I am All of You

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Summary

I Am All of You is a near-future dystopian psychological thriller set in Nyra, a 38-million-person vertical mega-city built over the old Louisville–Cincinnati–Indianapolis region. Humanity lives under the NSPU (New Society of Peaceful Unification), a global system that uses infant-installed neural implants to condition thoughts and desires through reward/punishment feedback, creating a world where everyone feels free, happy, and stable—while losing true independent thought. The horror is subtle: no one realizes they’re controlled, and even suffering is emotionally “reset” or normalized. The protagonist, Emery Marlow, is a 19-year-old glitch whose implant partially failed, allowing deep independent reasoning. He alone perceives inconsistencies in a world that appears perfect but feels hollow. He is surrounded by people he loves—Liam (normalcy), Bell (comfort that avoids depth), Theo and Haven (innocence shaped by resets)—but cannot fully connect with them. The NSPU, ruled publicly by Arkwell, maintains peace through engineered emotional stability, while deeper control systems remain hidden even from elites. The story spans Emery’s daily life, relationships, and slow realization that truth, faith, and individuality have been systematically erased. Themes center on truth vs comfort, free will vs conditioning, and the unsettling idea of a world that solved suffering by removing the ability to truly question it under NSPU.

Genre
Scifi
Author
Wes_D
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
1
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
13+

Chapter 1

Part I:

Chapter 1

Emery woke before the house did.

Not in the dramatic way stories liked to pretend—no sudden gasp, no sitting bolt upright like something had called his name from the dark. It was quieter than that. A slow surfacing. Like his mind had been drifting just under the surface of sleep and simply… decided it was time to come up.

The ceiling above him was the same pale matte white it always was. No cracks. No stains. No shadows that didn’t belong there. The room didn’t try to be anything other than what it was: precise, clean, intentionally forgettable.

Somewhere in the house, a soft tone chimed once.

Not loud. Not urgent. Just present.

Emery blinked at the ceiling for a moment longer than necessary, as if checking whether the world had changed while he wasn’t looking. It hadn’t. It never really did in this part of the West Suburbs.

He swung his legs out of bed.

The floor responded with a faint warmth under his feet—subtle heating, already calibrated to the time of morning and his body’s usual wake cycle. Even that felt less like technology and more like habit. Like the house had learned him and stopped needing instructions.

His reflection waited for him in the mirror across the room.

Same as always.

Dark hair that never quite decided to lie flat. Eyes still slightly heavy with sleep, but already adjusting, already aligning. Nothing out of place. Nothing that would make someone pause.

Emery leaned closer anyway, like he expected something to be different if he looked long enough.

It wasn’t.

Behind him, the room remained silent. The kind of silence that wasn’t absence, just completeness.

He turned away and reached for the clothes laid out on the chair—folded, not perfectly, but close enough that it felt intentional rather than automated. A soft grey top. Dark trousers. Neutral tones that blended into the rest of the city without asking for attention.

Down the hallway, the house was beginning to wake in layers.

A soft movement of air vents adjusting. A faint hum as systems shifted from night cycle to day cycle. Light panels along the corridor brightened gradually, never flickering, never surprising the eye.

Emery passed his parents’ door.

Closed.

No sound came from inside yet, but somehow he knew they were already in that in-between state—the part where people were awake but not yet fully present. The West Suburbs specialized in that feeling. Gentle transitions. Smooth consciousness.

In the kitchen, the counter had already prepared itself.

Breakfast options waited in quiet rows beneath a glass cover—nothing dramatic, nothing nostalgic. Just food arranged with the kind of efficiency that didn’t invite thought. A bowl of something warm. A cup of something already at the right temperature. A small plate marked with his name, though nobody in the house ever actually spoke names aloud in the morning.

Emery sat down.

For a moment, he didn’t eat.

He just looked out through the wide window that stretched across the far wall.

Outside, the West Suburbs were already brightening in that soft, controlled way they always did—sunlight filtered through atmospheric regulation panels somewhere high above, giving everything a gentle clarity, like the world had been lightly polished overnight.

Row after row of identical-but-not-quite-identical homes stretched outward. Trees stood spaced with mathematical patience. Even the wind, when it moved, seemed to know where it was allowed to go.

Somewhere far beyond the horizon line, Nyra waited.

But from here, it was easy not to think about that.

Emery picked up his spoon.

And the house, satisfied that he was on schedule, continued its quiet work of becoming a day.

The food was warm in a way that felt engineered rather than cooked.

Not bad. Just… exact.

Emery ate slowly at first, more out of habit than hunger. The silence of the kitchen wasn’t uncomfortable, but it had a texture to it—like everything in the house was waiting for the next required sound to happen.

Behind him, footsteps softened into the room.

“Haven already up?” Emery said without turning.

A pause.

Then a small voice, still carrying sleep in its edges. “I’ve been up for like… seven minutes.”

Emery turned.

Haven stood in the doorway wearing an oversized sleep shirt that almost swallowed her. Her hair was pulled halfway back in a messy attempt at control, like she’d tried to make herself presentable and then given up halfway through negotiations with reality.

She moved into the kitchen and immediately went for the counter, scanning the prepared breakfast options with the kind of seriousness only a twelve-year-old could give something so routine.

“You always say ‘like it’s a big deal,’” she added, grabbing a bowl. “Seven minutes is basically forever in the morning.”

“It is when you’re still horizontal,” Emery said.

“I wasn’t horizontal. I was strategizing.”

“That sounds worse.”

Haven shot him a look over her shoulder, but there was no real heat in it. Just familiarity. The kind of sibling exchange that had been repeated enough times to lose sharpness.

From further down the hall, another set of footsteps approached—slower, more deliberate.

Emery’s mother entered first.

She didn’t announce herself. She never really needed to. There was a way she moved through rooms that made her presence feel already accounted for, like the house had been expecting her at that exact moment and simply adjusted to accommodate.

“Good morning,” Emery’s mother said.

It wasn’t a question. It never was.

“Morning,” Emery replied.

Haven added a quieter, “Morning.”

Emery’s father followed a second later, adjusting the cuff of his sleeve as he stepped in. Everything about him looked slightly sharpened by routine—shirt perfectly pressed, expression already halfway into the day’s responsibilities even before he had fully entered the room.

“Transit update came through early,” Emery’s father said, more to the air than to anyone in particular. “Level-three routes are running ahead of schedule today.”

“That’s rare,” Emery’s mother said.

“It’s becoming less rare,” Emery’s father replied, and there was something in the way he said it that suggested he approved of that direction without needing to say it directly.

Haven sat at the counter now, swinging her legs slightly as she ate. “Does that mean Nyra’s gonna be even quieter than usual?”

Emery glanced at her.

That question landed differently than the rest of the conversation. Not because it was strange—but because it wasn’t entirely automatic.

Emery’s mother poured a drink into a glass, watching the level fill with calm precision. “Nyra is always as quiet as it needs to be.”

“That’s not an answer,” Haven said.

“It’s the correct one,” Emery’s father added, without looking up.

Haven frowned into her bowl, as if trying to decide whether to accept that or challenge it further. In the end, she seemed to let it go—like most things she didn’t have enough patience to unravel in the morning.

Emery returned to his food.

But the conversation didn’t fully fade. It rarely did in this house. Everything that was said seemed to linger just long enough to shape the next thing.

Emery’s mother sat across from him finally, smoothing a hand over the edge of the table.

“You’re quiet this morning,” she said.

Emery shrugged slightly. “Just waking up.”

A pause.

Her eyes stayed on him a moment longer than necessary for a simple observation. Not suspicious. Not concerned. Just… measuring in a way that felt almost invisible unless you were the one being measured.

“You have your route today,” she said.

It wasn’t phrased as a reminder.

It was confirmation.

“Yeah,” Emery said. “Same as usual.”

“Good,” Emery’s father said from the counter. “Consistency is important. Especially this term.”

Haven made a soft sound that might’ve been agreement or boredom. She slid her bowl closer, studying it like she was already mentally elsewhere.

Emery’s mother stood again, brushing an invisible crease from her sleeve. “We’ll be out around the same time as you,” she said. “Don’t linger at the interchange.”

“I don’t,” Emery said automatically.

His father’s tone softened slightly. “We know. It’s just standard caution.”

Standard caution.

Another phrase that lived in the house without ever needing to be explained.

Haven leaned back slightly in her chair. “Do you think Nyra ever gets tired of being perfect?”

The question didn’t land immediately.

It didn’t interrupt the flow of morning so much as slip between it, like a small object dropped into still water.

Emery looked at her.

Emery’s father didn’t respond right away. Emery’s mother didn’t either.

For a moment, the kitchen held its exact shape of silence again—but this one felt subtly different. Not emptier. Just… more aware of itself.

Finally, Emery’s mother spoke.

“Places don’t get tired,” she said gently.

Haven nodded like she had expected that answer, even if she didn’t fully accept it.

Emery’s father checked the time on his wrist display. “We should move soon.”

That ended it.

Not the conversation. Just the opening of it.

Haven stood first, already halfway out of the moment. Emery followed, finishing what was left in his bowl without thinking too hard about it.

As they moved toward the hallway, the house adjusted around them again—lights shifting, systems recalibrating, the day smoothing itself back into motion as if it had been waiting for this exact sequence to continue.

Haven disappeared down the hallway first, her footsteps quick, already chasing the next part of her morning.

Emery lingered just long enough to rinse his bowl.

Behind him, Emery’s father stepped closer to the counter, reaching for his cup. Emery’s mother was already there, adjusting something that didn’t need adjusting—her hand pausing just slightly as he approached.

“You’re early,” she said, without looking at him.

“You’re noticing,” Emery’s father replied.

A small shift in her expression—barely there, but real.

“I always notice, Thomas.”

He set his cup down, just a little closer to where her hand rested than necessary. “You only say something when it benefits you, Hannah.”

“That’s not true.”

“It is.”

She finally looked at him then, and for a second the house—its schedules, its quiet calibrations—seemed to fall just slightly behind whatever passed between them.

“You like that I notice,” she said.

“I like that you think you’re subtle about it.”

Her mouth curved, not fully into a smile, but enough to make the space between them feel warmer than the rest of the room.

“Be careful,” she said quietly. “You’re getting predictable.”

“And you’re still here,” he replied.

That landed.

Not heavily. Not dramatically. Just enough.

Emery looked down at the sink, giving them that space without making it obvious he was doing it. The moment didn’t feel private in a hidden way—it felt practiced. Like something they returned to in small pieces, keeping it alive inside the edges of routine.

Emery’s mother stepped back first, smoothing her sleeve again. “We’ll miss our window,” she said.

“We won’t,” Emery’s father replied, but he moved anyway.

That was how it worked.

The front door opened without a sound.

Outside air met Emery in a way that didn’t feel like outside so much as an extension of inside—temperature aligned, pressure balanced, the environment tuned just enough that nothing resisted him as he stepped forward.

The West Suburbs stretched out in quiet symmetry.

Homes sat in clean rows, each one slightly different in structure but identical in feeling. Windows caught the morning light at matching angles. Trees shifted gently, leaves moving as if guided rather than blown.

At the curb, his pod was already waiting.

It didn’t look like much—just a smooth, compact shell, matte white with a faint reflective surface that picked up the colors around it without holding onto them. The door slid open as he approached, recognizing him before he reached for anything.

Inside, the seat adjusted the moment he sat down.

“Route confirmed,” the pod said softly.

Emery didn’t respond. He didn’t need to.

The door sealed, and the world outside shifted.

The pod pulled away from the curb with no visible acceleration—just a change in position, smooth enough that it felt like the ground itself had decided to move instead.

Houses slipped past in quiet succession.

Neighbors moved through their own mornings in glimpses—someone stepping out with the same neutral expression Emery had seen in the mirror, someone else standing still for a second longer than necessary before continuing on. A child further down the street paused mid-step, looking at nothing in particular, then resumed walking as if the interruption had never happened.

The neighborhood curved gently, guiding the pod toward the terminal.

It appeared gradually.

Not all at once, but in layers—first the outer structure rising above the houses, then the transparent panels catching light, then the motion inside becoming visible as the pod drew closer.

People moved in streams.

Not rushed. Not slow. Just… consistent.

The pod slid into its designated position and stopped exactly where it was meant to. The door opened, and the low hum of the terminal replaced the near-silence of the neighborhood.

Inside, the air felt different.

Not heavier. Not lighter. Just… more used.

Emery stepped onto the platform as a level-two train arrived without announcement.

It didn’t screech or slow in any visible way. It simply aligned itself with the platform, doors already in the process of opening as it reached its final position.

He stepped inside.

The interior was clean in the same way everything else was clean—but here, it felt stretched across more space. Rows of seats, soft lighting, wide windows that didn’t distort the view beyond them.

As the doors closed, the train moved.

This time, the motion was more noticeable—but only because the world outside responded faster.

The West Suburbs began to unfold.

Not upward yet. Outward.

Blocks of homes transitioned into broader layouts. Green spaces expanded and then tightened again. Roads layered subtly over each other, some dipping below, others rising just enough to create a sense of depth without ever feeling chaotic.

And then, gradually, the verticality began.

Tracks appeared above them.

At first, just one—thin, almost invisible against the sky.

Then another.

Then several.

Each one carrying its own stream of movement, each at a slightly different height, slightly different speed. Trains passed overhead in silence, their forms blurring just enough to suggest speed without ever feeling uncontrolled.

The city wasn’t built up all at once.

It revealed itself in increments.

By the time Emery reached the district terminal, Nyra was no longer something in the distance.

It was surrounding him.

The level-three platform sat higher.

Not dramatically, but enough that when Emery stepped onto it, the ground he had started from felt conceptually lower, like he had already left one version of the world behind.

The train here was longer. Wider. Quieter in a deeper way.

When it moved, the shift was immediate.

The West Suburbs didn’t fade—they reorganized.

Buildings compressed into patterns. Roads aligned into cleaner grids. The spaces between things became more intentional, less forgiving.

And ahead—

Nyra rose.

Not like a skyline.

Like a structure.

Layers of architecture stacked into each other, some transparent, some reflective, some absorbing light entirely. Transit lines wove through them at impossible angles, yet never intersecting, never hesitating.

The higher tracks cut through the air like lines drawn by something that had already solved the problem of movement long before anyone else thought to ask it.

Emery watched as one train passed above them—so high it seemed disconnected from gravity itself.

For a second, it was just a line.

Then it was gone.

The train carried him forward.

Closer.

The Northwest Urban District didn’t announce itself with signs.

It shifted the feeling of space.

Buildings drew closer together, but instead of crowding, they organized. Walkways layered between structures. Platforms extended outward like they had grown there naturally. Light filtered down through gaps that seemed designed more for balance than necessity.

People moved everywhere.

Not chaotically. Not randomly.

In flows.

Every step aligned with something unseen but clearly present.

Emery stepped off at the district terminal, and the sound—if it could be called that—expanded around him.

Not noise.

Just… density.

He transferred again.

Level-two.

Then level-one.

Each transition smaller. Closer. More specific.

Until the city wasn’t something he was observing anymore.

It was something he was inside of.

By the time he stepped off at the university terminal, the scale of Nyra no longer felt overwhelming.

It felt correct.

As if it had always been this size, and anything smaller would have been a mistake.

Emery stepped onto the walkway.

And the city continued moving, exactly as it was meant to.