Chapter 1
“He was my only sanctuary amidst the raging storms, the solitary prayer that trembled upon my lips each night. His breath dictated the very rhythm of my life, a silent devotion that consumed my mind with merciless madness.
This is not a mere love story; it is a plunge into an abyssal well of forbidden desires, where souls intertwine and identities collide. A detective chasing a mirage, and a female killer dwelling in his shadow — neither knowing that the lover is the enemy. In the end, they must choose: to surrender to the beating of their hearts, or remain loyal to the vow of the masked "
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“He was my only sanctuary amidst the raging storms, the solitary prayer that trembled upon my lips each night. His breath dictated the very rhythm of my life, a silent devotion that consumed my mind with merciless madness.
This is not a mere love story; it is a plunge into an abyssal well of forbidden desires, where souls intertwine and identities collide. A detective chasing a mirage, and a female killer dwelling in his shadow — neither knowing that the lover is the enemy. In the end, they must choose: to surrender to the beating of their hearts, or remain loyal to the vow of the masks.”
— — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — I sipped my third glass of whiskey, yet the intrusive noise of the tavern managed to pierce through my mind. My untamed, coiling curls cascaded over my face in absolute lethargy. A profound boredom consumed me; so far, this place had offered nothing but fools. I loathed the thought of spending this night alone, but a suitable man was nowhere to be found.
Suddenly, a hand cut through my thoughts, gently brushing the rogue curls away from my face. I raised my gaze in startled defiance, my eyes locking onto the intricate tattoos tracing his hand, before tracing them upward to his strikingly handsome face. A faint, knowing smirk tugged at the corner of my lips. I shifted my posture, silently permitting him to invade my space.Heavens, I am so easily undone by him,I thought, as my heart began to thud violently against my ribs — entirely captivated by his imposing stature that easily surpassed 180 cm.
“‘A glass of vodka for me, and one for the lady,”’
he commanded, his deep voice leaving no room for argument. The bartender complied instantly. I secretly despised vodka, but tonight, I didn’t mind the burn.
“‘Why would a woman like you be left all alone like this?’
His deep voice pulled me in even closer. I hadn’t expected such a rich, commanding tone. He shifted nearer, until the subtle, intoxicating scent of his cologne washed over me. When I say he was tattooed, I mean he was covered in dark ink — stretching from the back of his hand all the way up his neck, before disappearing beneath his crisp white shirt. Up close, he was devastatingly breathtaking.
Our silent standoff was interrupted by the bartender serving the vodka. I took my glass and downed a quick sip, wanting to get the burn over with. He watched me, a flicker of mild surprise dancing in his eyes.
‘It seems you’ve been staring pretty hard to notice I was alone,’
I countered. I slipped a small ice cube into my mouth, swirling it against my tongue, savoring the sharp chill.
He let out a low, amused chuckle, revealing a flawless smile.
‘I was simply making sure you weren’t waiting for a man.’
He took a measured sip of his transparent drink. Feeling a sudden surge of boldness, I pivoted on my stool, letting my bare knees brush against the side of his thigh.
‘Oh, really? Do you actually care about such things?’
I asked, tilting my head with teasing curiosity. He wasn’t overly muscular or bulky; the fluid way he moved told me his strength lay in absolute agility and lethal speed.
Slowly, his tattooed hand slid from my cheek down to my collarbone, his thumb tracing the frantic pulse racing beneath my skin. He leaned down, his hot breath brushing against my ear, sending a sharp shiver straight through my body.
‘No, I don’t,’
he murmured darkly.
‘It’s just… it’s a rare sin to see such a beautiful woman drinking by herself.’”
I smiled sideways, trying to suppress the urgent desire to skip all these introductions and just get to a closed room somewhere. However, my pride demanded that I remain aloof and out of reach. I asked him in a calm, weighted tone:
—“Do you have someone in your life who would be upset by your sitting here… or by my flattering you?”
I had to make sure he was completely single; I wasn’t ready to relive the nightmare of last time, when a random girl tried to pick a fight with me just because her man flirted with me. I will never understand the mentality of women who attack the third party while leaving the person who was actually supposed to be loyal to them.
A mocking smile touched his lips, and he asked in a teasing, cynical murmur:
—“Why? Can’t you fight?”
I laughed softly. The truth was, I knew absolutely nothing about fighting and had no interest in getting tangled up in petty female drama. Yet, I bluffed, lifting my chin high:
—“Over a man? I’d rather eat glass than fight over a man.”
The club was drowning in utter chaos and deafening noise, yet it felt as though the world around us had suddenly muted. The chemistry between us was breathtaking — and terrifying. He continued to stare at me with that enigmatic, lopsided smile. I couldn’t entirely decipher his gaze, but I could catch a glimpse of mockery and challenge in it. He finally exhaled, granting me the brief answer I had been waiting for so I could finally breathe:
—“No.”
His single word set me at ease; we were on the same page now.
—“What is your name, beautiful?”
He asked as he set his glass down on the table, turning his body fully toward me. His long legs were stretched out before me, and I could discern their sheer solidness and strength just by looking at the taut fabric of his trousers. I crossed one leg over the other slowly, trying to conceal how deeply affected I was by his overpowering presence, and replied with composure:
—“It’s certainly not ‘beautiful.’ It’s Ansellia.”
I took the last sip of my drink while he repeated the name after me:
—“Ansellia…”
The way he pronounced my name in that heavy, deep, resonant tone sent a warm shiver running straight through the depths of my body. He checked me out without a shred of shame, tracing his sharp eyes slowly from my head to my toes as if possessing me with his gaze alone. Then, he whispered with that sly, sideways smile:
—“What a innocent name…”
I laughed softly and remarked
, —“Oh… I am anything but innocent. Will you tell me your name now?”
He leaned forward slowly, his warm fingers caressing my bare back. I didn’t know him yet, but the latent desire in his eyes spoke volumes on his behalf. He calmly licked his lower lip, and that simple motion was almost enough to make me lose my balance and drop to my knees before him.
In a tone so low and incredibly quiet that I wasn’t even sure I had heard him correctly, he said,
—“If I tell you… you must promise to be mine for the entire night.”
I defiantly ran my fingertips along the length of his solid thigh and asked in a playful tone
, —“And if I don’t?”
This kind of offer was nothing new to me; I had experienced plenty of fleeting nights in the past.
—“Then we have no business here… not even in this conversation, do we, miss?”
He was utterly blunt and direct, exactly the way I liked it. A man with a clear intention, free of games or boyish manipulation; his presence was like a breath of fresh air amidst all this decay. I smiled wryly at myself and said,
—“I was yours the very moment my eyes fell upon you.”
I am a twenty-seven-year-old woman, yet I sometimes find myself acting with the impulsiveness of a teenager. His lips curved into a small, warm smile as he bit his lower lip, then murmured his answer
: —“Ethan.”
I grabbed my purse and stood up from my seat, using my height to lift myself to nearly his level, even though he was still sitting. He watched me with intense focus as I confidently stepped behind his chair. I leaned forward until my lips barely brushed his earlobe, asking with a quiet promise,
—“My place or yours, Eth?”
He stood up suddenly and without warning, erasing all distance between us. He wrapped his strong hand around my waist and planted a fierce, wild kiss on my lips. His mouth was cold, carrying the mingled taste of vodka and mint — a strange, provoking mix, yet I found myself whimpering softly against his mouth. That kiss alone was enough to make me shiver with intense desire.
—“My place.”He answered in a husky voice, slowly releasing my lips.
I nodded in agreement, still dazed by his sheer charisma. He gripped my hand firmly and began leading me through the crowds, out of the bar. I could hardly stop myself from smiling. How I had missed this feeling… missed distracting myself and shaking up my life with a new man. I was entirely ready for whatever would happen tonight.
—“Ethan…”
The syllables lost their way on my lips, vanishing deep into his mouth as we crossed the threshold of his apartment. He kicked the door shut behind him with a swift, decisive kick before returning to claim my lips. He bit my lower lip, pulling it gently between his teeth with sudden tenderness, then sucked it so slowly it made me realize how perfectly a man could master the art of kissing.
He trailed his hot kisses down the length of my neck, then shifted his hands to lift me off the ground abruptly, prompting me to automatically wrap my legs around his waist, clinging to him. My fingers tangled into the soft strands of his hair, and I threw my head back, granting him a wider path.
—“Do you live alone here?”
I asked, my voice breathless and broken amidst our overlapping breaths.
He leaned into my ear and whispered in a low murmur that made the blood freeze in my veins
: —“Don’t worry… no one will hear your screams but me.”
He bit my earlobe softly, sending a sharp shiver straight down my spine, causing my eyes to close involuntarily. At that moment, my mind had no room for anything but the urge to consume his overwhelming presence. Suddenly, his large palm moved upward, his fingers locking around my neck — an abrupt movement that made my eyelids snap open in shock.
—“Tell me… how do you want me to please you tonight?”
He mocked me with a cynical tone, licking his lower lip while his brown eyes darkened into a shade like bitter coffee. His features were raw with a predatory desire as he stared into my strained face.
In that exact second, my brain completely ceased to reason or think, and I surrendered entirely to that dominance. He walked with confident strides while his palm caressed the curves of my body, until he moved past the hallway and entered a bedroom bathed in dim, cool lighting. He laid me down on the bed slowly, pinning my hands above my head with his grip, while his other hand roamed over my skin, leaving damp, warm kisses burning all along my collarbone