I thought of you again today
I thought of you again today
while I was unloading the dishes,
I wondered what kind words you’d say
if only I’d give you permission.
I think of you from time to time
when life gets me down,
I wonder how you’re doing
and if you wish I was around.
Unfortunately, I knew then what I know now
–that I’d have made you drown.
Sometimes I wonder what life would have been like for me
if I wasn’t so broken
and had kept around more than a letter,
more than just a token
of the love you had for me once before.
Or am I misremembering, is this merely lore?