Chapter 1
I longed to feel comforted, all over my body, all in my bones. I longed to not have to worry about people doing me wrong or playing in my face.
how I craves loyalty as it is carved in my body, I knows nothing else, well knew. Betrayal my friend? It’s ultimately the worse. More like a curse, doing right by these people only for them to laugh by your face? More like a game, these people love fame, doing anything for likes? Do you even have a type?
Loyalty my friend, isn’t in these people vocabulary.
I just want someone’s 100%, can I lay my head in your chest without hearing the laughter? Can I kiss you passionately as there’s no doubt in my mind? Can you fuck me endlessly, as I cry your name?
Can I be completely honest with you as I am with myself? Can I be naked around you without feeling conscious? Can I skip the nice talk and be me? Can I ask you to slap your dick against my entrance and trust your not fucking someone else?
Loyalty my friend, why not make me comfortable? Or do you want me to be a fool for you?
Maybe you enjoy these idiotic games?
Maybe your useto the childish ways?
While overlooking all your faults, inconvinceing myself willingly, you were convincing someone out of their draws
Loyalty my friend, I’m sick of your game.
Safe to say the best you can do is move on or play the game. Now this isnt your regular cliché book, its unfiltered, black and white, truth of Marsai’s dating life. Especially after her asshat ex who she spent two years loving, only to find out he cheated multiple times. Now she meets shawn who makes her leg shake too many times to count
