SENSE YOU LEFT

On December. 2025

I found out your physical being left this earth.

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I had just awakened from a restful night's sleep when my phone started to vibrate, indicating a call from our younger brother.

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He was contacting me to deliver news that would profoundly impact my life.

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He informed me that your cardiac activity had ceased, indicating your passing.

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I have never thought I could feel such pain quite like this before.

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Days after your death my only recourse was to remain in my room.

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I reflected upon the myriad of experiences, both positive,

challenging and funny, that I was fortunate enough to share with you.

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There are occasions when I reach for my phone to call you.

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Despite any disagreements or conflicts we may have experienced, our relationship was consistently characterized by a profound sense of love and mutual respect.

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Few individuals could truly comprehend the profound and unwavering connection, the unconditional affection we experienced.

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Thank you for being the man you were poohpooh.

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Nearly a year has passed, yet I continue to struggle with this profound sense of loss while adjusting to life in your absence