Chapter 1 : Taste of a Normal Life
The little bell above the café door made its usual soft sound.
Ting.
Jessica looked up from the espresso machine, brushing a loose strand of dark hair away from her face. The smell of fresh coffee filled the air around her - warm, rich, safe. She had grown to love that smell more than almost anything else in the world. It meant she was still here. Still ordinary. Still free.
The café was still half full at this hour. The usual evening crowd. Old Mr. Santos in his corner seat, sipping his vanilla latte and reading his folded newspaper the way he did every single night without fail. Two university students sharing a plate of pastries near the window, textbooks open, highlighters scattered between them. A young mother at the far table, rocking a sleeping baby against her chest with one hand and scrolling her phone with the other. A couple on their third date - Jessica knew because she had been there for the first two - speaking quietly over matching cups of chamomile tea.
Ordinary people.
Good people.
Her people.
“Welcome to-”
The word died in her throat.
Four people stood in the doorway.
Two men. Two women.
Black coats.
Rain dripping from their shoulders like they had walked straight through a storm without caring.
They didn’t smile. They didn’t look around curiously the way normal customers did. They didn’t glance at the menu board or the little pastry display or the potted plants sitting by the foggy window.
They just stood there.
Still.
Silent.
Wrong.
Something cold - something old and familiar and terrible - crawled slowly up Jessica’s spine.
The two women stood on either side of the men, perfectly balanced, perfectly still. They weren’t soft or uncertain the way people sometimes expected women to be in moments like this. They were sharp. Coiled. The kind of still that meant they were ready to move faster than anyone in the room could react to.
Jessica recognized that kind of stillness.
She used to wear it herself.
Outside, Makati City glowed the way it always did at night. Neon signs in pink and yellow reflected on wet pavement. Street vendors shouted. Cars honked. People rushed past the café windows with their umbrellas and their plastic bags, living their ordinary lives without knowing or caring what was happening just a few feet away.
The world outside was still moving.
But inside the café -
The air had changed.
It pressed against her skin like a warning. Heavy. Thick. Electric in a way that had nothing to do with the weather. Jessica had felt this specific kind of air before. Years ago. In rooms she had tried so hard to forget.
Her fingers tightened slowly around the ceramic coffee cup she was holding.
No.
Not here.
Not now.
Not after everything I gave up to be here.
She forced herself to breathe. Forced the smile back onto her face. The same smile she used with every customer - warm, easy, practiced.
“Sorry,” she said lightly. “We’re actually about to close for the night.”
None of them moved.
Not even a little.
Then one of the men stepped forward.
The light hit his face and Jessica’s chest locked up completely.
There was a scar running through his left eyebrow. Old. Jagged. Like someone had taken a knife to his face a long time ago and it had healed badly on purpose.
She knew that scar.
She knew exactly how he got it.
Her body remembered before her brain could stop it - the way muscle memory works, the way trauma works. Her pulse quickened. Her palms went cold. Her breathing slowed down to almost nothing.
Pain. Training. Blood. Running. Screaming. Surviving.
Her body remembered all of it.
“Found you,” the scarred man said.
His voice was quiet. Almost gentle. That was the worst part. Dangerous things were always quieter than you expected.
Jessica swallowed hard against the tightening in her throat.
“You have the wrong person,” she said.
A lie.
Everyone in that room knew it was a lie.
The scarred man tilted his head slightly. Like she had said something almost amusing. Almost.
Then he looked past her.
At the customers.
Something shifted in his expression. Not hesitation. Not sympathy. Just -
Calculation.
“Lock the door,” he said quietly.
One of the women moved immediately. The dead bolt slid into place with a sound like a period at the end of a sentence. The university students looked up from their textbooks. The young mother lifted her head. Mr. Santos slowly lowered his newspaper.
“Hey-” one of the students started.
The gunshot was so loud and so sudden that Jessica’s whole body flinched violently before she even understood what had happened.
The student’s chair scraped back.
He slumped sideways.
His textbook hit the floor.
His friend screamed - a short, high, terrible sound - and then a second shot rang out and she fell too, knocking the plate of pastries off the table as she went down. The little pastries hit the floor and scattered like nothing. Like they weighed nothing. Like the whole world weighed nothing.
The young mother let out a sob and clutched her baby to her chest, pressing herself back against the wall as hard as she could.
“Please-” she gasped. “Please, my baby, please-”
The second woman didn’t even look at her face.
Two shots.
The mother slid down the wall slowly. The baby, still sleeping impossibly, still wrapped tight against her chest, let out a small sound - a soft, confused whimper - and then went quiet again.
Jessica’s brain stopped working for a full second.
She couldn’t breathe.
Couldn’t think.
Couldn’t-
“No-” The word tore out of her like something being ripped from her chest. “*No-*”
She lurched forward from behind the counter.
A fist connected with her face before she got two steps.
The world tilted sharply to the left.
Her body slammed back against the counter behind her with a force that rattled every shelf. Bottles fell. Glass shattered. The espresso machine scraped sideways. Pain erupted through the back of her skull like a firecracker going off inside her head, bright and blinding and total.
She slid down against the counter, legs giving out beneath her.
The coffee cup she had been holding hit the floor and broke into four clean pieces.
She stared at them for a half second.
Four pieces.
I liked that mug.
From somewhere to her left she heard the couple - the third date couple - trying to escape toward the back. Running. Knocking over chairs. The man was pulling the woman by the hand, both of them breathing hard, both of them making the small desperate sounds that people make when they are trying very hard not to die.
Two more shots.
Then silence.
Then the sound of two bodies hitting the floor.
Jessica squeezed her eyes shut.
Don’t.
Don’t look.
Don’t-
“Still pretending?” a voice sneered from somewhere above her.
She looked up.
It was one of the women. Up close, she was striking - high cheekbones, hair pulled back tight, eyes that held absolutely nothing warm in them. She looked down at Jessica the way someone looks at something stuck to the bottom of their shoe.
Before Jessica could move, the woman grabbed a fistful of her hair.
Hard.
Jessica gasped as she was yanked violently upward, neck snapping back, eyes watering instantly from the sharp, burning pain at her scalp.
From his corner table, Mr. Santos rose shakily to his feet. He was old - seventy at least - and his hands were trembling badly, but he stood up anyway. His newspaper fell to the floor. His vanilla latte tipped over and spread across the table in a slow pale river.
“Stop that,” he said. His voice was thin but steady. “You stop that right now. She is just a girl-”
The second man raised his weapon without turning around.
One shot.
Mr. Santos sat back down slowly, like he was just tired.
Then he was still.
His overturned latte dripped off the edge of the table and onto the floor, drop by drop by drop, the only sound in the entire café.
Jessica made a sound she had never made before in her life. It came from somewhere so deep and so broken inside her that she didn’t even recognize it as her own voice. It was the sound of something being destroyed permanently. Something that could not be put back together.
“Please-” she gasped. “Please - they have nothing to do with this - *please*-”
A mistake.
The woman with the high cheekbones pulled her hair harder.
“Please?” she repeated softly, almost mockingly. Like the word was something foreign and small and ridiculous.
The punch came from the second man - fast and sharp and completely without mercy.
It landed across the side of her jaw and her head snapped to the right. White light flashed across her vision. Her lip split open against her own teeth and she tasted blood immediately - thick and copper and warm, flooding across her tongue.
The woman released her hair and she collapsed forward, catching herself on her hands and knees on the broken floor.
Glass bit into her palms.
She didn’t care.
She couldn’t care about that. Not now. Not with the café so quiet around her. Not with that silence pressing down on everything like a weight. The silence of a room that had been full of living people twenty minutes ago and now-
Don’t think about it.
Don’t.
“You abandoned your post,” the scarred man said from behind her. His voice was still terrifyingly calm. “You walked away from everything. And for *what?”
She heard him moving slowly around the café. His footsteps were deliberate. Unhurried. The footsteps of a man who had nowhere urgent to be and knew it.
He stepped over something on his way to the center of the room.
She didn’t look at what it was.
She couldn’t.
“For this?”
There was something in his voice now. Not anger. Disgust. The specific kind of disgust that comes from not understanding something at all.
Jessica lifted her head slightly.
He was standing in the middle of the café, looking around at everything. At the tiny wooden shelves she had painted white herself, one rainy Saturday afternoon with music playing on her phone. At the handwritten menu board with its imperfect chalk lettering. At the little wicker basket of sugar packets on the counter. At the photographs of customers she had pinned to the corkboard near the door - smiling faces, birthday cakes, a baby’s first visit.
At the plant on the windowsill that she watered every single morning without fail.
Then his gaze swept lower. At the overturned chairs. The spilled drinks. The scattered textbooks with their cheerful highlighted passages. The folded newspaper lying open on the floor beside Mr. Santos’s still hand.
“You traded your life,” he said softly, “for this?”
Jessica’s chest was not just tight anymore. It was shattered. Completely and totally shattered.
Because she had loved this.
She had loved every single person in this room tonight.
The smell of coffee every morning. Regular customers who remembered her name. Who called her *anak*. Who told her about their grandchildren and their thesis deadlines and their anniversary dinners. Quiet. Peace. Normal.
For once in her life - she had normal.
And now it was soaked in blood.
“I left,” she whispered.
Her voice didn’t shake. She was proud of that, at least.
The kick came from the second woman - fast and precise and completely without hesitation, the way someone trained to hurt people delivers pain. Not wild. Not emotional. Just efficient.
The air left Jessica’s body completely. Every molecule of oxygen - gone. She folded forward and collapsed sideways onto the floor, coughing violently, mouth open, body convulsing as it tried to pull breath back in.
It wouldn’t come. It wouldn’t come. It wouldn’t-
There.
A thin, ragged inhale.
From somewhere very close - too close - she could smell spilled coffee mixing with something darker. Something iron and wet. The smell of what the café had become.
“You don’t leave,” the scarred man said.
He said it like a fact. Like a law of nature. Like telling her the sky was blue.
CRASH.
Another shelf came down. Wood splintered. Her collection of mismatched teacups - the ones she picked up one by one from weekend markets because she loved the way none of them matched - rained down onto the floor and shattered into dust.
A chair flew into the wall and left a hole in the drywall.
The corkboard full of photographs was ripped down and stomped on.
The plant on the windowsill was knocked to the floor, its little terracotta pot breaking apart, dark soil spreading across the pale tile like a bruise.
The two women moved through the café with unsettling efficiency, destroying everything that remained standing. They didn’t rage. They didn’t shout. They simply dismantled it all - every shelf, every decoration, every small careful thing that Jessica had built with her own hands and her own hope - with the same calm, methodical energy they brought to all things.
Jessica tried to crawl.
The second man’s boot connected with her ribs.
She heard something crack before she felt it - that terrible, hollow sound - and then the pain arrived a half second later like a wave she couldn’t outswim. It crashed through her entire right side and she cried out, a short, sharp sound that she immediately wished she could take back.
A sob broke through before she could stop it.
She pressed her bleeding mouth against the cold tile floor and squeezed her eyes shut.
Mr. Santos’s overturned vanilla latte was still dripping somewhere behind her. She could hear it.
Drop. Drop. Drop.
He always called her anak.
Every single morning. Without fail.
Don’t cry.
Don’t.
Don’t give them anything.
“Pathetic,” the woman with the high cheekbones muttered somewhere to her left.
“She used to be terrifying,” the second woman said, her voice almost thoughtful. “You remember? Three years ago?”
“I remember,” the scarred man said.
“Hard to believe,” the second man replied, looking down at Jessica with something between disappointment and contempt. “Looking at her now.”
Jessica pressed her forehead harder against the cold tile floor.
I won’t go back.
The thought rose up through all the pain and all the blood and all the terrible new silence of the café like something made of iron.
I won’t become that person again. I won’t. Not even now. Not even like this. Not even if it kills me.
The bell above the café door rang again.
Slow footsteps.
Measured. Careful. The footsteps of someone who had never rushed for anything in their entire life because they had never needed to. Because the world rearranged itself around them instead.
All four of them went completely silent.
They stepped back.
All four.
At once.
Jessica’s blood ran cold.
No.
Please no.
Anyone but-
Polished black shoes appeared in her blurred field of vision. Expensive. Perfect. Not a single scuff or drop of rain on them despite the weather outside.
They moved through the café with complete ease - stepping around the broken furniture, around the shattered glass, around the terrible stillness of the people on the floor - without breaking stride. Without slowing down. Without looking at any of it.
They stopped inches from her bloodied, shaking hand.
A long pause.
Then a familiar voice exhaled slowly. Not angry. Not loud. Just -
Disappointed.
“You really disappointed me, Jess.”
Her breath caught in her chest like a hook. Jess. He’s the only one of calls me that.
Slowly - even though every single part of her body screamed at her not to - she looked up.
Damien Vale.
He wore a tailored black suit that had never seen a wrinkle in its life. His dark hair was perfectly in place. His hands were in his pockets, relaxed, like he had just walked into a board meeting rather than a café full of bodies and broken glass.
He didn’t look at the customers on the floor.
Not once.
Not even a glance.
Like they weren’t there. Like they had never been there. Like they were furniture that someone had rearranged.
He looked only at her.
The way a teacher looks at a student who has handed in blank paper.
Not cruel.
Just tired.
“You know,” he said, crouching down slowly so that he was at her level, “I actually believed, for a while, that you’d come back on your own.”
Jessica said nothing. Blood dripped from her chin onto the floor.
“I gave you time.” His voice was almost gentle now. That was the thing about Damien Vale that most people never understood until it was too late. He was never loud. He was never dramatic. He was simply inevitable. “I thought - she’ll realize. She’ll come back. She’s too smart to actually believe she can disappear.”
His gaze moved slowly around what remained of her café.
The broken shelves. The shattered cups. The ruined photographs. The overturned furniture. The little plant, its roots exposed and helpless in the spreading dirt.
The bodies.
He looked at it all with the same expression. The same mild, faintly tired disappointment.
“You chose this?” he said softly. “Coffee and cheap aprons and smiling at strangers?”
He clicked his tongue.
“What a waste of everything I built.”
Jessica’s whole body was shaking now. Shock. Pain. Cold. Grief so enormous and so sudden she couldn’t find the edges of it. She could still hear the dripping.
Drop. Drop. Drop.
Her vision swam in and out and she could feel her ribs grinding against each other every time she tried to breathe, which meant at least one was cracked.
But she was still there.
Still thinking.
Still herself.
She gathered every last shred of what she had left and pushed the words out.
“I... hate... you.”
Silence.
The whole room went still. Both men and both women stiffened slightly without meaning to - all four at once - like the words had moved through the air and touched something they weren’t expecting.
Then Damien smiled.
It was the worst kind of smile. Not cruel. Not angry. Just -
Sad. Almost.
Like she had said something he had heard before. Something he had been expecting for a long time.
“No,” he said quietly. His fingers reached out and tilted her chin upward. His touch was almost careful. That made it worse. That made everything worse. “You don’t hate me, Jess”
His dark eyes met hers.
“You hate what I made you.”
Her eyes burned. She would not cry in front of him. She would absolutely not.
“I’m not yours anymore,” she whispered.
Something shifted in his expression. A door closing behind his eyes.
“Wrong answer,” he said.
The gun appeared so simply, so casually, that she almost missed it. Black metal. Cold barrel. He pressed it to the center of her forehead without any drama at all, the way someone might press a finger to a smudge on a window.
Jessica stopped breathing entirely.
Around them, the destroyed café glittered. Broken glass caught the light like scattered diamonds on the floor. Rain hit the cracked window in sheets. Somewhere, a shelf was still swinging from its last bracket, creaking softly back and forth.
The two men and two women stood in perfect silence around her. Watching. Waiting. A wall of black coats and cold eyes and absolute stillness.
And everywhere - the café she had built. The café she had loved. The café that had been full of warm light and familiar voices just minutes ago.
Now full of nothing but wreckage and silence and the people she could not save.
Blood pooled beneath her cheek and her hand.
This is it.
The thought arrived without panic. Almost peaceful.
After everything - all the running, all the hiding, all the early mornings and quiet nights and small, careful joys - this is how it ends. On the floor of the place I loved most. Surrounded by people I couldn’t protect.
Damien looked at her for a long moment.
“You could have been extraordinary,” he said.
Jessica closed her eyes.
She didn’t think about revenge in that last moment.
She thought about Mr. Santos, who always called her anak.Who always ordered a vanilla latte with exactly one and a half sugars. Who always folded his newspaper into a perfect rectangle before he tucked it under his arm to leave.
She thought about the two students who highlighted their notes in different colors - yellow and pink - as if color-coding was going to save them from their exams.
She thought about the young mother rocking her baby to sleep in the warm light of a café that smelled like coffee and safety.
She thought about the couple on their third date who had looked at each other like they were just beginning something wonderful.
She thought about all of them.
She thought about the life she almost, almost gave them.
The gunshot was deafening.
And then -
“Sir!”
Shouting. Movement. The sound of something - someone - colliding with something else. A scuffle. Feet scrambling on broken glass. One of the men cursed sharply. One of the women shouted something she couldn’t make out.
The bullet missed her.
By inches.
It tore past the side of her head instead, so close she felt the heat of it, felt her hair move with the displaced air, and then it buried itself in the wall behind her with a sound like a heavy fist.
Pain exploded across the side of her skull anyway - not from the bullet but from falling, from her head hitting the hard floor as her body finally, completely gave up.
Warm blood flooded down the side of her face. Everything went soft at the edges. Sound became muffled and distant, like she was underwater.
She felt the cold of the tile against her cheek.
She heard glass crunching somewhere nearby.
Drop. Drop. Drop.
The vanilla latte.
Still dripping.
She heard Damien’s voice - still so completely, infuriatingly *calm* - somewhere above her.
“Tch.” A small, irritated sound. Like someone had spilled coffee on his sleeve. “Clean this up.”
Then -
Nothing.








