CHAPTER ONE
THE KILL CHAIN
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Book One of The Kill Chain Series
A Novel
by Zachary F. Guest
ACT I: THE TAKING
The Last Good Morning
The eggs were wrong.
Daniel Killian stood at the stove in the kitchen of a house he’d bought twelve years ago with money from a career that no longer existed and stared at two eggs that had broken in the pan at the same time, their yolks merging into a single yellow eye that looked back at him from the cast iron with the blank indifference of something that didn’t know it was about to be eaten. He’d meant to make them over easy. Sora liked over easy. Kenji didn’t care, Kenji ate whatever was put in front of him with the mechanical efficiency of a boy who’d been training since he could walk, but Sora had preferences, Sora had opinions about egg preparation, and the one thing Daniel could still control on a Tuesday morning in Pegram, Tennessee, in the fourteenth month of a silence that had swallowed his wife, was whether his twelve-year-old’s eggs were cooked the way he liked them.
He cracked two more. Separated them into the pan with the practiced motion of a man who made breakfast every morning because routine was the architecture of sanity and he was an architect by trade, or had been, before the trade changed and the architecture with it.
Through the kitchen window, the Tennessee hardwoods stood in their early green, the kind of green that only lasted two weeks in April before deepening into the heavy emerald of summer. Beyond the tree line, the Harpeth River was audible if you stood still long enough. Daniel had stood still enough, many times, listening to a sound that predated everything---the regime, the checkpoints, the drones that passed overhead along the river corridor at irregular intervals like mechanical herons following a current only they could see. The river didn’t care about any of it. The river had been carving limestone for ten thousand years and would be carving it long after the men in black SUVs and their enforcement badges were sediment.
Six acres. That’s what he owned. Six acres of wooded Tennessee hillside in Cheatham County, twenty-five miles west of a city that used to call itself Music City and now called itself Regional Command Center Seven, though nobody who lived here used that name, not even the ones who’d voted for the people who’d renamed it. The property sat at the end of a gravel drive off a road that connected to Highway 70, which ran east through Kingston Springs and into the Nashville basin. His nearest neighbor’s house---a quarter mile down through the trees---had been seized eight months ago. The windows were boarded. The family, the Okafor family, three kids and a grandmother who made banana bread that she’d bring over in a foil pan whenever Daniel’s boys had a tournament, had been loaded into a van on a Wednesday afternoon. Daniel had watched from his workshop. He hadn’t done anything. There was nothing to do. That was what the regime had perfected: the manufacture of nothing-to-do, the industrialization of helplessness, the sense that the machine was too large and you were too small and the best you could hope for was that it didn’t notice you.
Daniel had spent a long time not being noticed.
A rhythmic creaking came from the doorway between the kitchen and the living room. Kenji, fifteen, was doing pull-ups on a bar he’d mounted there himself with lag bolts and a level he’d borrowed from the workshop. Up, hold, down. Up, hold, down. His breathing was controlled, almost silent, the product of ten years of training at a gym in Bellevue run by an aging Korean instructor named Mr. Park who had never once called any student by their first name and who drilled breathing technique with the same intensity other coaches drilled combinations. Kenji’s hands were chalked. His forearms corded. He moved through the repetitions with the unhurried precision of someone who understood that discipline was not a performance but a practice, and that the practice did not stop because the world outside the doorframe had gone insane.
At the kitchen table, Sora, twelve, was reading a graphic novel---volume fourteen of something involving mechs and a girl with a sword---while eating cereal with his left hand in a manner that distributed roughly equal quantities of milk onto the page and into his mouth. His feet didn’t touch the floor. He’d inherited his mother’s frame, narrow and precise, and his mother’s eyes, and his mother’s habit of disappearing so completely into a story that the physical world became optional. Daniel watched him turn a page with milk-damp fingers and felt the thing he felt every morning, the thing that sat beneath his sternum like a stone that was also somehow warm: the simultaneous awareness that these boys were everything he had and that everything he had could be taken in ninety seconds on a two-lane road.
The television was on. It was always on because Sora turned it on when he woke up, the way children did before the regime and would apparently continue to do after it, some habits being more durable than democracy. The screen showed Troy Mercer’s face, handsome in the professionally lit, surgically enhanced way that all regime media figures were handsome, a handsomeness that had been optimized for trustworthiness the way a login page is optimized for conversion. Mercer was hosting the morning segment of Strong Families, Strong Nation, the regime’s flagship broadcast, which aired from the studio complex they’d built on what used to be the Ryman Auditorium’s parking lot. Today’s topic was the Family Purity and National Identity Act’s second anniversary. There would be cake.
Daniel picked up the remote and changed the channel to a nature documentary about octopi. Sora didn’t look up. Kenji, between pull-ups, glanced at the screen, then at his father, then back at the bar. The glance contained a full sentence: I know why you changed it, and I know you know I know.
“Breakfast,” Daniel said.
Kenji dropped from the bar, wiped his hands on his shorts, and sat at the table across from his brother. Daniel set plates in front of them. Two eggs over easy for Sora. Two scrambled for Kenji. Toast. Orange juice from a jug that cost eleven dollars now because the Florida supply chain had been “restructured” under the Agricultural Sovereignty Initiative, which meant that someone in a boardroom had found a way to monetize citrus as a loyalty commodity. Daniel poured himself coffee and stood against the counter.
On the counter, next to the coffee maker, was a photograph in a simple wooden frame. Yuki. His wife. She was laughing in the photo, caught mid-turn by a camera she hadn’t known was pointed at her, her hair lifting off her shoulder, her eyes squinted nearly shut with the force of whatever had been funny. It had been taken at Percy Warner Park three years ago. Kenji had taken it. It was the last photograph anyone had taken of her.
Nobody mentioned the photo. The absence of mention was its own ritual, as practiced and precise as Kenji’s pull-ups. The photo existed. Yuki existed. The silence around both was structural, load-bearing, and Daniel understood with the clarity of a man who thought in systems that if he removed that silence---if he said her name at breakfast, if he told the boys what he checked every night on his phone, the locked message thread that had gone fourteen months without a response---the structure would crack, and what would pour through the crack was something none of them could afford. Not yet. Not while they were still inside the machine.
• • •
The drive to Bellevue took twenty-five minutes on Highway 70 if the checkpoint at Kingston Springs was moving.
Daniel loaded the boys into a 2019 Toyota Tacoma that he’d maintained himself because he maintained everything himself, because self-sufficiency was not a lifestyle in Pegram but a survival strategy, and because the nearest mechanic who hadn’t been conscripted into the regime’s vehicle maintenance corps was forty minutes away. The truck started clean. He backed down the gravel drive, past the workshop---a detached building fifty yards from the house, its door secured with a Medeco padlock, its windows covered with plywood from the inside---and turned east onto the road.
The workshop. He didn’t look at it as they passed, but he was aware of it the way you’re aware of a loaded gun in a house with children: constantly, peripherally, with the knowledge that the object’s purpose could change depending on who held it and why. Inside that building, arranged on steel shelving and workbenches he’d built himself, was the infrastructure of his former career: server racks, networking switches, monitoring displays, antenna components, a soldering station, boxes of cables and connectors, an RFID reader he’d kept from a pentest engagement in 2021, reference manuals, printed vulnerability databases. The tools of a penetration tester. Fifteen years of learning how systems break, cataloged and organized in a building that smelled like solder flux and coffee and the particular ozone scent of electronics running in an enclosed space.
None of it had been powered on in months. The workshop was an archive. A museum of a career that the regime had rendered obsolete when it nationalized the tech sector and absorbed the managed services providers into the state’s digital infrastructure. Daniel’s old employer, a mid-sized MSP out of Nashville, had been dissolved. His clearances revoked. His certifications meaningless. He was, on paper, a retired IT consultant living on savings and the diminishing returns of a property tax payment plan that the county hadn’t yet found a reason to revoke.
On paper. Everything important in Daniel’s life existed in the space between what paper said and what was true.
Highway 70 ran east through the Harpeth River valley, the road rising and falling with the terrain in a rhythm that Daniel’s body knew without thinking. Sora had his graphic novel open in the back seat. Kenji sat in the passenger seat, watching the road with the alertness that was simply how he existed in the world, a fifteen-year-old who scanned sight lines the way other teenagers scrolled their phones.
The Kingston Springs checkpoint appeared around a bend---four concrete barriers narrowing two lanes to one, a prefabricated guard booth with the regime’s eagle-and-shield insignia, and two men in tactical vests carrying sidearms and handheld ID scanners. A drone sat on a charging pad behind the booth, its rotors still.
Daniel slowed. Rolled down his window. Handed over his ID card without being asked. The routine was the routine. You presented identification, you looked straight ahead, you did not make conversation, you did not ask questions, and you absolutely did not say anything about the fact that six months ago this had been an unobstructed stretch of Tennessee highway where the biggest hazard was a deer at dusk.
The guard---young, bored, a patchy beard that suggested he’d been told to grow one by someone who thought it looked authoritative---scanned the card. The scanner beeped green. The guard handed it back without making eye contact.
“Go ahead.”
Daniel drove through. In the passenger seat, Kenji stared at the guard as they passed. His jaw was set. His hands were flat on his thighs. Daniel recognized the posture because it was his own posture---the stillness of a person cataloging information he didn’t yet have a use for.
In the back seat, Sora looked at the floor.
• • •
The gym was on a side street in Bellevue, in a strip mall between a shuttered Subway franchise and a vape shop that might or might not have been a front for something. The sign read PARK’S MARTIAL ARTS in faded letters on a board that Mr. Park had never bothered to update because Mr. Park did not believe in marketing, he believed in training, and if your training was good enough people would find you and if it wasn’t no sign would help.
Mr. Park was sixty-eight years old. He had been teaching martial arts in Nashville for thirty-one years, first from a rented room in a community center, then from this strip mall space he’d leased in 2004 with money he’d saved from a decade of seven-day weeks. He taught jiu-jitsu, muay thai, and wrestling. He did not teach self-defense. Self-defense was for people who wanted to feel safe. Mr. Park taught fighting, which was for people who wanted to be capable, and the distinction was not semantic.
Daniel walked the boys to the door. Kenji and Sora bowed before entering, a habit so ingrained it was autonomic. Through the glass, Daniel could see the mats, the heavy bags, the mirrored wall, and Mr. Park standing in the center of the room with his arms folded, watching his students arrive with the expression of a man who had seen ten thousand first days and was not yet impressed.
Kenji moved onto the mat with the fluid economy of someone who belonged there. Sora followed a half-step behind, smaller, lighter, but with a looseness in his hips and shoulders that Mr. Park had once described to Daniel as “water.” “Your older son is fire,” Mr. Park had said. “Your younger son is water. Fire is impressive. Water wins.”
Daniel stood outside the glass for a moment, watching them warm up. Kenji shadowboxed with mechanical precision. Sora stretched in a way that managed to be both diligent and performative, sneaking looks at an older girl across the mat. Daniel felt the stone beneath his sternum shift. They were good boys. They were strong boys. They were boys who had been shaped by a father who understood systems and a mother who understood people and the combination had produced two kids who could read a room and survive inside it. That was the best Daniel could give them. Not safety---safety was a fiction now---but capability. The ability to adapt, assess, and endure.
He went back to the truck.
• • •
He sat in the parking lot with the engine off and the windows down. The Bellevue air smelled like asphalt and fast food grease and the faint chemical sweetness of the vape shop’s open door. A normal American smell. The kind of smell that hadn’t changed even as everything around it had.
He took out his phone.
The message thread was still there. It was always still there. Yuki’s name at the top, with a photograph too small to see clearly but large enough to recognize the shape of her face. The last message was his, sent fourteen months and nine days ago:
Please let me know you’re okay.
Below it: nothing. The white space of a conversation that had ended without ending. No read receipt. No typing indicator. No delivered confirmation. Just the message, sitting in digital silence, addressed to a woman who had been removed from his house, from his country, from every system that might have told him whether she was alive, by men with badges who had cited the Racial Purity and Family Integrity Provision of the Family Purity and National Identity Act, a piece of legislation whose name was so long and so deliberately bureaucratic that by the time you finished reading it the thing it described---the deportation of his wife from the country where she’d been born---had been sanitized into procedure.
Yuki Tanaka. Born in Sacramento. Raised in Sacramento. Nursing degree from Sacramento State. ER nurse at Vanderbilt University Medical Center when Daniel met her, working a twelve-hour shift while he ran cable in the server room one floor below. She’d been American by every definition that had ever mattered, until the regime decided that some definitions mattered more than others and that the shape of her eyes and the origin of her surname were sufficient grounds for reclassification.
Daniel looked at the message. He did this every day. He sat in parking lots, in the truck, on the front porch, in the workshop, and he looked at this screen the way some men look at photographs of the dead---not because they expect the dead to look back, but because the act of looking is the last thread of a thing that used to be real, and letting go of the thread is letting go of the thing, and he could not let go of the thing.
He put the phone down. Placed it face-down on the passenger seat. Looked through the windshield at the strip mall, at the closed Subway, at the vape shop, at the gym where his sons were learning how to fight in a country that had already decided they were less than whole because their mother’s blood was the wrong kind.
He sat there for forty-five minutes. He did not turn the radio on. He did not check email. He sat and he waited, because that was what Daniel Killian did: he waited, and he watched, and he kept the architecture of his life standing through the pure structural discipline of showing up, every morning, to make eggs that were cooked right and to drive his boys to a gym and to sit in a parking lot checking a phone that never rang.
That was the design. That was the system. It held because he held it.
• • •
The drive home took a detour through Pegram’s only remaining commercial zone: a post office, a hardware store that had been there since the 1960s, and Ray’s Market, the last operating grocery in a town of two thousand people. The Kroger in Kingston Springs had closed. The Walmart in Dickson required passing through two checkpoints. Ray’s was what remained.
Daniel parked and went in while the boys stayed in the truck, Kenji scrolling through a cached martial arts forum on a tablet that hadn’t connected to the internet in months, Sora still reading. The store was half-stocked. The produce section was a suggestion. Milk was eight dollars. The orange juice was eleven. Ray Pickett, who had owned the store since 2003 and who looked like he’d aged a decade in the last two years, nodded at Daniel from behind the register.
“Morning, Dan.”
“Morning, Ray.”
That was the extent of their conversation, as it was every Tuesday and Friday. In Pegram, in the regime’s Tennessee, you did not linger in conversations with neighbors because conversations could be overheard and overheard conversations could be reported and reported conversations could bring the kind of attention that arrived in black SUVs on two-lane roads. You nodded. You paid. You went home.
Daniel loaded the groceries into the truck. He drove west. He passed the checkpoint at Kingston Springs again---scanned, beeped, waved through, Kenji staring, Sora looking at the floor. He turned onto the gravel drive. He passed the workshop. He parked.
The boys went inside. Sora resumed his position at the kitchen table as though he’d never left it. Kenji went to the pull-up bar. Daniel put the groceries away. Milk in the fridge. Bread on the counter. Orange juice next to the coffee maker, next to the photograph of a woman who was laughing and who was gone.
He stood at the window. The hardwoods. The sound of the river. A drone passed overhead, following the Harpeth corridor south, its hum so routine now that Sora didn’t look up and Kenji didn’t flinch and Daniel registered it only as data---altitude, heading, speed, type---the involuntary inventory of a man who had been trained to assess systems and who could not stop assessing them even when the system was the sky above his house.
Everything was normal. The eggs had been cooked. The boys had trained. The groceries were bought. The checkpoint was passed. The phone was checked. The wife was absent. The neighbor’s house was dark. The drone was overhead. The workshop was locked.
Everything was normal, and everything was fragile, and Daniel Killian stood at his kitchen window on six acres in Pegram, Tennessee, on the last Tuesday morning when standing at a kitchen window would be something he could do, and he did not know it was the last one, because that is how last things work: they don’t announce themselves. They just end. And then you spend the rest of your life trying to remember what the eggs looked like, and whether your son’s feet touched the floor, and what the river sounded like when you still had a home to hear it from.
Outside, the Harpeth ran on. The trees held. The silence was the silence of a place that had not yet been broken.
Not yet.
