee,â Khem says.
Jett scoffs, shooting him an offended look. âIdeservecoffee,â he says, voice pitched with dramatic injustice.
Mut walks a little ahead of them, hands tucked into his pockets, gaze fixed forward. He moves like he knows exactly where heâs goingânever rushed, never hesitant. Thereâs something steady about him that Khem finds grounding. Anchoring, even.
They pass a street vendor setting up breakfastâplastic stools clacking against pavement, a metal cart rattling softly as itâs pushed into place. The smell of hot oil and fried dough curls through the air.
Khemâs stomach twists.
Food smells good. He knows that much. But the thought of eating leaves his mouth dry, hollow in a way that feels too empty.
âYou okay?â Jett asks, slowing when Khem does.
âYeah,â Khem replies automatically, smiling to sell it. âJust tired.âHis stomach betrays him with a low growl. He winces, then laughs lightly. âAndâokay, maybe a little hungry. Can we get something really quick?â
He gestures back at the vendor they just passed.
Jett nods immediately and turns to Mut. Khem does the same.
Mut stops and looks between them. âWhy are you both staring at me?â
âPâMuuuut~,â Jett sings, sliding closer and looping his arms around Mutâs arm. He tilts his head, eyes wide and pleading. âCan you pay for our fooood?â
Mut scoffs, peeling Jett off him without effort. âJust because I have a job doesnât mean Iâm wasting my money on you.â
âNong Mut,â Khem says, softer, smiling wide and entirely shameless. âCan you buy me something?â
Mut looks at Jett. Then back at Khem.
â...Sure, PâKhem.â
He turns on his heel before Jett can protest. Khem lights up and follows immediately, leaving Jett behind, staring at them like heâs just witnessed a personal betrayal.
âUnbelievable,â Jett mutters, hurrying after them.
Khem orders quickly, careful not to look at the sizzling oil too long. Mut pays without comment, not buying anything for himself. Jett orders last, loudly lamenting as he pulls out his own wallet. They stand off to the side, eating fastâheat, grease, and morning pressing in all at onceâbefore continuing toward campus.
By the time they arrive, the sun has climbed higher, buildings casting sharp, geometric shadows across the pavement. Students cluster everywhereâlaughing, complaining, scrolling through phones. Familiar faces. Familiar chaos.
âPâDao!â someone calls from across the courtyard.
Dao turns, waving brightly, Koh right beside her, already mid-sentence about something animated. Daoâs smile softens when she spots them, eyes lighting up.
âMorning!â she says when they meet. âYouâre late.â
âWeâre on time,â Jett argues immediately.
âYou say that every day,â Koh replies, amused. Her gaze flicks to Khem, sharp and assessing. âYou look pale, Nong Khem.â
Khem blinks. âDo I?â
Daoâs brows knit together slightly. âDid you get any sleep?â
âSome,â he saysâagain. The word comes too easily.
Koh and Dao exchange a look. The kind that meanslater.
Before either of them can push, another presence joins the circleâsmooth and unhurried.
âMorning.â
Khem feels it before he registers it. A subtle shift in the air, like attention bending inward.
Peerapat Khongsuk stands beside Dao, posture relaxed, expression soft as he looks at her. Heâs dressed neatly, as alwaysâpressed white shirt, slacks, everything deliberate. His gaze lifts, meeting Khemâs briefly.
âMorning, PâPeem,â Khem says, polite. Easy.
âMorning, Nong Khem,â Peem replies.
His voice is calm. Normal. But something in his eyes sharpensâlike heâs looking through Khem instead of at him. Then his gaze slides to Mut.
Mut stiffens beside him. Just barely.
Khem doesnât notice. Heâs distracted by a sudden chill sliding down his spine, sharp and unwelcome despite the heat. His heart stutters once, then settles back into a steady rhythm.
âPâPeem,â Jett says, eyebrows raised, âwhy are you even over here? Isnât your faculty, like, a twenty-minute walk from this one?â
Dao turns toward Peem, fingers lacing with his.
âI second this,â Koh adds, lifting her hand like sheâs in class.
âI want to walk my girlfriend to class,â Peem replies easily, smirk tugging at his mouth. âWhy else would I be here?â
Dao blushes instantly, smile stretching wide.
âI was just askiââ Jett starts, only to be cut off.
âOh! This weekend,â Koh says suddenly, eyes sparkling with mischief. âWhat are you guys doing? I wanna go on a trip. PâPeeeem~â
Peem looks down at her, genuinely confused. âWhat?â
She giggles and turns to Dao, clearly conspiratorial. Khem sighs softlyâhe knows they planned this.
âPâPeem,â Koh continues, nudging Daoâs arm, âyou should take all of us somewhere. Right, Dao?â
Dao nods eagerly, looking up at Peem. âYeah...?â
âWhat kind of trip?â Khem asks, cautious.
âNong Khem, nothing dangerous,â Koh says quickly, waving her hands like sheâs smoothing the air. âJust maybe a weekend away. At PâPeemâs brotherâs hotel.â
Jettâs eyes widen. âOhâthat actually sounds amazing. Free hotel rooms?! Waitâcould we get a suite for free?!â
He hops directly in front of Peem, forcing the group to stop just inside the building.
Peem rolls his eyes, shoulders lifting in a shrug. âIt could be fun. Itâs up to my brother, though. But, you just want the pool and drinks- Right?â
âYes and no,â Koh replies instantly. âThe drinks would be amazing, but I really just want to eat expensive food without paying.â
Peem chuckles, glancing at the watch on his wrist- sleek. Expensive. âWeâll talk about it after class. I have to go. So do you.â
He pulls Dao in by the waist, kisses her quickly, then cups her cheek, thumb brushing gently before stepping away. âSee you.â
He waves once and disappears down the hall.
They wave back, splitting off soon after. Dao and Koh peel away toward the stairs, voices already rising again. Khem, Jett, and Mut head for the second floor.
° ° °
Khem, Jett, and Mut slip into their classroom just as the chatter inside starts to settle.
The room is already half fullârows of desks, sunlight spilling through tall windows, ceiling fans humming lazily overhead. Someone laughs too loud in the back. A chair screeches as itâs dragged across the floor. The professor hasnât arrived yet, which means thereâs still a thin layer of chaos clinging to the air.
Jett drops into a seat dramatically, letting his bag thud to the floor. âI swear, if this class is boring today, Iâm leaving.â
âYou say that every time,â Khem says, sliding into the seat beside him.
âAnd yet,â Jett replies, spinning a pen between his fingers, âIâm still here. Tragic, ainât it.â
Mut takes the seat on Khemâs other side, posture relaxed, eyes already flicking to the board like heâs mentally preparing. He sets his bag down neatly, movements efficient, then leans back with his hands resting behind his head.
âIf you hate this class so much,â Mut says casually, âwhy donât you just drop out? Iâm tired of hearing you cry all the time.â
Jett gasps dramatically, clutching his chest like heâs been stabbed. âCry?Me? PâMut, that was uncalled for.â
âIf I drop out,â Jett continues, voice rising theatrically, âwho will ever annoy the living fuck out of you? If not me, then whooo~?â
Khem lets out a small laugh, ducking his head. Mut rolls his eyes and shrugs.
âHonestly,â Mut says, turning slightly toward Jett, âIâd rather PâKhem annoy me than you.â
Khem instinctively leans back so Mut has a clear line of sight.
The room goes quiet between the three of them.
Jettâs mouth falls open. Just... fully open. He stares at Mut like heâs just been betrayed on a deeply personal level.
Khem loses it.
He bursts out laughing, hand slapping against his knee as he bends forward. âIâmâ Iâm sorry,â he wheezes, not actually sorry at all.
âWell fuck,â Jett says, throwing his hand into the air. âIâll just go fuck myself then, I guess.â
He twists dramatically in his chair, turning his entire back to them, shoulders hunching as he starts fake-sobbing. âItâs fine. Iâm fine. Donât worry about me.â
Mut gives Khem alook. Flat. Judging Khem, still laughing, reaches out and pats Jettâs back. âItâs okay, buddy,â he says between breaths. âI know. Being rejected hurts.â
Jett spins around so fast his chair squeaks. âREJECTION?!â He stares at Khem, horrified. âWaitâ I never confessed my feelings for Mutââ
Mut nearly chokes, coughing sharply as he straightens in his seat. âWhat?â
Khem freezes, both hands flying to his mouth as his eyes dart between them. His shoulders shake violently as he triesâand failsânot to laugh.
Jett processes his own words and immediately panics.
âNoâ noâ I donât have feelings for you!â he blurts, hands waving frantically in the air. âI swear. Trust. Youâre my bro.Onlymy bro. We are bros. Bros only. Strictly bro-zone.â
Khem completely loses it.
He laughs hard enough to bend forward again, hitting his knee as a few nearby students glance over. Mut snorts despite himself, shaking his head as he leans back and looks toward the board.
âYeah,â Mut says, lips twitching. âBros.â
Jett smacks the back of Khemâs head. Not hardâjust enough to sting.
âOwâ!â Khem laughs, hands up defensively. âIâm sorry! Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry!â
He finally calms down, breathing evening out as he leans back in his chair, cheeks warm from laughing too much.
âI hate you both,â Jett mutters, crossing his arms and staring straight ahead.
Right on cue, the classroom door opens. The professor steps inside, papers tucked under one arm, expression already tired. The room quiets almost immediately. Class begins.