Chapter 1. LOVE
People often ask,if we believe in love at first sight.Is it possible to realize at the very first sight ,that you found your person,your lost other half, who you got separated from at birth. At birth,our souls divide into two and we spend all our lives searching for the other half, to finally become one and fill the emptiness in our souls.I think it is a destiny to find our lost part.However,fate if not kind to everyone.Not everyone is lucky enough to find the lost other part and sometimes they connect their life to someone elses lost part.How painfull it can be,when you can not find your person and you possess someone who does not belong to you and you do not belong to him either.It fills your emptiness with darkness and you feel so unhappy.You are sad that you could not find your soulmate and he could not find you either. Can you imagine,human nature is so selfish that we even get angry with them,how could they not find you,and you can not even realize that you did not do anything to find him.
This story does not only belong to you and your other half. Four more souls are suffering because of you.The one you are living with unhappy,and the one he had to live happily.Maybe,your person also connected his life to the wrong one and just like that,two more souls suffer with the darkness that filled your empty space.
I wonder,if we realize when we live with the wrong person. I think that yes,we do.Maybe not at the beginning,but at some chapter of our life,we do. Maybe,even from the beginning, we just ignore it,because we are tired of being alone and just want to lean on somebody. At that moment, it’s a real relief. You are even happy.However,it makes a rainbow bridge between you and your other half so heavy. You feel such a weight on your shoulders that you think the earth is swallowing you.Your soul gets so heavy,like you are standing in front of the gates of a hell,that is opening for you.
I wish people were more patient. Searching for the second ending of rainbow even if we need whole life to find it.Maybe,we never even find it,but let’s not steal someone elses part of the soul.It is a great sin, not worth carrying on your shoulders. It is a strongest feeling,that you can even feel it before you meet him.Sometime,people are sad without any reasons.Everything is good,you do not have any problems,but still you feel terrible from the inside and you can not explain that feeling. Maybe,your other half is in pain at that moment,maybe you feel what he feels.You are connected with the unseen love,it is impossible not to feel each others feelings.
Do you know what the biggest tragedy is? When one of the two parts of a soul dies.Dies before he meets his other half.They only had one life and they lived it without meeting each other.
The one who’s alive becomes a widow,who has never once touched the lips of her other half. She had never seen herself in his eyes, nor the spark that the sight of her would ignite in the eyes of her other half.Imagine heaven and earth as two parts of one soul. They strive towards each other, they always look at each other, but they never become one, however their existence is so long.It is a tragic to live that long and not be able to be with the love of you life.Perhaps,the rainbow bridge is so much havier for them. The only bridge connecting souls, which we can see almost after every rain. For humans, it is a beautiful sight. For heaven and earth, it is another futile attempt to meet.
