Chapter 1
Sometimes i do, i feel like i might not make it i feel like its not enough i feel like i could do better but my God can't we all? I feel theres something wrong and i feel...
i i i ... I this i that....
its not my works that get me to the father its not me who gets me peace work consumes world moves love lasts times pass most of life is trash but deal with that its not so bad just a deck.. A deck.. A deck of cards, each one a life, a dime, if you keep it long enough itll be worth more... Right?
Sometimes.. Sometimes i feel like its not enough sometimes i feel like im begging for my life for a final place with him but all it seems like its like im begging for my final place to dwell maybe hell....
Can i make it or can i not? I know its not me who will get me there but i cant reside in something thats not there i know.. Hes there... Can i make can i not what else do i look for like what? Dont want to be frozen in place lots wife just made a mistake a fatal mistake a murderous stake, translate connotate strip away whats in place and give up your life but whats at stake besides a selfless mistake....
If life is this way who is to say one can't possibly dwell in a holy place but all is to say sometimes sometimes they do feel like its not enough but that never means stop showing up.
Its called, growing up.
