Am I don't deserve love?

After the class i went to this home I entered the house my mom standing on the kitchen she make something mom wht you make ohh you home lusia it's nothing just your big sis favourite sweet corn ohh... Today something special or occasion no honey my mom said ok you make I go to my room

But dinner time I call you ok

I go my rom room and lay down on th bed ohhh god its such a booring day.... suddenly one notification show in the screen ohhh my god my favourite mahwa last chapter apdate.oh my i am so happy. And suddenly my mom call me for the dinner i go down stairs ad see my father also there I dont like him because he is my stepfather and I fucking hate him. Because he drink and fight with my mom. Obviously who love him but my mom blind in love she thinks he love her but I know he.never my sis sit beside me she is very beautiful ohh gosh why she is so pretty.my father means stepfather as always he drunk today and I hate this .my sis not love him or not even hate him she mind her business but I am not like her i hat him because of him my father's died.lusia what you think my mom said ...uhhh its nothing mom but I don't want to eat dinner mom...why earlier you said you are hungry and now you Said you do want to eat dinner .ahh how can I eat if this mam infront of me nothing mom my “I’m not hungry anymore.”mom you can eat i am going to my room mom . why honey you father is home ....dont mom every Said mom he is not my father you know every we'll mom my father already die honey listen....no mom whenever this mam infront of me i want to kill him I hate him..... suddenly my mo slapped me....i know mom you slap me because of him I hate you to mom no anybody loves mein this home I hate you.i hurry up to my rom room and shut the door my sis come behind me she said infront of my bedroom but she not come inside because she knows i want some time . Why? Why dad are you gone you know only love me then why ? Sometimes I want desipare from this world and never return....never ever i hate everyone.i went to the roof am always go whenever i feel sad or hurt and today i sad .i lay down sand see the sky where only Star every where the sky is very beautiful.

The sky is very beautiful in the dark

But sky have star,star always with the sky

Because star love with the sky..... And never leave the sky ...

I close my eyes and make one wish....

After some times I back to my room and open my phone first I check my friend Jessica msz but nothing...huu

Then I open my manhwa app where is my favourite manhwa every night read this the name is ' cry of the hollow soul , i love it because this story base on a Gardner daughter and and duke romentic nah ....but every story have their own plot..

I am very sad because its final chapter of this story.....ohh and finally I read all chapters...ahhh I am very emotional 😭

I set my phone beside my table and i am ready for the bed....i sleep

And when I open my eyes i thought mom call me but no ....i stend on my bed and say to my mom only five more min mom

And suddenly a very sacred voice i heard who mom stand up juliet....wait juliet who I am .....am i lusia ...i sad to lady who are you miss and who I am the lady sad i am head maid you know juliet ...i stand up and see mirror wh....wh... wait i...its not my face then who is she....ahhhhhhhhhhh......