Prologue
Sera
Iâd never been to a place like this before.
The light was honey-warm and dripping down the walls. Everything smelled of cigars and old money. Menus without prices. No loud music. Just low murmurs and the soft clink of glasses that probably cost more than my entire rent. He didn't tell me the name of the place, sending only an address and a time.
Iâd Googled it five minutes before arriving and nearly turned around when I saw the reviews, words like exclusive and reservation-only and political elite.
I didnât turn around. Curiosity, or maybe desperation, kept me walking. I needed to know why a man who hadnât even glanced at my rĂ©sumĂ©, who had rejected my application without a word, now wanted to see me in person.
I told myself I wasnât nervous, even when the hostess looked me up and down like I didnât belong. I told myself my heels didnât hurt, that Iâd worn this dress because I liked it, not because it was the only one I owned that could pass as expensive under dim lighting. I told myself that whatever this was, I could handle it.
âMiss Casteele,â he said with a smile, rising from the corner booth as I approached. âI wasnât sure youâd show.â
âI wasnât sure either,â I replied, matching his smile.
Lie number one. I was sure the second I read his message.
He gestured for me to sit. I slid into the booth across from him, the leather cool against my spine. He didnât reach for the menu. Neither did I. His posture was relaxed, but I could feel the impatience reeking from him. He was waiting, for what, I wasnât sure.
I kept my hands still in my lap and let the silence stand. I wouldnât be the one to break it. We just sat there, the silence stretching as deliberately as the space between us.
âYouâre interning with Carson & Finch this semester, arenât you?â
I nodded. âI started two weeks ago.â
He studied me with the ease of a man who had time to waste. Boht hands clasped perfectly on the table in front of him. His cufflinks caught the light, gold and engraved with a family crest I didnât recognize.
âYou hide it wellâ he said. âWhere you come from, I mean.â
I didnât ask how he knew where I came from. It didnât matter. People like him always knew. The question wasnât whether heâd found the dirt. It was how deep heâd gone and what he planned to do with it.
âI like it,â he added. âIt gives me a reason to cut through the bullshit.â
I tilted my head. âIs that why you brought me here? For my edge?â
He smiled, and it didnât quite reach his eyes.
âYou said in your application that you were pre-law at Halston on a merit scholarship,â he continued. âBut I made a few calls. Youâre not on any scholarship. In fact, you barely got in. Your transcript was... well, letâs just say it wasnât flattering. Not until your final year.â
My stomach curled, but I said nothing. He waited, he wanted me to squirm.
âWhy lie?â he asked, that look still lingering on his face.
Iâd been asked that question before, sometimes with curiosity, sometimes with cruelty. The truth was never simple.
I donât know why I do it. Maybe because lying to strangers is easier than telling the truth to people who think they know you. Maybe because if I said the right things, I could be anyone other than myself.
âI didnât lie,â I said evenly. âI prefer the term curated.â
That made him laugh, the way all rich men laugh when they think theyâve found something rare.
âI like you,â he said, eyes crinkling at the corners.
I said nothing. I took in his perfectly tailored suit. The shiny, gold Rolex on his wrist. We were from two totally different worlds. Whatever he liked about me couldn't be a good thing.
He leaned back. âMost applicants want to impress me with spotless records. You, on the other hand, you understand the game. How to impress without trying.â
âI understand how to survive.â
He laughed softly, nodding. I must've passed some invisible test of his. To be honest, I didnât like where this conversation was going.
âAnd thatâs exactly what makes you interesting.â He leaned forward slightly, voice softening. âThereâs a case Iâm working on. A complicated one. And I need someone with your particular talents. Someone who knows how to make people believe things they shouldnât.â
The pieces came together with a familiar, uneasy jolt. I knew what he was asking of me. And how deep he really dug into my past.
I stared at him. âYou want me to lie in court?â
âI want you to testify in a high profile case.â He reached into his pocket and slid a card across the table. âEverything youâll say will be prepared for you. All you have to do is play your part.â
I didnât touch the card.
âI looked into you. Iâve read your file,â he said. âThe money. The letters. The sudden rise in grades. I know what you did to get here. Youâre resourceful, Sera. But letâs not pretend this little internship is what youâre really after.â
I swallowed. âWhat am I really after?â
He smiled like the answer was obvious. âYou want the door. The one girls like you arenât supposed to reach. Law school. Prestige. Power. You want people to stop looking at you like you begged your way in. I can give you all of that.â
âWhat do I get in return?â I asked. My voice didnât waver.
âIn return?â he echoed. âIf you sit on that stand, you tell a story. And when itâs over, you walk out with an opportunity. Iâll rescind my initial rejection of your internship and guarantee you a spot at Crane University. Expenses fully paid.â
He was offering the one thing Iâd been killing myself for, the version of me Iâd been building brick by brick, lie by lie. And all it would cost was one more lie.
My fingers finally grazed the edge of the card. Curiosity had always been my worst habit.
He watched me in silence. There was no pressure in his voice, but deep down, I knew I couldnât say no. He could expose my past, dismantle everything I'd made for myself.
But the truth was, I didnât want to say no.
I thought about the apartment I could barely afford. The past I couldnât erase. The years Iâd spent being disposable.
I looked him in the eye. âWhat happens to the man Iâm testifying against?â
âHe loses. You win.â His response was instant and effortless. âHeâs not the important one in this story. You are.â
The moment snapped into silence, and in that silence, I nodded.
And just like that, the girl I used to be disappeared. Because survival isnât about telling the truth. Itâs about choosing the path that gets you out alive.