Chapter 1
Life was perfect. Actually perfect. At twenty-eight years old, I had everything I’d ever dreamed of, and I wasn’t taking a single second of it for granted. I had the dream job—planning events at Luminous Events, the premier event planning company in Twin Bay. I had Jake, my incredibly sexy boyfriend of two years, who made me laugh until my stomach hurt and looked at me like I was the only woman in the world. And just three months ago, we’d moved into the most amazing apartment together—a spacious two-bedroom with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked the bay, hardwood floors that gleamed in the afternoon sun, and a kitchen island I’d fantasized about since my college days of eating ramen on a futon.
This was the life I’d worked so hard for. The life I’d planned for. The life I deserved.
I was sitting at my desk that Friday afternoon, finalizing the details for the Henderson wedding—a massive affair with two hundred guests, a live band, and a cake that cost more than my first car—when my phone buzzed with an internal message.
Bridget would like to see you in her office. Now, if you’re available.
My heart did a little flip. Bridget Witt, our CEO, didn’t just casually summon people to her office. She was brilliant, intimidating, and had built Luminous Events from the ground up fifteen years ago. A meeting with Bridget meant something big was happening—good or terrifyingly bad.
I smoothed down my navy blazer, checked my reflection in my phone screen to make sure I didn’t have lipstick on my teeth, and headed down the hall. My heels clicked against the polished concrete floors as I walked past the open-concept workspace where my colleagues were hunched over their computers, probably dealing with last-minute vendor crises or bridezilla meltdowns.
Bridget’s office was all glass walls and minimalist furniture—clean lines, a massive desk made of reclaimed wood, and abstract art that probably cost more than my annual salary. She looked up when I knocked on the open door, her sharp brown eyes crinkling at the corners as she smiled.
“Ava, come in. Please, sit down.”
I settled into one of the modern chairs across from her desk, trying to keep my expression professional even though my mind was racing through every possible reason for this meeting. Had I screwed something up? Was a client unhappy? Was I being fired?
“As you know,” Bridget began, folding her hands on her desk, “Kate is leaving us in a couple of months.”
I nodded. Kate Morrison had been with the company for over a decade, Director of Events, and she was moving to Portland to be closer to her children and grandchildren. It was bittersweet news—we’d all miss her, but we understood.
“We’ve been looking for a replacement,” Bridget continued, and then she paused, her eyes meeting mine with an intensity that made my breath catch. “And I would like you to be that replacement.”
The words hung in the air between us. For a moment, I wasn’t sure I’d heard her correctly.
“I—what?” The word came out barely above a whisper.
Bridget’s smile widened. “I’m really impressed with your work, Ava. The Thornton gala last month was flawless. The Chen-Rodriguez wedding was one of the most beautiful events we’ve ever produced. You have an eye for detail, you handle pressure with grace, and our clients love you. I think you’ll be a great addition to our leadership team.”
My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears. Senior Event Director. Leadership team. This was everything I’d been working toward, everything I’d dreamed about since I’d started at Luminous Events four years ago as a junior coordinator, running around with clipboards and fixing crises with safety pins and double-sided tape.
“Wow,” I managed, feeling a grin spread across my face. “Thank you. Thank you so much, Bridget. I don’t even know what to say.”
“Say you’ll accept.” She stood and extended her hand across the desk.
I jumped up, maybe a little too eagerly, and shook her hand firmly. “Yes. Absolutely yes.”
“Wonderful. We’ll make the official announcement in a couple of weeks when Kate announces her retirement. But I wanted you to know first.” She squeezed my hand warmly. “Congratulations, Ava. You’ve earned this.”
I floated out of her office. Actually floated. My feet barely touched the ground as I walked back to my desk, trying to keep the enormous smile off my face so I wouldn’t have to explain anything to my coworkers yet. Senior Event Director. A significant raise. More creative control. My name on the leadership roster.
I glanced at the clock—12:32 PM. A few more hours until I could head out. My nerves were buzzing with excitement so I decided to skip lunch, so I could leave early. I quickly finished up any urgents contracts and meetings. Looking at the clock again—2:47 PM. Close enough to the end of the day, especially after news like this. I quickly wrapped up a few emails, grabbed my bag, and headed out, waving goodbye to the receptionist on my way to the elevator.
This called for a celebration. Jake would be so proud. We could order in from that Italian place he loved, open a nice bottle of wine, maybe take a bath in that ridiculous soaking tub we’d both fallen in love with when we toured the apartment. I wanted to savor this moment, this feeling of everything falling perfectly into place.
I stopped at the wine shop on Third Street, the one with the knowledgeable staff who didn’t make you feel stupid for not knowing the difference between a Burgundy and a Bordeaux. I picked out a bottle of champagne—the good stuff, not the cheap prosecco I usually grabbed—and a bottle of red that the clerk promised would pair beautifully with whatever we decided to order for dinner.
The drive home took fifteen minutes, and I spent the entire time grinning like an idiot, occasionally letting out little squeals of excitement when I stopped at red lights. I called Jake twice, but both times it went straight to voicemail. He was probably in a meeting or at the gym. I’d surprise him with the news in person anyway—that would be better.
Our apartment building came into view, all modern glass and steel, with landscaped grounds and a doorman who always remembered my name. I pulled into the underground parking garage, my heart doing a happy little dance when I saw Jake’s black Audi in his designated spot. Perfect. He was home.
I grabbed the wine bottles and my bag, took the elevator up to the fourth floor, and fumbled with my keys at our door—4C, with the little wreath I’d hung last month that Jake had teased me about. “It’s not even fall yet,” he’d said, but he’d been smiling when he said it.
The door swung open, and I stepped inside, already calling out, “Jake! Baby, you’re not going to believe—”
The words died in my throat.
Jake’s navy blazer was draped over the back of one of our dining chairs, which wasn’t unusual. What was unusual was the woman’s purse sitting on our kitchen island. A small black leather bag with gold hardware that definitely wasn’t mine.
I set the wine bottles down slowly on the counter, my mind trying to make sense of what I was seeing. Maybe it was his sister’s? No, she lived three hours away and would have texted if she was coming. A coworker’s? Why would a coworker’s purse be in our apartment?
That’s when I heard the voices.
They were coming from down the hall, from our bedroom. A woman’s voice, low and insistent, and Jake’s voice responding. I couldn’t make out the words yet, but something about the tone made my stomach clench.
I moved toward the hallway, my heels silent now on the plush runner we’d picked out together at HomeGoods. Each step felt surreal, like I was moving through water, like this wasn’t really happening.
The voices grew clearer.
“I want you to leave her.” A woman’s voice. Familiar, but I couldn’t quite place it.
“I will, babe. I will.” Jake’s voice, soft and reassuring in a way that made something cold settle in my chest.
“I love you, and I hate that we have to hide our relationship.” The woman again, and now I recognized it. Jennifer. Jake’s best friend since college. Jennifer, who’d been at our housewarming party. Jennifer, who I’d had over for dinner just last month.
“Soon, babe, we won’t have to.” Jake’s voice was tender, intimate in a way that made bile rise in my throat.
I reached our bedroom door. It was slightly ajar, just enough that I could see movement inside. My hand moved on autopilot, pushing the door open all the way.
Jake and Jennifer sprang apart like teenagers caught by their parents. They’d been kissing—no, more than kissing. Jennifer’s shirt was half-unbuttoned, Jake’s hair was messed up in that way it got when someone ran their fingers through it, and they both had that guilty, deer-in-headlights look that would have been comical if it wasn’t destroying my entire world.
I cleared my throat, surprised at how steady the sound came out.
“Babe!” Jake’s face went white, then red. “It’s not what you think—”
“Not what I think! I heard everything, you cheating jerk.” My voice was ice. I didn’t even recognize it as my own.
Jennifer didn’t even have the decency to look ashamed. She actually scoffed, rolling her eyes as she started buttoning her shirt. Like I was the one being unreasonable. Like I was interrupting something.
“Get the fuck out of my apartment.” I looked directly at Jennifer, my hands clenched into fists at my sides.
“Babe, don’t do this.” Jake moved toward me, his hands outstretched like he was approaching a wild animal.
Jennifer grabbed his arm, her perfectly manicured nails digging into his bicep. “Let's go, babe,” she said, her voice possessive. “Just come with me now.”
Jake shook off her hand, and for a split second, I saw confusion flash across Jennifer’s face. “Jen, you need to leave.”
“What?” Jennifer’s voice went shrill. “You told me you loved me! You said—”
“Jennifer, leave. Now.” Jake’s voice was firm, but he wasn’t looking at her. He was looking at me, his blue eyes pleading.
I stared at both of them, these two people I’d trusted, these two people who’d been in my life, in my home, lying to my face for God knows how long. “You’re both unbelievable. Get the fuck out before I call the cops.”
Jennifer scoffed then stormed past me, her shoulder deliberately bumping mine as she went. I heard the front door slam a moment later.
But Jake didn’t leave. He moved closer, his hands reaching for me. “Please, babe. I love you. It was just a few times. Obviously mistakes. I don’t know what I was thinking—”
“Don’t touch me.” I stepped back, but he kept coming.
“We can work through this. I’ll do anything. Therapy, whatever you want. Just please—”
He tried to kiss me. Actually, tried to kiss me, like that would fix anything. As if I would just melt into his arms and forgive him.
My hand moved before I could think about it. The slap echoed through the bedroom, sharp and satisfying. Jake’s head snapped to the side, his hand flying up to his reddening cheek.
“You are such a cliché,” I said, my voice shaking now with rage. “Cheating on me with your best friend. In our bed. In the bed we picked out together, that we’ve been sleeping in for three months.” I moved toward him, and for the first time, he looked actually afraid. “Now get the fuck out before I grab my gun and shoot your dick off.”
I didn’t own a gun, but he didn’t know that.
That got him moving. He grabbed his blazer from the dining room chair, stumbled over his own feet in his haste to get to the door, and was gone. I heard his footsteps pounding down the hallway, heard the elevator ding.
And then silence.
The apartment was completely silent except for the sound of my own breathing, harsh and ragged in the stillness.
I walked slowly to the living room, my legs feeling like they might give out at any moment. The champagne bottle was still sitting on the counter where I’d left it, the gold foil gleaming mockingly in the late afternoon light streaming through the windows. I grabbed the red wine instead—I wasn’t in a celebratory mood anymore—and collapsed onto our gray sectional couch, the one we’d spent three weekends shopping for because Jake had insisted we find the perfect one.
I opened the wine without bothering to let it breathe, without bothering with a glass. I took a long drink straight from the bottle, and that’s when the tears came.
They came in huge, gasping sobs that shook my whole body. I cried for the relationship I’d thought I had. I cried for the future I’d imagined—the engagement I’d been expecting, the wedding I’d already started planning in my head, the life we were supposed to build together. I cried for the promotion I’d been so excited about just an hour ago, the joy of which was now completely tainted. I cried because I’d been so stupid, so blind, so trusting.
How long had it been going on? Weeks? Months? Had they been laughing at me this whole time? Had they been sneaking around behind my back while I was at work, planning other people's happy moments while my own relationship was a lie?
I thought about every time Jennifer had been over. Every time Jake had gone to “help her move furniture” or “fix her computer” or any of the dozens of excuses I’d accepted without question because why wouldn’t I? She was his best friend. I’d trusted her too.
My phone was in my hand before I consciously decided to call anyone. I scrolled through my contacts with blurry eyes until I found the name I needed.
Brittney answered on the second ring. “Hey, babe! How was your—Ava? What’s wrong?”
And just hearing her voice, my best friend’s voice, made me start crying all over again.
“He—” I couldn’t get the words out. “Jake—he was—”
“Slow down, honey. Take a breath. What happened?”
I took a shuddering breath and told her everything. The promotion. Coming home early. The voices. Walking in on Jake and Jennifer. The confrontation. All of it came pouring out in a jumbled, tear-soaked mess.
“That absolute piece of shit,” Brittney said when I finally finished. Her voice was pure fury. “And Jennifer? Are you fucking kidding me? I never liked her. I told you there was something off about her.”
“You did,” I said miserably. “You were right.”
“Hang tight, okay? I’m coming over right now. Don’t move. Don’t do anything. Just stay there and I’ll be there in twenty minutes. Fifteen if I hit the lights right.”
“Okay,” I whispered.
“And Ava? I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve this. None of this is your fault.”
But as I sat there on the couch, still clutching the wine bottle, staring at the apartment that was supposed to represent our future together, I couldn’t help but wonder what I’d missed. What signs I’d ignored. How I could have been so completely, devastatingly wrong about everything.
The champagne bottle still sat on the counter, unopened. My promotion, the thing I’d been so excited about just hours ago, felt hollow now. What was the point of having everything you’d ever wanted if the person you wanted to share it with had been lying to you all along?
I took another drink of wine and waited for Brittney, trying not to think about the fact that Jake had probably cheated on me in that bed. Our bed. The bed I’d have to sleep in tonight, alone, in an apartment that suddenly felt too big and too empty and too full of memories I wanted to erase.
This morning, I’d had everything.
Now, I had a promotion I couldn’t celebrate, a broken heart, and a two-bedroom apartment I could barely afford on my own.
Perfect life, my ass.