Chapter 1 HOW THE WORLD IS GOING TO LOOK AT US
i was sitting on my bed reading this new book I brought called if this is love by Jewel E Ann she was my favorite book author I was trying to do a two day TBR take down with five books it was going to be hard because of the fact I am in collage and have to work and also try to find time for my hobbies aka reading but that doesn't stop me no way I close my book and put it on my dresser and grab the remote and go on Netflix and turn on the series I was watching aka A Good Girls Guide To Murder one of the other books I already finished reading in the middle of me a few minutes later my roommate Lara walked in
KAMRYN: hey
LARA: hey she says then goes in the bathroom
KAMRYN: I keep watching the show then my phone dings i pick it up and read the message
/ MESSAGE FROM: MOM" / hey baby Kyle is coming in to town soon and she wants to see you I know you two never got along but you guys are sisters and sisters stick together the beef is ridicules anyway I hope she can stop by you're collage sometime this week and see you and I can tag along and we can all hang anyway I have to get back to work I love you and reply when you can baby mommy loves you
/ KAMRYNS MIND: /
she can't be being serious right now Kyle stole my crush back in high school and now she wants me to go see her in my free time when I could be relaxing and she didn't even ask did I have plans this week / recap on what I am talking about / Kyle stole my crush josh back in high school she was younger prettier and popular unlike me I liked books I wore glasses I had barely any friends and I was smart which nothing was wrong with that but that still caused me to not be like Kyle which made my high school years hell like who's sister bullys them and Kyle knew I liked Josh and went and dated him anyway and she only comes in town when her and josh break up did I mention that and when I do see that whore I am going to tell her ass she can go back to New York with him because baby Pennsylvania is not for her anymore
/ the bathroom door opens and Lara walks out and climbs onto her bed and starts using her phone /
KAMRYN: so how was you're day
LARA: good yours
KAMRYN: I thought you would never ask I grab the remote and pause my show then say so my mom wants me to meet up with my bratty ass bitch of a sister Kyle and I was like hold up girl because what the fuck you are supposed to ask me do I have time is my schedule free she was like I am hoping we can pop by sometime this week like what the fuck I look over and lara is looking at her phone like if someone just died I say to her did you hear anything I just said
LARA: she shakes her head yes twice and says come look at this
KAMRYN I climb off my bed and walk over to wear she is sitting and look at her phone
/ Instagram post made by Lovly_Tea5 its a picture of Giovanni and Miguel in a empty classroom Giovanni is against a wall a wall and Miguel is in front of him hand on his shoulder and head against his chest laughing a something and Giovanni is also laughing the caption reads what's so funny with two winking emojis I wanna laugh two boys /
me and Lara look at each other and start laughing I grab the phone again and look at the post again
KAMRYN: my stomach hurts I say while dying of laughter
LARA; there gay
KAMRYN: and I had a crush on Giovanni to I say while holding onto my stomach
LARA: how do you think they be fucking
KAMRYN: I look at her and say lets play it out I lay down and open up my legs
LARA: she starts faking like she is sucking a dick
KAMRYN: I start fake moaning we play it out for a little longer then we both start laughing who do you think be on top
LARA: I really can't even think right now
/ GIOVANNIS POV /
I was laying on my bed then my friend beck sent me a screenshot of \me and Miguel from on Saturday I sit up straight and stare at the picture then pick up my phone and text Miguel
GIOVANNI: Miguel did you see that post
MIGUEL: what post???
GIOVANNI: the one on that tea page / I go back over to me and becks text save the screenshot and send it to Miguel /
MIGUEL: what the fuck bro
GIOVANNI: thats what I said lets meet up and talk about this tomorrow ok???
MIGUEL: ok
GIOVANNI: I sat my phone down and look up into the air
/ THE NEXT DAY /
GIOVANNI: I walk into the hallway almost everybody is looking at me it feels weird I walk into the gym where me and Miguel agreed to meet at
GIOVANNI: hey I say and walk over and kiss him
MIGUEL: hey he says back what are we going to do
GIOVANNI: I don't know
MIGUEL: well you need to figure it out
GIOVANNI: I will can you chill
MIGUEL: GIo there is nothing to be calm about right now you are the one that said you needed no one in you're private life so what happened to that
before I can respond the gym door open
/ KAMRYNS POV: /
KAMRYN: sorry if I interrupted something I say and walk over to the bleachers and sit down y'all can act like I'm not here
GIOVANNI: you look good
KAMRYN: I look up and look at him you're talking to me
GIOVANNI: yeah who else would I be talking to he says as he walks towards me and sits down on the bleacher next to me
KAMRYN: I am so confused
GIOVANNI: about what
KAMRYN: I just thought you were you know
MIGUEL: we gotta go Giovanni come on
KAMRYN: I look up at Miguel then at Giovanni and say bye
GIOVANNI: he looks at Miguel for a little then he turns to me and says bye see you around then he gets up and leaves
/ GIOVANNIS POV /
Miguel is walking like he wants to be seen he walks on the side of me then whispers so nobody can hear but us
MIGUEL: what the fuck was that
GIOVANNI: I was doing what you said figuring it out
MIGUEL: that's not what I meant by figuring it out and you new that
GIOVANNI: then what do you want me to do because nobody needs to know I'm gay I already told you this when we first got with each other
MIGUEL: I really don't care do what you want then he starts walking down the hallway
GIOVANNI: I say kinda loud Miguel and then watch him walk away until I can't see him anymore then I walk to my next
{ AT THE END OF THE DAY } after classes I check to see if Miguel replied to any of my messages after I texted him twice
/THE MESSAGES/
1/ Miguel where are you???
2/ you're being childish I don't even like girls so what are you mad about???
I put my phone in my pocket then keep walking down the stairs then I see Kamryn I walk over to her
GIOVANNI: hey
KAMRYN: hey
GIOVANNI: so you wanna grab a bite to eat are something
KAMRYN: can't busy day today maybe tomorrow
GIOVANNI: no for sure well let me put my number in you're phone so we can plan a day
KAMRYN: ok she hands me her phone and I type in my number
GIOVANNI: after I type in my number I look up and see Miguel walking over to his car Iook at her and say well see you around bye
KAMRYN: bye
GIOVANNI: I run across the parking lot to Miguel's car and say Miguel did you get my messages
MIGUEL: yeah
GIOVANNI: then why did you not answer
MIGUEL: because there is nothing to talk about
GIOVANNI: can you put you're keys down and look at me when we are talking
MIGUEL: he opens his car door then looks at me what
GIOVANNI: look I am doing what's best for us
MIGUEL: you mean you
GIOVANNI: no us I love you I don't even know Kamryn like that and I am trying to keep us hidden
MIGUEL: I don't want to be you're secret and the only reason I am is because you're to fucking ashamed to be yourself and that's embarrassing
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THIS IS JUST CHAPTER ONE AND MORE WILL BE POSTED THANKS FOR READING' BYE