Chapter 1 " Waking Up "
Asttileâs eyes fluttered open.
White. Everywhere.
The hospital ceiling stretched above her like an endless blank sky, too bright, too still. The steady beeping of a monitor filled the silence beside her, each sound pulling her a little further into awareness.
Her head throbbed sharply.
For a moment, she didnât understand where she was. It felt like she was floating somewhere between sleep and something heavier.
âWhere⊠am I?â she muttered, trying to sit up.
Her body didnât listen properly. Everything felt slow, heavyâlike her limbs didnât fully belong to her yet.
A soft knock broke the silence.
A young nurse peeked in, holding a clipboard. Her voice was gentle.
âMiss⊠Asttile? How are you feeling?â
Asttile frowned slightly, pressing a hand to her forehead. âI⊠have a headache.â
Her words came out sharper than she intended, frustration slipping through without permission.
The nurse nodded calmly, as if she was used to this kind of confusion. âThatâs okay. Take your time. You had an accident. Youâre safe here.â
Safe.
The word didnât feel real.
Before Asttile could respond, the door opened fully.
A man stepped inâtall, composed, wearing a crisp white coat. His presence was calm but firm, like someone who was used to being listened to. Behind him followed her mother.
Asttileâs chest tightened slightly at the sight of her.
Her motherâs eyes were red, glossy with worry she was trying to hide.
The doctor stepped closer, his tone soft but professional.
âHello, Asttile. Iâm Dr. Soren. Weâll need to ask a few questions, but itâs okay if things feel unclear right now. You were in an accident and hit your head, which caused significant blood loss.â
Asttile tried to focus, but the words felt distant, like they were being spoken through water.
Her mother stepped forward, voice shaking.
âHoney⊠youâre going to be okay. Just⊠be patient with yourself.â
Asttile looked at her for a moment, then gave a small nod.
But inside, something felt off.
Empty.
Like pieces of her thoughts had been misplaced and she couldnât quite find them.
And when the room fell quiet again, that emptiness only grew louder.
Nights would come laterâshe would learn that quickly.
And nights were the worst.
Silence didnât comfort her. It made her think too much.
Too deeply.
Too painfully.
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Days passed.
Recovery was slow and careful. Every movement felt like something she had to relearn. Even walking across a room made her aware of her own body in a way she didnât like.
But today was different.
Today was her first day at work.
The office building buzzed with life. Conversations layered over each other, coffee aroma drifting through the air, footsteps echoing across polished floors.
Asttile stood near the entrance for a moment, gripping her bag tighter than necessary.
Her motherâs words echoed in her mind.
Youâre stronger than you think.
She exhaled slowly and stepped inside.
The elevator doors opened with a soft chime.
She walked in.
And immediately bumped into someone.
Tall. Too close. Too sudden.
âAre you blind?â the man asked instantly, his voice sharpâbut not entirely cold. There was something else underneath it. Curiosity, maybe. Or amusement he wasnât trying to hide well.
Asttile blinked up at him.
âAnd you are walking like youâre in a garden,â she shot back without thinking, her smirk appearing before she could stop it.
A pause.
He looked at her properly now. Really looked.
His expression shifted slightly, like something about her had caught his attention.
âWhat?â he said, eyebrows lifting.
Asttile tilted her head. âWhat?â
âYouâre admiring the view,â she added casually, shrugging like she didnât care.
That earned her a faint smirk from him.
âNah,â he said slowly. âYou just look familiar.â
Asttile narrowed her eyes slightly. âDo I resemble a celebrity?â
âNo,â he replied, voice calm, almost teasing. âJust⊠someone ordinary. Thatâs why I canât remember.â
The elevator dinged.
The doors slid open.
Asttile stepped out first, muttering under her breath.
âStupidâŠâ
But even as she walked away, something lingered.
That gaze.
That voice.
And the strange feeling that this wasnât going to be the last time she saw him.
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Later that day, at her desk, she was still lost in thought when a bright voice cut through her silence.
âHi! You must be the new hire!â
A girl stood in front of herâenergetic, warm, smiling like she had known her forever.
âIâm Roseanne⊠but everyone calls me Rose.â
Asttile blinked at her for a second, then shook her hand.
âAsttile.â
Roseâs energy was strangely comforting. Too bright for the heavy quiet Asttile had been carrying all day.
Rose leaned in slightly, lowering her voice like she was sharing a secret.
âIâll show you around. First days here can be⊠intense.â
Asttile raised an eyebrow. âIntense?â
Rose smiled wider.
âOh yeah. Especially because of him.â
Asttile paused. âHim?â
Rose nodded knowingly.
âOur team leader.â
Asttile didnât respond immediately, but something in her chest tightened slightly at the words.
Rose continued, cheerful as ever.
âDonât worry though. Iâll help you survive.â
Asttile finally let out a small breathâalmost a smile.
SomehowâŠ
She had a feeling this job was going to change more than just her routine.