Chapter One
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This is bullshit. I stare out the window as the dark pine trees blur past me, it's cloudy, and it looks like it's going to storm. Definitely matches my mood.
I looked up at the driver in the mirror, I think his name was Alfredo? I genuinely don’t remember, nor did I care.
He definitely looked like Alfredo but I knew that wasn’t his name. He told me it when he picked me up in front of my old boarding school I was kicked out of.
My music blared in my headphones loudly. Maybe I did care a little. It was Fred… no, Alfred. It was Alfred. I sat satisfied, remembering.
His hair was becoming peppery gray and he had a blank expression on his face, he kept glancing up in the rearview mirror staring up at me every couple seconds acting like I was going to hurt him or jump out of the moving vehicle.
He had probably heard about why I was being sent here.
The thing you need to know about me is that I am innocent. I didn't do it, no one will believe me though no matter how much I claim my innocence. So here I am, being sent to yet another boarding school.
I wasn't explained to where I was being sent too, I wasn't explained what this school was. I just knew it was another school for delinquents like me.
But as far as I knew about the school, I was going to last here five days and be kicked out again, it would be a new record I was hoping to accomplish. That's how it was at every other school I've been sent to, I'd stay there for such a short amount of time, get in trouble and get removed.
I know my parents are tired of me but I'm tired of them. I'm tired of not being listened to. I'm innocent and I have claimed it long enough with no one to believe me.
I mean, I also don't take any bullshit from anyone so that doesn't help my case either.
After Alfred looked up at me for what felt like the millionth time I finally ripped my earbuds out and spoke.
"You know I'm not going to kill you, right?" I mumbled under my breath.
“I never said you were going too, but I'll say you already have a reputation here, so I'm just warning you now I'd keep a low profile when we arrive." He replied back blankly and emotionless.
I chuckled "Not sure how I have a reputation when I haven't even arrived to the building.”
He glanced into the rearview "Do you know what school you're being sent to?” He questioned. Obvious he didn’t know if I was informed of anything and wasn’t sure if he should speak anymore.
I shook my head "It's a boarding school, another boarding school. One I don't care about, one you'll be driving me out of in about... hmmm... five days. Do you wanna make a bet on it?"
He laughed loudly which took me aback "I'll make that bet easily." He reached back and shook my hand as I awkwardly held it out.
I felt uneasy, he seemed too confident about himself. I was just going to a regular reformatory school, right?
I stared back out the window, watching the rain finally pour in. I let my thoughts race on their own putting my earbuds back in.
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Time had passed, and I must have fallen asleep because I was woken up by the car being driven over bumpy rough gravel.
I looked out the window and we drove up to a huge gate. It looked like one of those medieval gates that belonged in the 1900s. I rolled my eyes. They seriously needed to update their landscaping.
“What medieval punishments existed?' I thought to myself chuckling.
Alfred looked at me saying nothing and rolled down the window I shivered, feeling the cold rainy air hit me.
“I have Lizzie with me.” he said in the speaker. No one replied to him but the iron gates did open.
How mysterious, I thought to myself sarcastically.
We drove the car continuously onto the gravel up a huge hill, until we reached multiple buildings, and a gigantic school. It looked like a city.
My mouth dropped open. This academy was huge. I had been asleep for so long I didn’t even know what surrounded the gate, and what was outside here.
We must have been approaching the outside of the main building because it might as well have been a prison. Getting a closer look the whole school looked like a big castle, there were smaller dorms, houses, and huge buildings where I'm assuming classes took place.
This place sat on acres of land and it definitely stretched out for miles, so running away wasn't an option which bummed me out. That was one of my favorite tactics to stress a dean out.
I sighed but it was okay. I always had other ideas.
There weren't many students out, but the students I did see outside were weird with a capital W.
Some had collars and were being directed by a leash, others had really skimpy clothing on, there wasn't much to look at because we drove through quickly but what kind of school allowed this? Maybe I imagined it but I swear it's what I saw.
As we pulled up to the front steps of the building I saw two people waiting for me. One was a woman, I'm assuming was the dean since she looked a little older. She also dressed like a dean, wearing a pencil skirt, expensive blouse, hair pinned back. She had a look of authority on her face too. So I knew who to direct all my 'expressive' energy towards.
The second person was a guy though, he was tall, had muscles but nothing crazy. You could tell the muscles were there though. He could easily overpower me, he wasn't dressed up though. He was dressed like a guy that was going to relax for the day and watch football or something. He also had a stern look on his face though and he looked meaner than the woman. I'm not sure what his role was since I'm positive he was the same age as me, maybe a bit older though.
Alfred stopped the car in front of the steps "This is it! Good luck!” He stated happily, probably ready to get me out.
He wasn't going to help me with my bags? ‘What a good driver he is.’ I thought to myself as a I rolled my eyes.
I thank Alfred for driving me still. I get out and grab my own suitcases from the trunk, I didn't really have to pack much because most of my clothes and important belongings were shipped here. He zooms off quickly once I unloaded everything.
I turn and stare at dumbledee one and dumbledee two.
“Hi! I'm Elizabeth; but you can call me Lizzie" as I walk up to both of them. "Elizabeth, please follow me." The woman says. Oooookkkkk, I can tell this isn't going to go well already, I was trying to be polite to start off on the right foot but if they didn't want to respect me I'm not going to respect them back. "K, whatever then.” I replied back irritated.
The two glanced at each other but said nothing more.
I slowly walked behind them dragging my suitcases down the massive corridor.
I was looking around at everything, the glass chandelier above me and the marble polished floors below me, how cold it was and how it looked like stone everywhere.
The mystery boy yanked my suitcases “Keep up.” He instructed rudely.
I jumped back, not expecting that. “First of all you don’t need to be rude about it. You can maybe fucking say please?”
He chuckled and walked ahead but said nothing more to me taking strides next to the dean once more.
We reached a set of huge mahogany doors. The dean pushed them open and we all walked in together, I sat in a soft chair in front of her desk and mystery boy stood behind me. The dean walked behind her desk. I looked around still taking in my surroundings.
There were a ton of books on the wall, a huge oak desk, warm lighting, windows which were obviously one way so only I could see out and no one could see in. It was still dark and gloomy outside.
“Let me try this again, I'm Mrs. Waters, head dean and this is Xander, he will be your dominant." she stated pointing to Xander as if he was the best thing to exist.
I looked at Xander my mouth agape "What do you mean dominant?" I said with irritation and confusion.
Mrs. Waters began speaking calmly and clearly. “Well this is a BDSM school, our school name is Rose Academy, BDSM stands for Bondage, Domination, Sadism and Masochism, we practice this on delinquents until they learn; until they learn that their actions have consequences, that they cannot do whatever they want. You WILL be assigned a dominate, I'm sure you're wondering who your dominant is going to be, well it's Xander here. Which is why I brought him into the office, he is the best brat tamer at the school. He takes absolutely no disrespect and will go hard on you. I expect obedience and respect given to him. You will be given a test to take soon, to show what kind of categories you may fall into within the BDSM Realm. This may seem like a lot, and be overwhelming but you will need to accumulate. One thing you need to know is you will not be leaving, you think this is like your previous boarding schools and it is not. The purpose of this school is to not give up on you, to break you down into someone who is acceptable for society. You will try to break rules. You will act out. But you will also see how far that gets you in the end.”
“But you can’t do that! I am of legal age I can leave if I want.” I exclaimed.
Mrs Waters pulled out a thick Manila envelope, and showed me a court document signed off by a judge and my parents. “Actually I can. You may be twenty one, but you are a system of the state due to your past history, meaning we are allowed to reform you as we see fit.“
My mouth became slightly parted, too stunned to speak. She just hit me with so much information at once it felt like I got whiplash, like I was smacked in the face. This absolutely has to be a fucking dream. There is no way my parents decided to send me to some freaky ass sex school.
I looked at her, then Xander, then back to her. Then to the door. As quickly as looking to the door I attempted to get up and make a run for it. Xander was quicker than me though and before I could even reach the door handles he was holding me against himself tight. I tried my hardest to kick him, flail around in his arms for him to let me go which in return made him hold on to me ten times tighter. He was cupping near my mouth which was a mistake for him because I attempted to bite him but he dodged it by a split second.
“I promise you if you ever try that again I will make you walk around campus with a gag in your mouth, stop flailing, stop fighting me; there is absolutely no use, you will loose Every. Single. Time. I suggest, we walk back together, and sit down so you can take your test, and get it over with. Go back to the dorm and go over your list of rules and punishments you are going to be required to follow and then go to bed so you can be rested for your day tomorrow.”
I nodded my head defeated to let Xander know I understood, he went and sat down right beside me.
I muttered under my breath "You are all stupid cunts.” I honestly didn't think either of them heard me, but I've never seen someone whip their head in my direction so fast.
"I thought I might have to use this, shame I gave her a chance, I knew that was a mistake" Xander was right behind me before I even had the chance to stand.
"Dumb move Elizabeth." He tsked in my ear.
“It's Lizzie you asshole" I clawed at his arms which were trying to wrap something around my face.
"It'll be Lizzie when you show me respect. Stop clawing at me" he whispered.
Some type of ball was placed successfully in my mouth keeping it open, two straps situated it on the sides of my head and I felt a snap on the back of my head. It was clearly snapped into place so I couldn't remove it. It wasn't tight or uncomfortable it just prevented me from being able to speak again which I'm sure was his goal.
I reached my hands up trying to undo the straps
“Don’t even think about it or I’ll cuff your hands down.”
I quickly put my hands down, defeated.
“Good girl.” Xander said gently.
How utterly annoying it was to go from getting my way constantly to being overpowered within minutes.
Mrs. Waters begin talking again “You will have to take a test on this tablet, there will be about 75 questions and you have 20 minutes to answer them. They are simple and only ask about you and what you like. It's to determine what sort of submissive category to put you in but I can imagine what you will be.” She reiterated again.
She handed it to me, and walked out. Xander got to stay in the room with me to ensure I didn’t remove my gag.
Some of the questions were weird and some weren't. Like 'What's your favorite color?' To the next question 'Would you play on a playground' and then 'What have you tried in the bedroom, click below' it was strange but I got through it, it was easy.
Mrs. Waters walked in and I was embarrassed because at this point I'm pretty sure I was drooling from the gag and honestly it was starting to hurt my jaw a bit.
Nothing intolerable but I didn't enjoy it.
“I'll be right back with the results.” Mrs. Waters said grabbing the tablet and walking out.
Xander turned towards me, I gave him puppy dog eyes because at this point I would beg him to remove the gag. "Lizzie, I'm not removing it, until we get back to the dorms. This is your punishment and you're going to have to learn that actions have consequences pretty girl.”
I appreciated him calling me Lizzie, but realizing I would have to walk in front of people like this I started to panic a bit. It was embarrassing!
Xander could see the panic on my face. "Not many people will be in the hall. It will be fine. Like I said, you have to learn to take a consequence, Lizzie I'm sorry. You will learn. If it is too painful, I will take it off. Does it hurt that bad? It shouldn’t.”
I thought about saying yes to get him to take it off, but I nodded my head no. It wasn’t painful, it was just embarrassing.
“Okay, good. If it gets to be too much just get my attention, okay?” Xander said rubbing my back.
Mrs. Waters barged back in.
“Well well well! Xander and Lizzie guess what? Lizzie is a brat. We aren't shocked, are we?"
I rolled my eyes, her snide comments weren't needed.
“But she's also a submissive and little, it's quite interesting that she has all three, looks like you have an actual handful Xander."
He looked at me "I guess I do. I'll report back to you soon on how it’s going Mrs. Waters. I’m sure you will see Lizzie again soon.”
She nodded. "I’m sure I will, and thank you again Xander.”
Xander and I stood up and entered back into the large corridor of the massive hallway, when I noticed he didn't have my luggage, I couldn't really speak so I had to use motion language to ask where it was.
“Yes, Use your words?” Xander stated trying to be smart, knowing I couldn’t talk.
If he wanted to be a smart ass, I would put an end to that quickly. I tried going behind my head and unclipping the buttons to my gag to speak, he quickly grabbed my hands and brought them back down to my sides and smacked them gently. "Strike one. I was joking with you Lizzie. You have three strikes. I promise you'll have more things to worry about once you get to three, your luggage is being delivered by someone else, I can't carry it because I have to handle YOU and make sure you aren't going to run off, or do something you shouldn’t. Are you going to be good when we go back to the dorm so I can take your gag out?”
I nodded with tears in my eyes, I hate him, this is so humiliating. I didn't even do anything that bad, yet.
He picked me up holstering me on his hip. I hid my face in the crook of his neck embarrassed for anyone to see me like this. We walked out of the building together.
There were some people walking outside and as we passed them all I heard was gossiping.
“Oh my god is that Xander with a new submissive??" Some girl asked her friend.
“I feel so bad for her." Her friend responded back.
"If only she knew about how harsh Xander was, I wonder what she did to get Xander as her dominant. It had to have been bad, she's already being punished." The original girl said looking back at us as we walked ahead.
I rested my head on Xanders shoulder. Who the hell was Xander in this school?
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First chapter yall!
Revised and re-edited!
Remember if you haven't taken your meds today make sure you do, drink water, eat something and make sure you get some good sleep.
I'm so happy to be back, I missed you all ~ L
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