a land before what I once knew
A land before what I once knew.
“I never knew what would happen after my death, I assumed I would go to heaven or hell like mamá said.. I surely didn’t imagine this
I had done everything already.. I wrote the note, said my goodbyes, turned in my assignments for class, returned my guitar to the shop I bought it from.. Cleaned my room.. It was time to finally end it all , It really hurt to do so. Swallowing the pills..I-I’d rather not talk about it.” I looked over at Nikioli, what was he thinking?
“You know..” he glared down at the pale grass in front of him before speaking up “A lot of my life was spent thinking about suicide..I wish I hadn’t done it, I can still hear my fathers screams in my nightmares.. It wasn’t easy at all.. It was loads of just lying there until I bled out.. It wasn’t very fun if you could believe it..”I laughed softly but then covered my mouth , though he laughed too, maybe it was okay to laugh about it..? I really didn’t want to hurt him with my actions.. I looked down at the grass and smiled
“Kick rocks.” I remarked before giggling loudly and looked away from him to gaze at the flowers across the land from us.
“Couldn’t say it better.” he chuckled quietly and stared up and the sunny sky.
“So , where do we sleep-”
“On the ground.. There’s not really any buildings.”I scanned over his face like he was going crazy
“W-What.?”
“You heard me, Sam.”
