Chapter 1
~A'Shon~
"Why you always doin' the most man?" Ashon said, smacking his teeth. "I swea I dun already told you bout askin questions you already be knowin the answers too"... Shon said, annoyed. ''Shidd, my momma on't even question me like dat... yo check dis out." Shon retorted evenly, " you know you ain't gotta fuck wit me right?"
"Well damn!"... Cuddy choked out, laughing as silently as he could. Covering his mouth, he sat quietly, listening to A'shon flash out over the phone.
"I'll never understand why niggas like to put dey business out"... Cuddy thought, shaking his head while simultaneously busting down a "Diamond Game."
"I'm not understanding the issue." Cuddy heard a woman's voice over the speakers.
"I mean,.. I'm just sayin... Let's be grown bout it,.. If you finna be laid up and shit, I just think it would be common sense to tell me if you fuckin on someone else."
"Awwwww shit!!!" Cuddy thought as a thick silence hung in the car for a brief second...
"I'm fuckin other bitches.." A'Shon said bluntly... Again... silence hung in the car as the air became charged with negative energy.
Cuddy childishly whipped his head around, eyes wide, eyebrows raised, taking in the scene.
"Tha fuck is wrong with you!!?" The female voice said aloud. angrily, causing people in other cars to look in their direction.
"Like I said, you AIN'T gotta fuck wit me" Shon reiterated nonchalantly.
"Aye bruh, let me hit that," Shon said, alerting the female to another presence in the car.
"You got me on speaker nigga?" The female said... her voice going up an octave, disbelief lacing her tone.
"Safety first shordy" Shon clapped back smartly.
"Fuck you bitch ass nigga!" The female voice said before the line went dead...
"Damn!! You ain't have to cook her ass like dat! Cuddy said, laughing and turning his attention back to his phone.
"I'm single like a pringle," A'shon said, both of them laughing at his corniness.
NaQui sat silently for a full minute with her mouth slightly agape, her thoughts all over the place.
"This nigga doesn't give a single fuck about me! She said aloud, but to herself.
"Why do I put up with this shit!!??" Qui's mind screamed.
"CAUSE YOU STUPID AS FUCK".. self said.
Taking a deep breath, Qui felt herself on the brink of a panic attack.
Her hands shook, and her heart began to pound as she thought about Shon's words.
Tightness began to squeeze her throat as she fought vehemently not to cry...
Feeling played, Qui sat quietly, feeling sorry for and disgusted with herself.
With sad realization... she understood she was undeterred, even after what he said to her,... Not even close.
Breathing heavily, Qui began to sweat as dizziness consumed her.
Sitting down dejectedly on the floor, she lay on her back, combating waves of nausea as anger and sadness consumed her.
Qui thought about the times they'd been together, about the way he fucked her.
She wondered if other bitches were getting the same dick he was giving her.
Unbeknownst to Shon, he was Qui's first real everything,....kinda.
No other man had done the things Shon had done.
Qui was good at picking up on Shon's vibe in the bedroom, but was truly an amateur with only 2 previous inexperienced sexual partners.
Qui gave her body a once-over. Insecurity gripped Qui's mind as she replayed their last sexual encounter.
Mentally, her mind was a cluster fuck, Qui couldn't stop imagining Shon fucking someone else.
"Am I bisexual?? Why am I thinking about this!!" Qui's mind screamed as she physically shook the thought from her head.
Feeling defeated, Qui swallowed hard as her throat began tightening again.
Fat tears escaped the outer edges of her eyes, sliding down the sides of her face, into her ears and hair, then onto the carpet.
Qui angrily wiped her tears away as she rose from the floor and lay on the bed with her knees to her chest.
Hours later..
"Like Club God say, throw that ass poke it out"...
"I ain't gay, but I'll let a bitch eat me out.. yuh.."
"Bad bitch, and my bitches too,"
"Take all these niggas money what we finna do.."
"Then leave, then leave,"
"Get that bread, get that head, then leave... Peace Out!!!"
"Shiiiiiit!!." Qui moaned, her foggy mind telling her something was amiss.
Groggily, Qui searched for her phone as her ringtone blasted her favorite song.
Without checking the caller ID, Qui drowsily answered...
"Hello???"....
"Aye shordy..." A'Shon practically screamed into the phone, loud music blasting in the background.
"Can I help you?" Qui said dryly, remembering his words from earlier in the day.
"Man gon wit dat bull shit.., you tryna smoke sum?" A'Shon said, checking her temperature.
"I ain't eeen gon lie shordy, I'm tryna lock in and be nasty after the club.. wassup??" Shon said.
Qui hesitated a moment, thinking about the way he treated her earlier in the day.
"I mean.. you ain't gotta fuck wit me," Shon said, seemingly retracting his earlier statement with the same statement.
"He love saying that lil dumb shit, " Qui thought disgusted.
Against her good judgment, Qui hopped at the chance to see him again.
"I guess," she said, trying to sound uninterested.
"Wait up for daddy," Shon said before the line went dead...
"Don't flatter yourself," Qui said to her empty room, trying to hold on to some dignity.
Nervous and feeling like maybe she needed to step up her shit, Qui began watching several porno films.
Her eyes took in every nasty act. Qui was disgusted but turned on and couldn't look away.
Maybe she wouldn't copy everything she thought, but she was definitely planning to copy a few things she saw.
As the night wore on, Qui shaved every inch of her body, took a hot bath, slipped into some booty shorts with no draws, and a baby tee.
After a time, Qui settled into her bed, watching a True Crime show.
More hours later....
"Then leave!! Bitch then leave! Get that head, get that bread, then leave! Peace out!!"
"Who the fuck is playing music!" Qui's mind screamed, her heart pounding from the sudden loud noise.
Qui's sluggish mind finally caught up when she realized her phone was ringing.
Startled,.. Qui sat up in her bed, immediately fumbling around in the covers in her dim room for her phone.
"Hello??" Qui said, trying hard not to sound like she had fallen asleep with the phone near her head, waiting for his call like she was.
"Shidd, if you sleep I can't holla at chu another time shordy." Shon said.
"No! I'm up," Qui said a little too quickly, letting her desperation show.
" I'm drunk as fuck" Shon said thickly... "I'm tryna come play wit ya kidneys." He said very matter-of-factly.
Caught off guard, yet turned on by the disrespect, Qui heard her voice speaking nonetheless.
"I'VE BEEN waiting on you daddy... " she said sexily.
" Sayless," Shon said abruptly, hanging up the phone.
Qui dropped her phone on the bed with trembling hands. Excitedly, she fell back on the bed, squealing and kicking her feet in happiness like a little girl with a pretty present.
Next, she did a once-over of her apartment to make sure everything was tidy and clean.
Sitting on her freshly made bed, Qui turned on the flat screen TV and waited.
"Club Godzilla I ain't trickin I'm just dickin bitches down, head down pop that, pop that, pop that, pussy to tha ground, She a freak ho, I put her on the team, If you keep ya pussy clean den scream!!"
"DAMN YOU FELL ASLEEP AGAIN??? self said as Qui fumbled for her phone yet again, ignoring her inner thoughts, Qui placed the phone to her ear.
"I'm outside" was his only remark as he hung up for the third fuckin time without saying goodbye.
"The hell is up wit that shit?" Qui thought walking to the door, deciding not to harp on it.
As the door swung open, Qui took in her company's appearance.
Shon stood on her doorstep dressed head to toe in black.
"Who you finna rob?" Qui said as she looked him over, starting at his feet, and settling on his bloodshot eyes behind the shiesty he wore covering his head and face. "
Shidd... I ain't finna be nobody's sweet ass lick," Shon said glancing around.
" You gon let me in or what shordy?" Shon said, glancing around once more.
Taking the hint, Qui stepped aside and let him enter her home.
"Let me find out!" Shon said, looking around Qui's decently sized and furnished apartment.
"Whatchu mean let you find out?" Qui said cocking her head to the side.
"Nun shordy, it's just clean in here, that's all.. can tell u tightened shit up," Shon said.
In his mind, he fully expected her home to be a hot ass ghetto mess.
'Shit, we ain't going in the back?" Shon said, trying not to waste any time.
Qui's heart quickened with anticipation as the words left his lips.
"Damn nigga, you could at least play like you ain't just come to smash," Qui replied, rolling her eyes, trying not to seem too eager by starting a mundane conversation.
"Aye fuck allat"... Shon said stepping close to her, invading her space.
Qui could smell his scent... He smelled of POLO Black, weed, alcohol, Black and Milds, and outside air.
Qui let his scent tickle her senses.
He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulled her close body to body, looked into her eyes, and said.
"Can you feel how hard this dick is for you right now?"
" I'm really tryna see what it's hittin like," Shon said, his dick pressed firmly into her stomach through his NikeTech suit.
Shon shifted his weight and looked around, checking his surroundings again as he continued.
" Ain't no niggas waitin up in here to sleep my ass is it?" Shon said seriously.
"Well, you DO KNOW you don't have to fuck wit me, right?" Qui said pulling a him on him.
"Fuck ouua here wit dat shit" Shon said, leaning in.
"Shit so hard it hurt..I need you to help me," he said pitifully.
Shon guided Qui's hand down to his dick and made it swell in her hand.
Walking her backwards, Shon closed and locked the door, pressing her firmly against the door frame. He continued his assault on her body.
Qui quickly began losing herself in the throbbing that was going on between her legs.
"Ummmmmmm" escaped Qui's lips before she could stop the sound.
Shon rolled up his mask and made his way to her breasts, sucking, biting, and fondling them right through her shirt.
Qui had a hand behind his neck and the other caressing his face as he devoured her nipples until her breath caught in her throat and her coochie had a heartbeat.
"I'm tryna take dis to the back", Shon said as Qui focused on the shiesty he had yet to take off.
"Why that fuck u still got that damn mask on for?" Qui asked as Shon slid his hand into Qui's booty shorts.
Qui let go of her thoughts as his fingers tested for, and found her wetness, she moaned loudly at the sensation of Shon making soft circles on her swollen clit..
Qui silently led him to her room, behind closed doors, he finally removed the damn shiesty...
Sitting on her freshly laundered sheets with his street clothes on, Shon removed his gun from his waist and placed it on the bedside table within reach.
Frozen in place, Qui watched.
Next, he removed his shoes, his shirt, and lastly, he turned off his phone and placed it inside his shoe.
Only then did he give Qui his attention.
"Commere shordy" Shon said, stroking himself through his jeans. He guided her down on her knees as he unzipped his pants.....
Confusion ate at her mind as Qui let the bathroom sink run. Never have I ever! Qui thought while vigorously brushing her teeth and gargling her mouth.
Qui thought she would die of embarrassment, as their recent conversation played fresh in her mind.
As soon as Shon bust his nutt he said to Qui, "I can't keep going till you take care of that yuck mouth."
At first, Qui was confused, then it dawned on her.
Qui immediately excused herself to the bathroom.
While inside, constant stirring in the bedroom caught her attention.
Shon was quickly dressing.
"This nigga right here," Qui thought as she seethed inside, tears threatened to fill her eyes.
"You leaving??" Qui said watching A'Shon button his pants and retrieve his shirt from the bed.
Powering on his phone, he replied.
"Shidd... I'm missin money right now, he said, making a beeline for the door.
"He just powered on the phone," Qui thought, feeling pissed.
"Aye.. I'ma holla at chu shordy," he said while simultaneously replacing his shiesty and throwing his shirt over his shoulder.
Seconds later, he was out the door....
Qui sat quietly, submerged in self-disgust, feeling like a real dumb ass.
"HE ONLY CAME FOR THE HEAD AAANNNDDDD.. YOU AIN'T GET NOOOOOO DICK!!!" self said.. "
AAArrrgggghhhh!!! Shut up!" Qui said aloud, answering self.
Plopping down on the bed, she became lost in the turmoil of her thoughts.
She realized she was meant to be the only one locking in and being dirty tonight
