Chapter 1
AUTHOR'S NOTE
This is a slow-burn romance with genuine plot, character development, and emotional depth.
While the story starts with tension and angst, it becomes very explicit and mature in later chapters, containing graphic sexual content, rough sex, strong dirty talk and possessive behavior.
This is not a soft or sweet romance.
It's actually very, very dirty.
If youβre uncomfortable with intense adult content, this story may not be for you.

Thank you for reading! β€οΈ
I was asleep, deep in a dream.
I was walking down a long, empty street, across freshly laid asphalt. My steps were heavy, my heels sinking into the damp, soft cement when, through the dream, I heard my sisterβs cheerful voice calling me.
βMina! Come on, wake up, sweetheartβquick, I have something to tell you, you wonβt believe it!β
Unable to move, I stayed silent. My eyelids felt heavy, but I forced them open and saw Jenna standing in the doorway of the dark room, still wearing her jacket.
βWhat time is it, Jenna?β I asked hoarsely, barely audibly, arching my back in bed. A faint light seeped through the blinds, and even in my drowsy state I could tell it wasnβt fully dawn yet. Not completely.
βItβs just past six, I just got back from work. Come on, get upβ¦β she whispered softly, as if there were anyone else to wake, and I pushed myself up, leaning on my elbows against the mattress. She didnβt usually wake me when she came back from the night shift, so this all felt a bit strange.
βWhat happened? Why are you waking me this early?β I muttered, and she broke into a wide smile.
βI have something to tell you. Come on, get out of bed, Iβll be waiting.β She skipped happily down the hallway, leaving me sleepy and confused, guessing what could be so important. If someone had died, she wouldnβt be this cheerful. She knew Iβd been studying late and that my exam was approaching fastβwhatever it was could have waited.
Reluctantly, I stumbled into the bathroom and splashed water on my face. I hadnβt even finished brushing my teeth when it hit me. Toothbrush still in my mouth, I ran into the kitchen where she was making coffee.
βJennaβ¦ youβre not pregnant, are you?β I asked quietly, trying to suppress the excitement in my voice. She looked at me and burst out laughing.
βNo, Iβm not,β she shrugged.
βWell, youβre supposed to take those tests in the morningβand it wouldnβt be strange, youβve been with Mike forever, so I thoughtβ¦β I rambled, mostly to myself, and she rolled her eyes.
βMina, stop guessing. Go get ready and come back, then Iβll tell you. You wonβt be able to figure this out.β
She had already made me coffee. I went back to the bathroom and hurried, my curiosity beginning to gnaw at me.
When I entered the living room, she sat me down on the couch in front of her and opposite a steaming cup of coffee whose aroma filled the room..
βAlright, letβs hear itβwhatβs so important that it couldnβt wait?β I asked, slightly irritated, already suspecting some harmless, absurd gossip.
βListen,β she began slowly, clearing her throat. βThereβs a doctor at our hospitalβ¦β
βI bet there isβI mean, there should be at least oneβ¦β I smiled sarcastically, and she sighed impatiently.
βDonβt be smart, just listen,β she scolded, and I stopped smiling.
βOkay, sorryβ¦β
βSo. Heβs a good doctor, works in orthopedics. A surgeon actuallyβand he looks unbelievably hot.β She smiled widely. βTall, fit, dark-hairedβ¦ he seems young, but given his position Iβd say heβs at least thirty-five. I havenβt worked with him personally, but Iβve heard heβs very serious and strict. The nurses on his ward donβt even dare look him in the eye, let alone anything else.β She giggled. βAs I said, I donβt have personal experience with himβ¦β
βBut youβd like toβ¦β I murmured thoughtfully. βJenna, how long have you been with Mikeβseven years?β I gave her a disappointed look, and she rolled her eyes again.
βMina, this isnβt about me. Itβs about you.β
βMe?β
βYes, you,β she sighed. βIf youβd let me finish without jumping to conclusions, you wouldnβt be looking at me like you fell from another planet.β Then she smiled. βLike I said, I donβt know him professionally. Just what Iβve heard. And listenβ¦ I was on night duty. I checked on the patients and went back to the office. I had just started reading a magazine when I heard a knock. I froze. And thenβguess who walks in? That doctor.β
βThe surgeon?β
βYes. Dr. Reed. His name is Colin.β She shrugged. βI stood up and asked if something had happened, and he goes, βNo, nothing. Please, sit down, Jenna.β So I sat there, wondering how he even knew my name. He sat across from me, unshavenβat least in that dim lightβvery attractive, really. And he starts talking with this seriousness and confidence, like heβs explaining a diagnosis.β She giggled. βHe says he attended a reception for doctors three months ago at Hotel βSphere.β Some kind of cocktail event with doctors from all over. Anyway, he liked one of the hostesses there.β
βThat was me?β I said quietly and swallowed hard.
βExactly.β Jenna nodded confidently, and I stared at her in disbelief.
βI had no idea where this was goingβ¦β
βI know you didnβt,β she winked, smiling, and took a sip of her tea.
βSoβ¦ I caught your colleagueβs eye?β I asked quietly, unsure if I was still dreaming.
βVery much so, Iβd say,β she confirmed with a wide smile.
I looked at her, stunned, before snapping out of it
βOr maybe Iβm still in bed, dreaming. A man shows up in the middle of your night shift to ask you to set him up with your sister?β I asked, half laughing in disbelief, and she shrugged.
βIt would be even stranger if you knew who he is, what heβs like, and what kind of reputation he has.β A satisfied smile played at the corners of her lips, and I couldnβt quite understand why.
βHonestly, I donβt even want to know.β
βYou do, Mina. Trust me.β
A strange unease stirred inside me.
βAs if I donβt have enough trouble with this exam, now I need another butcher,β I muttered, getting up from the couch, intending to end the conversation, but Jenna sat me back down with a smile.
βIβm not finished,β she said, looking at me seriously. βMina, you know I want the best for you. I wouldnβt play with something like this.β
βI know, Jenna, butββ
βNo βbut.β You would like this guy. Not a hundred percentβa thousand. If anyone knows you, itβs me.β
βWhatever, Jenna. I really donβt have time for this right now. Iβm going home this weekend, and Iβm already behind with studying. This isnβt the moment to meet anyone.β
βYou donβt want to miss this, trust me.β
βOh, come on, Jenna. Okay heβs good at his job and good-looking man, but we hardly know anything about him. And how does he even know youβre my sister?β I asked, irritated. She sighed.
βThatβs what I found strange too. I asked him, but he didnβt explain much. Just said he asked around at the hotel but only got your name. Later, from other sources, he found out where you live and somehow connected the dots that Iβm your sister and that I work at the hospital.β
βThatβs not right, Jenna. Thatβs creepy,β I muttered, unable to ignore the discomfort creeping over me at the thought of someone asking around about me.
βI donβt find it creepy at all. Honestly. He seems like someone who knows what he wants. He liked you, so he made an effort to find you.β She shrugged. βHe also asked if you have a boyfriendβhe doesnβt want to cause problems.β
βEven if heβs not creepy, heβs superficial,β I said quietly. βHe saw how I look, and that was enough to start asking who I am, where I live, who my sister isβ¦ He doesnβt know meβhe canβt possibly know what Iβm really like.β
βHeβll get to know you, Mina. Why are you so stubborn? Iβve never heard anything bad about him, and the hospital is like a villageβeverything is heard, everything is known. He could easily sleep with any nurse there, but heβs just not that kind of man. The girls respect himβa lot. Theyβre even a little afraid of him,β she laughed. βI canβt even imagine one of them trying to flirt with him.β
βA boogeyman.β I muttered. βAnd, now, what do you expect me to do?β
βNot be mad at me,β she said, guilt written all over her face. And thatβs when I knew sheβd done something stupid.
βIβm not mad,β I said quietly.
βIβve given him your number.β she admitted softly, lowering her head like a child whoβd done something wrong.
βJennaβ¦β
βBut Mina, what else was I supposed to do? He asked nicely and promised he wouldnβt bother you. He just wants to take you out for coffee, talk a little, get to know you. Heβs serious, seems completely normalβand genuinely interested.β
βYou know I donβt want a relationshipβ¦β
βYou do, loveβyou just shut yourself off from the world for your own reasons. Youβre at the age where you should be in a relationship that makes you feel good, happy, and loved. And if I didnβt think this doctor was truly worth it, I wouldnβt even consider telling you he asked about you, let alone give him your number.β
βOh Godβ¦β I felt a lump in my throat and a strange, undefined fear. βWhat am I supposed to do now?β
βNothing. Heβll call you todayβthatβs what he said. Talk to him, maybe meet him somewhere.β She encouraged me. βHe doesnβt bite. If you like himβgreat. If notβno harm done. Youβve got nothing to lose.β
βI know, Jenna, but this really isnβt what I need right now. My exam is coming up, and you know how important it is for me to pass. Any distraction right now isnβt good.β
βYouβll pass, Mina. Donβt worryβyouβve been studying a lot. You can allow yourself a little break.β
βI canβtβnot until itβs over. Iβm completely lost in all this material.β I sighed helplessly.
βMina, Iβve told you. Now itβs up to you. Iβm just the messenger here.β
βI know. And even though I donβt like his approach, I donβt mind meeting him if he really wants toβjust for your sake. Knowing you, youβd hold it against me for the rest of my life if I didnβt.β
She was like that. For her, nothing was worse than a missed opportunity. And maybe she was right. She was older, more experienced.
And honestlyβI had nothing to lose.
David and I were long over.
Life goes on.










