Chapter 1: Double Betrayal
[If you're reading this and you're not following me yet… I’ll hunt you through the dark halls, pin you against the wall, and fuck you until you’re mine.]
Liliana Miller:
I stared at the doctor like he had just spoken a language I couldn’t understand.
The office suddenly felt too cold, too white, too quiet. Even the ticking clock on the wall sounded distant, muffled beneath the violent pounding in my chest.
“I’m sorry, Miss Liliana,” the doctor repeated gently, his voice careful, almost pitying. “But you are not infertile.”
I blinked.
Once.
Twice.
Then I laughed — a broken, hollow sound that didn’t even sound like me. It echoed off the sterile walls and died just as quickly.
Not infertile?
For three years my entire world had revolved around needles piercing my skin, hormones flooding my system, sudden weight gain that made me hate my own reflection, brutal mood swings that left me crying in the shower, and a crushing guilt that swallowed me whole every single night. Three years of believing I was broken. That I was the reason we couldn’t have a family. That I was failing the man I loved.
The doctor kept talking, but his words blurred together like static. Something about test results. Something about how the issue had never been with me. My hands trembled in my lap as I tried to process it, my nails digging into my thighs hard enough to leave marks.
Then he said the words that shattered everything.
“Alex had known for over two years. You both came in for a joint consultation. He promised he would tell you. I… I assumed he had.”
My legs gave out.
The room tilted violently. I staggered, the world spinning into chaos. The doctor rushed around his desk and caught me just before I hit the floor.
“Miss Liliana, breathe. Please, try to breathe.”
A sob tore from my throat before I could stop it. I pressed my hand over my mouth, but the dam had already broken. Hot tears streamed down my face as the full weight of the betrayal crashed over me.
All those nights I had cried in his arms, whispering how sorry I was for failing him. All the mornings I woke up nauseous and exhausted from the injections, yet still forced a smile because I didn’t want to burden him. He had held me. Kissed my forehead. Whispered that it wasn’t my fault.
And the whole time… he knew it was *his*.
I pushed myself up so fast the chair scraped loudly against the tile. The room spun again. My knees buckled.
“Miss Liliana—!”
The doctor caught me once more, his arm steady around my shoulders. I clutched his sleeve like a lifeline, gasping for air that wouldn’t come.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, though I didn’t know what I was apologizing for.
He helped me sit, brought me water, murmured soft reassurances I couldn’t hear. Eventually, I managed to stand. He offered to call someone. I shook my head. I just needed to get out.
The drive to the luxury Airbnb was a blur of tears and white-hot rage. The beautiful coastal villa had been booked months ago as part of Mia’s wedding festivities. Since Mia and her fiancé lived in a tiny apartment, she had asked if Alex and I could stay there for the week to help with last-minute preparations and host some of the bridal events. It was supposed to be perfect — a gorgeous ocean-view home where I could throw her the bachelorette party of her dreams tomorrow.
My phone wouldn’t stop ringing on the passenger seat.
*Alex.*
Again.
Again.
Again.
I ignored every call, knuckles white on the steering wheel. Today was supposed to be about celebrating Mia — my best friend of twelve years, the woman who had been by my side through every heartbreak, every late-night cry session, every fertility appointment I’d dragged myself to. She was the one who held my hand when the doctors first mentioned IVF. The one who brought me ice cream and bad movies when the hormones made me unbearable.
How could everything feel so wrong now?
By the time I pulled up to the elegant villa, my chest felt like it was caving in. I needed answers. I needed Alex to look me in the eyes and explain how he could let me destroy my body and my spirit for years over a lie.
I climbed the wooden stairs slowly, legs heavy with exhaustion and grief. That’s when I heard it.
Loud, breathy moans drifting through the open balcony doors.
At first, I thought my shattered mind was playing cruel tricks. But the sounds grew clearer. Feminine. Needy. *Familiar.*
My heartbeat slammed against my ribs like a war drum.
*No. God, please no.*
I pressed a trembling hand against the heavy wooden door. The moans continued — wet, rhythmic, accompanied by deep masculine groans I knew better than my own name.
The door was slightly ajar.
With a shaking hand, I pushed it open.
“Yes! Fuck, Alex — harder!”
Mia — my best friend, the bride-to-be getting married *tomorrow* — was bent over the back of the living room couch, her bridesmaid dress I had helped her pick out bunched around her waist. Alex was buried deep inside her, thrusting with raw hunger, one hand fisted tightly in her long dark hair, the other gripping her hip with that same possessive strength he always used on me.
For one frozen, suffocating second, the world went completely silent.
Then I screamed.
A raw, guttural sound ripped out of me, full of three years of lies and this final, devastating knife twist.
They jerked apart like they’d been electrocuted. Alex’s face drained of all color. Mia scrambled desperately to pull her dress down, her eyes wide with panic and guilt.
“Liliana — oh my goodness… wait — it’s not what it looks like!” Alex stammered, hands flying up in surrender, his pants still tangled around his ankles.
I shook my head, tears falling so fast they blinded me. My back hit the wall as my legs gave out, and I slumped against it, staring at my best friend in horror.
“Mia… Mia, you… oh my God!!” I cried out, my voice breaking.
Mia covered her face with both palms, shoulders shaking. “I’m sorry, Liliana… I didn’t mean for this to happen. I’m so sorry… this is so stupid of me…”
“Stupid?” The word came out as a choked sob. I looked at Alex, the man I thought I knew, and felt something inside me shatter completely. “Alex… she’s my *best friend*, you moron! God, why the fuck are you— why… why?? What did I do wrong? You’re the one who’s infertile and this… this is what you do?!”
Alex stepped forward, still half-naked, his expression crumbling into desperate panic. “Lila, baby, please. I’m begging you. It was just a mistake. One stupid mistake. You’ve been so obsessed with the fertility stuff for years — always tired, always crying, always pushing me away. I felt neglected. Mia was here, she listened… it just happened. But it doesn’t mean anything. I still love *you*. We can fix this. We can still get married. I’ll never do it again, I swear on my life.”
Mia peeked through her fingers, tears streaking her makeup. “It was the devil, Lila. He tempted me… I was weak. The wedding stress, the pressure… I never wanted to hurt you. You’re like a sister to me.”
Her words made my stomach churn. But it was Alex’s next words that truly broke me.
“Come on, Liliana,” he continued, his voice turning almost pleading yet defensive. “You know you couldn’t give me what I needed. I waited for years while you poked yourself with needles and complained. A man has needs. This doesn’t change the fact that I chose *you* despite everything.”
The room spun. The hypocrisy hit like a punch to the gut — the man who had let me destroy my body for *his* secret, now throwing it in my face while his pants were still down from fucking my best friend the day before her wedding.
Bile rose in my throat. I doubled over, retching violently onto the polished hardwood floor. The taste of betrayal burned worse than the acid. My entire body heaved as I threw up again, tears and vomit mixing on the ground.
I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, shaking my head in disbelief. “You’re both disgusting.”
Without another word, I turned and ran, their desperate voices calling after me as I stumbled down the stairs and into the night.
Alex is a asshole.