Secrets

18 years ago

I felt weak, my body was numb, my head was aching alot I have never felt so much pain.

The world around me was spinning, a sharp pain rang through my head, my fingers started trembling I felt my whole body shake as I fell to my knees

My hands flew to my head holding it for support the pain rang through like a buzz that refused to stop. The world around me felt small one of my hands flew to my neck I was struggling for air like a fish pulled out of water.

My eyeballs rolled to the back of my head.

I was able to at least murmur one word before the world blacked out before me.

"Mom..."

My head was still pounding from before I think I was rushed to see the pack doc because every were around me was white , mom was sitting beside me on a chair holding me with my small hands engulfed in hers, her faced looked drain like she normally does.

But there was more hollowness in it but I could help but be the cause of it.

I looked up at her.

"Mom am sorry" I said in my weak small voice

" Baby don't need to be sorry, mommy is right here, do you know you are more stronger than your last blackout" she said cupping my cheeks in her soft hands. A tear slipped down her eyes , she removed her hands from my face and used it to wipe away her tears.

It felt like a thin pain sliced through my fragile heart.

"Mom don't cry, I was born this way and I like the way am born".

No matter how weak and fragile my life is I loved it with all the people in it, my mom was an Omega like me she might look weak but is way stronger than I could ever be.

"Baby am not crying, Mr Blain said you are free to come back home after a few check up" Mom said trying to change the topic. She does this everytime she doesn't want me to worry about how much am worrying her .

I might be a child of six years but I worry about every one who knows me. Apart from me being a Omega -the lowest rank in a pack- I had Asthma. And apparently something called a seizure. My mom and dad didn't want me to know but I overheard them talking about it to Mr Blain. When I get the time I was going to research it up.

" Where is dad, mom?." I asked because I didn't see him around.

" Baby he is with the Alpha don't you remember the Luna is about to have a baby, he doesn't even know you are in the hospital if he had known he would also be here with you" she explained while using her pointing finger to bump my nose.

I pout.

" Don't look at me that way , do you want your dad to be worried?."she asked finally smiling.

Before I could answer she answered herself

"No right, now what do you want I will bring anything for you as I will go and fetch Mr Blain.

"Pizza" I practically screamed.

Standing up from the chair she said already walking towards the door" Alright honey anything for you, love you, I'll be just right back".

I snuggled under the familiar blue sheets as she left.

Mom then popped her head through the door " and if you are not tired there is a book beside you to read" she then left.

That might have been an odd thing to say to an six year old. Apart from being a weak Omega I was smarter than my age that's what a lot of adults say to me they also say I act to mature for my age like an twelve year old.

Half of the people my age couldn't read a full book but me I found words easy and could easily read a forty chapter book part from that I loved researching things. My dad tells me about all the different jobs human does that are nothing like what us werewolves does. I love animals too my dad also thought me about marine biologist and that is what I think I want to be when I grow up but I don't think my mum will ever allow me to leave the pack grounds, she says the world is too big for a small pup like me that I can easily get hurt.

About ten minutes later Mr Blain strides in with his long legs and bright white coat and a the thing he uses to check my heart beat on his neck.

Mr Blain his a Big man but not as big as my dad, he is just extremely tall . He has white hair on his head and chin with his big square eyeglass on the brim of his nose. His smile is as bright as his wrinkled face.

My mum was just at his back with a square package wrapped firmly in her hands.

"Millie am glad to see you you are finally awake , last time you came you promised you will feel better and won't come to see me again but you still showed up why's that?" He said approaching me.

I wonder how I will answer that.

"It was not my choice , my body that started shaking again I was not able to breath...." He cut me off.

"No need to explain, hope you are feeling better now you are smiling as bright as the sun "he said return it with equally bright smile. He was always smiling. He then sat down on the chair beside me . Mom went to the other side of the room an took a sit beside me.

"Am feeling much better " I said then turned to my mum

She waved the package in her hands.

I took it from her. Pizza could not take just ten minutes right.

"I knew it was pizza you will ask for so I just ordered it before hand and it's your favorite" she squealed.

I unwrapped the package and indeed it was my favorite pepperoni pizza. I too squealed.

Then Mr Blain started with the usual check up.

When he was done and I was done with the Pizza, he removed the wire attached to my left hand. It wasn't painful, I've went with severe headache painful than that.

Mr Blain stood up and faced my mom " you are free to leave I have more pending matters about Luna Asterisk to cover, she came for her daily appointment it's almost her due date"

"Tnx doc, you should probably go and check on her " my mom said standing up.

Then a piercing scream was heard from the room beside me.

Mr Blain face paled"it looks like the delivery came early"