Desired love

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Summary

African girl sharing different short love fantasies and ideas that just seem to come up. Exploring real life themes of Betrayal/trust, self love/hate, losing/finding yourself, silence/rebellion, survival/peace mode and false safety vs real protection. Opposing themes we deal with in our lives as Humans. My characters are mainly African black hood / age 20s 30s 40s

Genre
Erotica/Drama
Author
Lin D
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
2
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Love poem

10/4/18 • 1:24am

You locked us into my safe haven

and I didn’t ask for the key back—

it was already gone

the moment your lips met mine.

Slow at first,

like you were testing me,

seeing how much I would allow

before I even understood

what I was agreeing to.

Your hands followed—

steady, certain,

learning the shape of me

like I wasn’t new at all.

But I was.

And that’s what made it dangerous.

We had just met

yet your touch moved like memory—

like something already written

into my body.

I felt it

before I could think it.

Felt myself soften,

lean in,

respond without instruction.

“Do you want more?”

you asked—

but your voice already knew.

And so did I.

Clothes disappeared

between breaths and silence,

like they never really mattered.

Your hands slowed then—

not rushed,

not careless—

intentional.

Like you were paying attention

to everything I tried not to show.

My breath gave me away first.

Then the way I moved.

Then the way I stopped

pretending I was in control.

I tried to stay quiet.

But my body didn’t listen.

It answered you

in ways I couldn’t take back—

in small sounds,

in shifting,

in surrender I didn’t plan.

You watched me.

The whole time.

Didn’t look away.

And that did something to me—

something deeper

than the moment itself.

I should’ve pulled back.

Slowed down.

Thought about it.

Instead—

I leaned in.

Matched you.

Met you.

Let curiosity turn into something heavier—

something confident.

Something that wanted

to understand

how far this could go.

So I shifted.

Took my turn.

Learned you

the way you learned me—

through reaction,

through rhythm,

through the quiet moments

where control almost slipped.

And I saw it—

the second you lost it.

Just a little.

That’s when I knew

this wasn’t one-sided anymore.

There was a balance now.

A pull.

A silent exchange

of who could make the other

give in first.

Time stretched—

blurred—

softened at the edges

until nothing else mattered

but the feeling of being

right there.

Until—

a knock.

Sharp.

Uninvited.

Real.

And just like that

everything broke.

You laughed—

easy.

Like it was nothing.

Like I was nothing.

I stood there,

wrapped in a towel

that didn’t hold much,

watching you move

like this was just another night.

You kissed me goodbye—

quick, light,

unfinished.

And walked out

like you weren’t leaving anything behind.

But you did.

You just didn’t feel it.

What a one night stand.