About me:
My name is Elena Melanson, I am an artist, writer, photographer and musician.I play the guitar, handpan, ukulele and ocarina flute though I am trying my hand on the rap and the cover songs.That being said I used to rap with my friend markie mark, though at the time I was not well versed in song writing at the time and had to go free style.Though I find I tell the truth better through song than by actually saying what is on my mind.It was through music where I started to see that I missed my mother and even my father, two people I would give my life to until they entered the spirit world. I also find that music is (besides crystals) a great from of therapy.I learned to play guitar with Amanda Jordan of all peopleand I found her music very good.Though I like the brasher stuff more.
I learned to song write when I went to blues fest last year.I wanted to try this and then weeks my fucking phone broke and I had no other choice but to song and song write. This was rather good for me but for the phone busting during a bleeping PTSD flashback (I did not have my skateboard or my stress balls that time).That being said I also find that I am very creative, I do art, writing and photography.
Well mainly I am here to write about my mental health, I have Asperger’s now autism #1, PTSD, OCD and adhd though I might have more to it though but I don’t want to know.I also have an 196 iq and I also have an idyllic memory though that could slip when a skateboard is involved.I find that doing various creative things helps with my trauma. I have been around the block many times with trauma and probably C-PTSD! I have been born in a war zone, bullied to death (almost), lost my beloved parents and grand parents, and was attacked sexually by my one tracked mind of a brother, this guy I am sure has an iq of about 40 and is obsessed with sex and is fat. This guy was a real (excuse my ignorance) but he was r*tarded.Annoy one who is sex obsessed is a r*tarded person who is also a psychopath/sociopath.Being sex obsessed doesn’t end well.As far as I am concerned he is dead to me I wanted to see that justice (legal or universal) will come to him.I never want to use that word “r*tarded” ever again though I was called that by many ignorant assholes before.
That being said, being a psychopath/sociopath is r*tarded too.People like to use this word on disabled people which is evil, but mentioning it about a criminal and you are fine in my books.
Well I am who I am take it or leave it.I am also a hothead.
My favourites:
Interests:skateboarding, stargazing, writing , songwriting/singing, guitar, ukulele, handpan, ocarina flute, astronomy, astrophotography, reading and art, tattoos and piercings.
Music: insane clown posse, twistid, oujia Mac, and limp bizkit, Marylin Manson, missy elliot, Snoop Dogg, tears for fears, shaggy, and Gwen Stefani, no doubt, and pantra, Buffy Sainte-Marie!
Movies: American history x (required watching for recovering hotheads) and big time crime boss’s, horror horror and more horror
Tv: SVU, and king of the hill
Books: worlds most dangerous places, and come back alive
Sports: baseball, basketball, fushigig, skateboarding and roller blading. Anything with a ball is fun, and trick or treating.
