Prologue: The Weight of a Text
The bedroom was quiet, save for the occasional rustle of the curtains as the warm Florida breeze drifted through the half-open window. The golden hue of the late afternoon sun painted the walls of Juvy Claveria’s room in soft amber, but she barely noticed any of it. She sat on the floor beside her bed, her back resting against the mattress, knees drawn close to her chest, eyes fixed on the glowing screen of her phone.
“You know you’re not even my girlfriend so please stop acting like one!”
She read it again. And again. And again.
As if reading it enough times would somehow change the words. As if the tenth reading would suddenly make them softer, kinder, more bearable. But no matter how many times her dark brown eyes swept across that sentence, it hit her the same way it did the very first time — like a door slammed shut in her face, cold and final.
She had been blocked. On every platform. Every single one.
Juvy lowered the phone to her lap and let her head fall back against the edge of her bed. The ceiling blurred as her eyes welled up with tears she was growing tired of crying. And yet, they came anyway. They always did. Because no matter how many times she told herself she was being foolish, her heart refused to listen.
It always brought her back to the beginning.
She was sixteen when she first met Samuel at Sunville University’s Senior High School department. Grade 11, first semester, second week of classes. Juvy had been perfectly content in her own little world — her books, her small circle of friends, and the quiet hum of a life lived without much drama. She was not the kind of girl that boys wrote notes for or waited outside classrooms for. She was the girl they borrowed notes from. The friend. The dependable classmate. The invisible one.
So when Samuel — tall, effortlessly charming, with a smile that seemed borrowed from a television commercial — actually approached her and said he wanted to be friends, she was stunned. Boys like Samuel did not seek out girls like Juvy. But he did. And she, with her bubbly and open heart, welcomed the friendship without a second thought.
In the beginning, it was just a crush. A small, fluttering thing she kept tucked away neatly, like a bookmark inside her favorite novel. She did not plan to fall in love with him. But friendship has a dangerous way of softening all your carefully built walls, and before Juvy even realized what was happening, Samuel had walked right through hers.
He noticed, of course. Samuel had always been perceptive that way — or perhaps he had simply been watching for it.
One afternoon, after a study session in the library, he turned to her with that easy smile and asked, “Hey, do you like me? Like, more than a friend?”
Juvy’s heart nearly stopped. Her face burned. And because she was Juvy — honest, straightforward, incapable of lying to the people she cared about — she said yes.
Samuel leaned back in his chair, nodded slowly, and then said the words that would set the course of the next two years of her life.
“I don’t feel the same way right now,” he told her gently. “But who knows? Maybe one day my feelings will change. Let’s just wait and see.”
It was not a yes. But it was not a no either. And to a sixteen-year-old girl who had never had a boy look at her the way Samuel sometimes did, that small sliver of possibility felt like the whole world.
And so she waited.
She waited, and she helped. Because that was what Samuel needed — help. His academics were a constant struggle, and Juvy, sharp and diligent as she was, became his lifeline. She proofread his essays, organized his requirements, summarized his readings, and made sure he never missed a deadline. She was, in every sense of the word, his personal assistant — though neither of them ever called it that out loud. In her heart, she told herself it was love. That this was what you did for someone you cared about.
Samuel, for his part, always knew exactly when she was starting to waver. On the days when the exhaustion crept into her eyes, or when the silence between them stretched a little too long, he would close the distance between them and press his lips gently against hers. Brief. Tender. Just enough.
And just like that, every doubt she had ever entertained would dissolve.
She knew, somewhere in the rational corners of her mind, that something was not right. Thea had told her more than once. Her friends had exchanged glances she pretended not to see. The red flags were there — bright and unmistakable — but Juvy had chosen, deliberately and desperately, to look away from every single one of them. Because the alternative, accepting that she had been a fool, was a pain she was not ready to face.
When they were eighteen, Samuel transferred to a different university. He told her it was for better opportunities, and she believed him. What changed was that he no longer made any effort to see her in person. Everything became digital — emails, messages, the occasional call. She still sent him his documents, still helped him with his requirements, still held on to the quiet hope that distance was just a temporary obstacle.
Juvy, meanwhile, stayed at Sunville University and enrolled in the Bachelor of Science in Hospitality Management program. She poured herself into her studies, into her work, into the life she was carefully building for herself. She told herself that Samuel would come around. That patience was a virtue. That love, real love, was worth the wait.
She was nineteen and already deep in her second year of college when Thea found her in the kitchen one Sunday morning, phone in hand, expression unreadable.
“Ate,” Thea said quietly, sliding the phone across the counter. “I think you need to see this.”
It was a photograph. Samuel, grinning that television-commercial grin, his arm wrapped around a woman who was undeniably beautiful — polished and radiant in the effortless way of someone who had never had to try very hard at anything. A classmate, Thea explained. An heiress. His girlfriend, according to the caption beneath the post.
His official girlfriend.
Juvy stared at the photo for a long time without saying a word. Then she picked up her phone and sent Samuel a single message: Is this true?
His response came hours later — not an explanation, not an apology, not even the decency of a phone call.
Just: “You know you’re not even my girlfriend so please stop acting like one!”
And then, silence. Complete and total silence, sealed by a block on every platform she could think of.
Back in her room, the sun had dipped lower, and the amber light had deepened into something closer to gold. Juvy wiped her face with the back of her hand and stared at the ceiling, her chest rising and falling in slow, unsteady breaths.
She heard footsteps. Then a soft knock.
The door opened gently, and her family filed in one by one — her father Larry, her mother Agnes, and Thea, who sat beside her on the floor without being asked and leaned her head against her older sister’s shoulder. Her parents settled close, her father placing a warm, steady hand over hers.
“He was never worthy of you, anak,” her father said, his voice low and certain. “Not for a single day.”
Her mother nodded, eyes soft with the kind of sadness that only a mother can carry on behalf of her child. “God sees everything, Juvy. And He has not forgotten about you. The man you deserve — he’s out there. And when the time is right, God will lead him straight to you.”
Thea said nothing. She simply held her sister’s hand and stayed.
That night, surrounded by the quiet love of her family, something small and stubborn began to stir inside Juvy Claveria’s chest. Not happiness — not yet. But something steadier than grief. Something that felt, cautiously, like the first step toward healing.
She was nineteen. She was heartbroken. But she was also, and had always been, stronger than she gave herself credit for.
She got back on her feet. Slowly, deliberately, one day at a time. She returned to her studies with a focus that left little room for anything else. She cooked at her father’s eatery on weekends, made deliveries, laughed with customers, and let the ordinary rhythms of her life stitch her back together.
Samuel had taken two years of her time, her effort, and her heart.
She decided, quietly but firmly, that he would not take a single day more.
Some arrows are shot by accident. And sometimes, the wrong arrow finds the wrong heart at the wrong time. But every misfired shot clears the path — slowly, painfully — for the one that was always meant to land true.










