Authors note:
Hello there i might have tried to write romance though I cannot for the life of me. I was raised on horror and true crime as a young kid from reading the stand by Stephen king as a 4 year old and then “having” to read the goosebumps books as an older kid of 8 and 9 years old that being said I was raised on a healthy diet of horror and true crime. Though my father love horror and my mother true crime this was instilled into be as a hobby at a young age. This obviously did not traumatize me as I had seen and experienced things far beyond any horror novel there is, including Stuart Macbride’s half head! That being said I had my human rights severely compromised as a baby in a war zone and I have been bullied in school severely. That being said I suggest looking at my autobiography for my info about what I had to endure as a baby. That being said I started to trick or treat at age 3 and never really stopped as Halloween and horror gave me the perfect and healthy escapism from life’s traumas and dramas that are inflicted on us all at some point in our lives. I also see that sometimes a good horror movie or haunt is the best medicine for your depression (if you like this sort of thing: Halloween and horror). But I see that it has to be a healthy scare for it to be beneficial for everyone.
that being said I think that non-traumatizing fear and a good fun boo will be helpful for people and help them with the anxiety that comes with life and even in death. That being said, there will be some trigger warnings for some of my stories as this in fact is horror after all.
these trigger warnings are: mental health, violent death, suicide, torture, criminal activities, trauma, assault and S.A (sexual assault) and some demonic possession in the book. Though demonic possession is literally just a very severe form of DID (dissociative Identity Disorder) but is a live up calle dissociative trance Disorder, which is a severe trauma disorder that some people will experience with horrific traumatic events. Nothing in this book will make light of the trigger warning and the mental health system. I don’t intend on triggering people or traumatizing them so this is why the author note is the FIRST thing you see before reading the rest of this book.
and I hope that people will not judge my personality type for what I have to say in this book…. I am not a psychopath/sociopath (anti-social personality disorder). I am just someone who is trying to find an appropriate and easy way release the traumas of life without being abusive or getting into there more therapy……that being said if therapy is you choice of dealing with certain emotions, GOOD on you. I had tried therapy it works but writing and song writing are usually my jams.
if you are affected by any of the triggers mentioned then you should probably seek support for what you are dealing with or what happened to you in you past. I want to see people get the help they need if they so need or desire and if this is triggering because you are just a jerk and have no mental health issues but for being a bully then I suggest looking for another book to read on here and wattpad. I will link some links below depending on if you are from Canada or the USA.
https://www.canada.ca/en/health-canada/services/substance-use/get-help-with-substance-use.html?utm_campaign=hc-sc-young-adults-opioids-26-27&utm_source=ggl&utm_medium=sem&utm_content=ad-text_en&adv=2627-982852&utm_term=substance+use+resources&gclsrc=aw.ds&gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=23911319716&gbraid=0AAAAACdYzIOUGo7vcbBpQDCCOHkiS8gsE&gclid=Cj0KCQjw3K7RBhDJARIsAKRtP5Q7KtORRq4FbFPlfC6VTHC5-lmn5kPPzkpwD-P1vr_KJsNCelAMnpoaAu-3EALw_wcB
https://www.cdc.gov/mental-health/caring/index.html
or if less severe: then go to your local china town and find your self a pair of Baoding iron balls (harmony balls) and talk to someone who will help. (Not a joke the harmony balls and talking to a friend do help)
~Elena
