The Beginning
Welcome to the beginning of the Milear series. This is where it all starts. The Abyss, pain, choice. Welcome to a world where even light leaves scars.
The ancient trail shimmered beneath his boots, a faint, rhythmic pulse bleeding through the cracks in the white stone. To any other elf, the groan of the oaks and the frantic hum of cicadas was the “Living Book of the Forest”—an eternal song of balance. To Laest Milear, it was merely noise. A veil of sound behind which he had learned to track a threat.
The forest broke away without warning. The Academy grew from the earth, a jagged extension of the woods. Sharp spires of ivory-polished stone pierced the sky, and vaulted bridges wove between the towers like frozen lace. But for Laest, these walls were the only world he had ever known.
Beyond the Academy lay a void. No mother’s voice, no scent of a childhood home. Only the cold bronze toll of the dawn bell and the sterile, weighing gaze of the mentors.
Laest Milear sat on a stone bench in a courtyard drowned in blooms. Other students drifted past—flawless, cast from the same mold: silver-gold hair, translucent skin, and the quiet confidence of those who truly belonged.
Against them, he was a burn on a pristine canvas.
His hair didn’t shimmer; it was black—raven-dark and heavy—swallowing the light rather than reflecting it. His green eyes, far too vivid for a wood elf, didn’t look at the world with peace, but with the tension of a drawn bowstring. A rare specimen. A “stranger’s rarity.”
Elves don’t strike the face. They cut with etiquette.
“Your hair... it absorbs the light so strangely,” his peers would remark with polite curiosity.
“You look exotic, Laest,” others would add, and the word always carried the sharp tang of an insult.
To survive, he became the best. His armor was lighter, his strikes more precise, his calculations colder. Solitude became his plating, until Junai arrived in that sterile world.
She was alive. She was the only one who truly laughed, rather than stretching her lips into the prescribed half-smile of their kind. Laest wasn’t in love—he was obsessed with the truth she embodied. Near her, his “otherness” stopped feeling like a brand.
A group entered the courtyard. Five students, led by Varlas—the heir of an ancient line whose beauty was as flawless as his arrogance. Junai was with them, her voice scattering through the stale air like a handful of bells.
They spoke of nothing, honoring every syllable of the Elven Code. But Varlas stopped, his gaze snagging on Laest. In his pale eyes, something flickered that hadn’t been taught in any textbook on manners.
“Is our ‘exotic’ blade-master hiding in the shadows again?” Varlas’s voice was soft, like silk hiding a garrote. “Come closer, Laest. We were just discussing the Final Trial. They say the mentors have prepared something where your... special blood might be useful. Or fatal.”
Junai went silent, and in that stillness, Laest heard the forest’s song turn into a death rattle.
The challenge ignited out of the silence, refined and lethal as a thin blade. Varlas’s circle closed in. In their polite smiles, he saw the hunger—the wait for the “outsider” to finally trip.
“To fear is to doubt oneself,” Laest said, his voice a flat line even as his chest tightened.
He caught Junai’s eye. There was no admiration there—only a cold, hollow skepticism. It cut deeper than any slur Varlas could conjure. In that breath, Laest ceased to be the Academy’s star pupil; he was once again the boy with the black hair who had to justify his right to breathe.
“I will claim the Shiatall,” the words tore from his throat before he could think.
The courtyard turned to ice. Kireth stayed silent too long. Even Varlas lost his mask of superiority for a heartbeat. The Shiatall—the flower of the Drow. The core of the “Potion of Last Resort,” a draught that offers salvation at the cost of eternal sleep. To seek it in the territory of the Dark Ones was to sign a death warrant.
Laest offered a restrained, perfectly Elven smile. There was no turning back. Youth doesn’t make choices right—it only makes them irreversible.
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