Chapter 1 Let them lose you they had enough chance
I had to let him go. He was too comfortable watching me fall apart over the chaos he caused.
I kept trying to love him through his pain, not realizing that in the process, I was losing myself.
He was broken and it was never my job to fix him. I had to accept that healing doesn't mean holding on, it means knowing when to walk away.
I learned that how someone treats you reflects how they feel about themselves, but what you allow teaches them how to treat you. When you keep forgiving the same disrespect, they start to believe you'll never leave.
And that's how i finally accept that im not anyone's first choice.
